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*TRIGGER WARNING!!*
Hey guys! I'm back so I'm gonna try writing in a new way, well differently than im used too. Tell me if you like it! Enjoy!
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Your POV
You were sick and tired of life. All the boring shit, all THE bullshit. All the drama, all the tears, all the stupid guys.

You rush inside and head to your room.

You immediately grab your handy dandy tool, the blade.

You cry as you grab your bag that was just sitting somewhere and you stuff the following in it:
1.) 3 towels
2.) 4 water bottles
3.) your journals
4.) your phone
And
5.) your pictures and a pencil.

You head to the treehouse that you and Josh built as kids with your dad, who had recently died of cancer. Which caused your mom to turn to drinking and abuse and well you know how it works.

You climb up the ladder and sit down as you let the tears spill.

-time skip-
It was about 30 minutes later and you decided to get to work.

*WARNING:IT MAY BE A LITTLE GRUSOM!!!*

You lay out your towel and set the other ones to the side. You pull out the water bottles and place them to the side as well.

You pull out your pictures, your phone, and your friend and biggest fear, the blade.

You go through the pictures before you do what your about to do.

All the pictures are from you and Josh. There were a few of you and your dad but you skipped pass those.

You then pull out your phone and call Josh.

He immediately answers.

"Hey y/n!" He says through the phone.

He sounded so happy so, so cheerful, you thought to yourself.

"Josh, lets just say blurryface won tonight." And you hang up.

Josh's POV
As soon as y/n said that I was up and out the door.

I knew what was happening.

She was either 1. Gonna take her life or 2. Self harm to the max.

I rush to the treehouse.

Y/n's POV
You clean your arm ready to brace the pain.

You grab the knife and slice through the skin.

You see the red liquid run down onto the towel.

It didn't faze you one bit. You made another, and another, and another. 

And you didn't stop, you couldn't.

"Y/n!" You hear Josh yell.

You don't do anything you just look at the cuts you had just made and made another.

"Stop!" Josh yells as he grabs the knife and throws it.

"Why?" He yells as he grabs a water bottle and dumps it on the cuts to clean them.

He dries them with a towel, yet the bleeding never seemed to stop.

"Y/n." You hear a faint voice in your head say.

"Y/n." You hear it again only this time you were a bit dizzy.

"Y/n." You hear one last time  and the world goes black.
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Ello!

So I updated!

I hope you enjoyed it guys! And I'm feeling better I'm still trying to plan the next chapter of the josh Dun x Reader so I can update but I figured I should probably update this book since I haven't in a while!

Bye guys!