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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

I never thought that we will not be happy like this as long as we have these problems around us, but I guess I thought wrong.

The night is going amazing for us like we never have any big problems in our way, it's like every night before all of this happened...nothing but reaching our dreams and having the time of our lives with each other and the fans, I honestly missed this feeling and I never want this to end.

It's the launch of our latest album and we're already having this quite big concert here in Chicago and we managed to get things off from our head for a little while, and damn getting all those problems out is feels so good! I must admit that we had to use some alcohol magic to help us too, but we promised that we won't take too much since we still have to be alert in all times and we're doing a freaking concert, we wouldn't want to mess this up.

Chasity and Allie are up with their good moods too and I really missed the sight of that, it's been a week since we found out everything, but still there's no sign of Chris nor Matthew anywhere which is very suspicious, but I guess I have to let go of that for now...I want this night to be fun for all of us.

"You never cease to amaze me, Trick!" Chasity greeted me at the backstage the moment we finished the concert. We have been playing for almost two hours, but it was such a blast and I missed this feeling. The fans are all hyped too because this is like our comeback...and it's the literal comeback of our group...with, again, Chasity on our side.

I ran towards her and we both tackled each other with a hug, I can hear her sweet giggle even with the fans screaming for our names outside. It was such a sweet sound and I wouldn't want that sound to ever leave my ears again.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I just got carried away. I'm so sweaty and I got it all over you now." I said while chuckling and she just laughed at me and even wiped the sweat on my forehead with her hand.

"I don't mind! Besides, I like your smell. I always do." she said then giggled and that honestly made me blush. I suddenly held her cheeks and make a move to kiss her on the lips, god, I missed doing that so much! I heard Chasity giggled in the kiss which I think is really cute.

"Get a room, you two!" Pete, Andy, and Joe shouted at the same time while laughing. 

I pulled back from the kiss and just put my arms around Chasity and faced them. They were already drinking too much alcohol and I chuckled at them, maybe it's time for us to unwind today...even just for this night.

I believe we still deserve a time to be happy even with all of these things happening around us.

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"I can't believe I kissed two girls just for you!" Chasity said while laughing and looking at me in disbelief.

We're currently outside, taking a night walk in the park, yes it might not be that safe, but we might be just over thinking things...maybe Matthew is not ready to attack us just yet. So, here we are, reminiscing the past, we'll actually I'm the only one doing that while Chasity try to remember and understand all the things she did back then.

"Well, yes! It was very shocking for me too! Things you do for love, huh?" I teased her more and she just laughed at me.

"I see that I really love you so much beyond any kind of comprehension," she stated with a smile. I locked hands with her while we walk and she did grip on my hand too.

She suddenly looked away and I can see her thoughts flying again, lately she has been like this and I don't know what's happening to her. Maybe it's the fact that she's still worried about his brother or something, but it just feels like, she's always drifting away...from me.

"Chas? Is everything alright?" I asked as we sit in a bench, luckily, it was too late at night right now and we're the only ones in this part of the park. We sat there in for quite while before she faced me then smiled.

"Yeah. Yes, of course," she assured, but I know there's something wrong. I held her hand while both of mine and smiled at her.

"We're going to find your brother, we're going to get your memory back no matter what it takes and we'll not let anything tear us apart again. I won't! I love you so much you know that right from the first time I saw you...I know it was the real you and I should have believed in my instincts. I love you, Chasity and I promise you...we, you and I, we'll never be apart from each other again." I told her with full sincerity and sweetness in my voice and finally, those words pulled her out of her thoughts. "I love you."

"Oh, I love you too, Patrick." she said with a huge smile and after that, the only thing I know is that our lips are touching again.

We smiled while kissing and I was just happy that this is all happening, but before our kiss even get any longer than that...we heard a rustle not far from us. It's not any sound an animal would make...it's like a sound of anyone trying to watch and follow us secretly.

The both of us stood up almost immediately and our hands find its way to locked with each other as we frantically looked around us and tried to look for whoever is around us.

"Chasity, we need to go now. It's not safe here anymore." I told her while my eyes are still all over the place trying to look for danger. My eyesight is not a really help here and I hate that fact, but nows not the time to complain about that. I was already walking away, tugging Chasity to follow me...but she seemed frozen. "Chasity!" I whispered shout before going in front of her.

