I Hate U, I Love U • MiniCat (Part 2)
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Song: i hate u, i love u - gnash
Tyler,
Wow. Never thought I'd be talking to you again, or anyone from my YouTube days. How ya been? I've been absolutely great! Not really...
Look, I bet you have a lot of questions right now. Why I'm writing to you, why I left so suddenly,
Why I didn't tell you any sooner about my feelings.
I wanted to, I really did. But Kelly made you so happy. Me being a good friend, I didn't want to ruin that. Nor did I want to ruin OUR friendship. Something I still miss so much. You don't need to feel guilty.. or the same way — I doubt you do anyways. I just feel so relieved that you know I love you.
I'm moving back to the U.K. to my family. They weren't too please to find out that I quit my job, one and only source of income.
Tell everyone I miss them. I wish you all the best in the future.
Love your best friend (I think),
MiniLadd
Tyler's tears stained the paper written by his ex best friend he hasn't heard from in almost two years. A mix of relief and sadness filled his usual cheerful heart. Did he miss his best friend? Did he realize feelings he never knew he had? The thought of a body of ocean separating him and his best friend again didn't help. He wanted to stop him, but maybe it was too late.
"Tyler!" Kelly snapped the blue eye male from his thoughts. "So," She leaned against her husband. "What did that harlot cunt say?"
"Babe don't talk about him that way." Tyler said sternly.
Kelly was appalled by her husband's words. "Are you actually defending him?"
"He told our fans to not be a dick towards you and I after he quitted." Tyler started heating up. "He could've quit and not mentioned that while his fans rage on us about being the reason why he quitted!" Tyler said raising his voice.
He was about to storm out his recording office until his arm was pulled back by his wife. "Where do you think you're going?"
Tyler glared back at his wife he was furious with and yanked his arm back from her. "I'm gonna go see my best friend, whether you like it or not."
Kelly's blue eyes were now glossy. Yet again, she pulls her husband back into the room. "Tyler.. what are you trying to say?"
The guilt of seeing his wife hurt could not over come the love Tyler had for his best friend. "It's over, Kelly. I'm sorry."
Time skip to the airport
Tyler was constantly trying to call Craig. His calls stopped ringing after a while, making Tyler fear more that he was already too late. It didn't stop him from booking his flight to New York, he just hoped his best friend would still be there. The elder paid for a flight that was about to depart. He sprinted through the TSA checkpoints, luckily he arrived after the last call for him. Tyler finally arrived to his seat and was on his way to New York.
What he didn't know, was that Craig was still in New York after getting his flight delayed. The depressed brit sat at his flight's gate, sore from sitting down for hours, cold and dehydrated from the flights and the airport's air conditioning. He occupied himself listening to some music. His taste in music certainly has changed since quitting YouTube.
Italics = Mini
Bold = Tyler
Play that shit
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
The brit sung to himself, not giving a single damn if anyone was looking.
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Tyler didn't know he was listening to the same song, forty thousand feet in the night sky.
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
The two males got dirty looks as if they were crazy or annoyed by them. But all they could focus was on each other.
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you'll never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
The song ended, shifting to a new song Craig wasn't to fond of. He turned off his phone and drifted to sleep to pass his time until his layover was finished. As for Tyler, the plane ride was almost over, seeing that he was just coming from Tennessee.
After the plan had landed, he wasted no time waiting for everyone in the aisles in front of him to get out first. He pushed the stewardesses out of the way, some even landing on other travelers. Tyler then sprinted to the gate taking off to U.K. he looked everywhere for his best friend. After a few laps around the gate, he was starting to lose faith. The tall male then accidentally tripped over someone whose legs were extended outwards. This male was asleep with his hoodie on. Tyler's short temper got the best of him and snapped at this so called stranger. "Learn how to sleep with your legs closed dipshit!"
This stranger was now awoken by Tyler. He took off his hoodie and looked up. Tyler instantly felt regret about what he said when he found out who this stranger was. "Tyler?!" Craig, the stranger, said.
"M-Mini?!" Tyler said in disbelief. "I'm so sorry man!" He kneeled down to his height and bear hugged him. Tears were starting to flood the blue eyed male's eyes when Craig was about to let go. He didn't want to let go, he didn't want his best friend to see him cry, he thought he would leave as soon as he released him.
"Tyler?" Craig said. "Are you crying?" He asked as he heard soft sobs from him and felt his shoulder becoming moist.
"N-no.." Tyler lied. "Why the fuck would I be crying?" He chuckled through his sadness.
Craig was trying to get Tyler off of him. When he finally did, his pale skin now red from sobbing. His blue eyes were now shinier than they ever were. "What the?! Tyler what's-"
Without hesitating, Tyler smashed his lips on his best friend. He didn't want him to focus on why he was sad, rather just make up for what he's done. It didn't take long for Craig to kiss back, but something called oxygen was calling for them. Tyler retreated and Craig's skin was the one now red while Tyler smirked at his flustered best friend. "I'm sooo confused.." Craig started. "Why are you here?! Why'd you just kiss me?! What about Kelly?! Wha-"
Tyler interrupted Craig again with another kiss and finally sat down next to him. "I just wanted to see my best friend, you complaining?"
"WHAT ABOUT KELLY!?" The brit yelled at him while Tyler giggled.
"We're done." Tyler bluntly said while he started to intertwine his hands with his best friend's cold hands. "So, do you still wanna move back or you wanna come home with me?" Craig's face was fully red at this point, he didn't know how to answer. The elder started leaning into his ear and whispered "And pick up where we left off?"
Craig's face filled with tears of joy while he yelped in his cute high pitch voice with excitement. "Take me home!"
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Sorry I took long for this part 2 ^^; didn't think there'd be a part 2 to this tbh, but here it is c: Sorry if it seemed rushed btw. PS that Vanoss x Reader oneshot? That might still be the plot for the book in the future, but I had another idea for it so no promises. Anyways, peace out everybody! Goodbye~
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