A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Eighteen. Picture of Harry ^^^^^

----- Niall's P.O.V -----

I am still worried about Hannah. She has been texting me and I have told her that Zayn told me where she is but I said that I would stay on tour. As much as I want to be with her right know I respect the fact that she wants to be alone, Hannah isn't the type of girl to open up to people and I know that. Even though I haven't told her yet, I do love her, I love her so so much and when you love someone all you want is for them to be happy with who they are and happy with their life.

Being on tour without Hannah has put a complete downer on everything. Everyone here misses her; Liam doesn't want to talk to people as much, Louis is less hyper, Harry doesn't really want to do much anymore, apparently I mope around the bus which I think I do, I always make myself look happy when I go out and at concerts. Zayn's nightmares are back too, he told us that he used to have nightmares when he was younger and Hannah would help him calm down and her being on tour was actually stopping them. I feel so bad for everyone, we all want Hannah back here but we need to give her time.

Today we have an interview which I really am not looking forward to in any way, shape or form. I just want to sleep and text Hannah. Simon understands that I miss Hannah but he just wants me to do my best; I am going to try obviously, I don't want to disappoint the fans that actually care. I say the ones that actually care because there are the fans that have driven Hannah to leaving the tour in the first place. I don't want to sound horrid or anything but the fans that were giving Hannah hate is the reason that Hannah left, they are still giving her hate which is just unbelievable.

I get changed as per usual and all of us meet in the living room of the bus "You alright?" Liam asks and I nod "Yeah. Just missing her that's all" I say and my phone beeps. When I check it I see Hannah has texted me 'Morning Ni, be nice at the interview today. I can't watch it because I am taking Waliyah and Safaa shopping for school stuff, Trisha is working so she has asked me to take them xxxxxxxxx' I smile and Liam chuckles "How's she doing?" he asks and I look to him before replying to Hannah "She's going out today with Waliyah and Safaa. I hope she will be okay" I say and he nods. I type a reply to Hannah as everyone else is talking 'Good Morning Princess, I will do my best as always. Have fun with them and be safe. I miss you too Princess, I hope you are doing alright xxxxxxxxx'.

We are at the interview place now, we're on some talk show that I can't remember the name of and I feel really bad for not being able to remember it but I have been ever so slightly occupied with my girlfriend. Zayn taps my shoulder and I turn to face him "Come on Nialler. We need to go in" he says and I nod "Yeah. Let's go" I say. All of us get out of the car and make our way into the building as fast as we can considering there are cameras everywhere and some paps shouting questions at all of us.

This interview is live right now meaning it is also being filmed in front of a live studio audience. The studio audience doesn't bother me but I just don't want to be here anyway. Our interviewer is called Elliot; he seems like a pretty cool guy. Harry finishes answering a question and Elliot looks to me "Are you still in a relationship Niall?" he asks and I nod "Yeah. I am" I say and Louis pats my shoulder "Her name is Hannah, am I correct?" he asks and I nod again "Yeah. She's Zayn's childhood friend too" I say and Zayn mock bows making the audience laugh "What do you have to say about the cheating rumours?" he asks.

I sigh "There isn't much to say really. My girlfriend hasn't cheated on me. The rumours are just rumours" I say as simply as possible "Right, but she isn't on tour with you is she?" he asks and that annoys me just ever so slightly, note the sarcasm "No she isn't at the moment" I say trying not to sound annoyed "And why is that?" he asks and Louis grips my shoulder "It is because of the disgraceful things both fans and the media have been doing. You don't understand what the hate does to people, you don't understand what it is like to read and hear about rumours saying that the person you love is cheating on you" I say through clenched teeth.

I stand up and try my hardest not to glare at Elliot "My girlfriend isn't on tour with us anymore because she couldn't handle the hate that people were giving here. She was getting death threats, people telling her that she should have never started dating me, that she shouldn't be with me. What hurt even more was for me to watch her go through that, watch her cry because of it. If that is what the fans who send hate want then they are sick" I say not realising that I started to cry, I hate talking about this because I know how much it hurt Hannah "I have never been someone to make a scene about things and I know that is what I am doing now but my girlfriend is an amazing person, she hasn't done anything wrong and she doesn't deserve any this" I say.

I couldn't care less about what the media think about this.

I am going to find my girlfriend, I am going to hug my girlfriend, I am going to help my girlfriend come back from this.

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That was Chapter Eightteen, hope you liked it and I apologise for taking such a long time to update, I was on holiday.

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Till the next chapter......