She was staring in a certain spot and she looked like she's seen a ghost, even with all the darkness around, I can see her pale face. Her hands suddenly started shaking and it's like she wasn't blinking anymore. I shook her hard before getting her attention again and she stared at me in disbelief.

"What is it?!" I asked her in panic, but my instincts just kicked in. "Answer me later, run!" I said and we made a run for it.

I'm sure whatever she saw there...way very terrifying for her.

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*C's P.O.V.*

I swear to God...that was me! I SAW ME! The me with my old face before all this! I don't know how, I don't know why, but I saw it! I saw it clearly with my two eyes!!

I'm still shaking, what could be the possible reason for that?! Was it all just a hallucination?! Is my mind keep on playing tricks with me?! I don't know anymore! This is fucking killing me for days now, I'm getting confused as days pass by! I thought this will clear everything up, but it's like it's messing me up more...and Patrick, God, my feelings for him is getting messed up!

Yes, I like him, I love him, but every time he bring up the past we had, it doesn't add up. Yes, I might have love the guy, but I can never feel love to that extent and I don't even know why! Maybe its just because that I don't have any memory of that, or maybe not...I don't know!!

"I don't know anymore!" I suddenly said out loud while holding up my head and I was shocked by my own movements.

"Hey, whoah, whoah. What is happening to you, Chasity? And please, please, give me an honest answer. You're killing me with worry here!" Patrick begged. I realized that we're already at my house now and I don't even remember getting here. "What did you saw out there? Since the time you looked at that certain place, you're out of reach."

"It's...It's...I think I saw M-Matthew." I lied, I can never tell him what I really saw. Patrick will panic if I did, he'll probably send me to the hospital right away and I don't want that to happen now that I'm on my own missing to find my brother.

"What?!" he asked. "Goddammit! I shouldn't have brought yu there! It was a stupid idea! I'm really sorry if that scared you, Chasity...but listen to me...I will --

"I know...I know you will, b-but please, w-will you give me a minute...I-I need to be alone." I said to him while I'm already gently pushing him away out of my room. I was staring blankly all over the place, but I was able to lead him out of my own room. "J-just give me a minute." I told him beofre slamming the door.

I don't know why this all is making me weak. I could have just thought that it was just a hallucination, but I can't...something is definitely right here.

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*Chasity's P.O.V.*

"I love you so much ,you know that right from the first time I saw you...I know it was the real you and I should have believed in my instincts. I love you, Chasity and I promise you...we, you and I, we'll never be apart from each other again."  I overheard Patrick say to the girl who's taking my whole life now, and God, I didn't expect all these things to hurt me this much.

Matthew was right...how can he, or any of them know I'm the real Chasity when they can't even tell the fake one? But who am I to blame them? This is all what they want, for me to be alive again, and they were all blinded by that desire! 

But it's unfair! So unfair for me! What am I to do now? I don't have a life to live anymore...for the past months I've done nothing, but to watch my life slip away from my control...watch my love ones drift away from me. 

I thought all my sufferings will end months ago, the moment where they found out that I'm a girl and that Patrick chose me over Winona and Elaine! I thought all the challenges before was enough to pay the lie I made, I only pretended to be a boy! And this is my punishment? how cruel can this all be?!

And I really feel so fucking betrayed here! I want to slap Patrick with all my might and scold him for not noticing that the Chasity he's with is not the real one! To scold him that while he's almost eating that girl's face I'm slowly dying here in jealousy, that I'm slowly giving up in here!

I would have fucking walked out of my hiding place the moment I made a sound, but I don't know why I hid...why I just let them be when I was supposed to talking it all back!

I realized that my tears have been falling for a while know, but I just remained silent there. I tried to look back at them, but the moment I did, I regretted it. C saw me, her terrified expression is a proof for that. I wanted to step out the moment she did, but Patrick pulled her away from the scene.

The person who's supposed to be looking for me is now running away from me, which is very very very painful. What did I ever do to deserve this? I just want everything back, or even just one more 'I love you' back.

Is that just too much to ask?

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