I went from the hospital and sat in my car... and it started raining...and I started driving to the place that first came in my mind "Drishti's Estate"...

Tears were continuously falling down my cheeks , and as if the sky was crying too... I hated my life , my choice, falling in love with the guy who didn't deserve it...

And as i reached there , I stopped my car and entered it and went inside , getting wet from the rain and i went and sat under the mango tree which had a swing hung through it's branches...

And i sat in the warmth of the tree , drops falling from the leaves on my head... it was raining heavily my saree was clung to my body ...

Flashback...

Dekhlena beta , I would find the best man for my princess...(my father said to the 9 year old Drishti who was getting her barbies ready for a date)

And I looked at my dad and smiled...

Mujhe bilkul aap jesa hi Prince Charming chahiye Dad...(she said as according to her , her parents were the best couple, she didn't knew about her father's anger issues)

Flashback ends...

Bilkul aap jessa hi Ladka dhundha hai aapne mere liye Dad...(i said to no one while crying )

I'll never let anyone harm your self respect...(Bhuvan's promise echoed in my head he made when we were in Spain)

You were the one who were crushing it...(I thought)

I Love You Bhuvan Bam (My voice Echoed in my head)

I hate you Bhuvan...(i said while hugging my legs and resting my head on my knees )

I Promise ki apne gusse par control rakhunga...(his voice echoed and i just smiled while crying and shook my head)

Sab jhooth tha... me un par bharosa karti rahii but me bhool gayi woh insaan hi jhoota tha...

I kept on crying for god knows how much time, sky was turning pink... my phone rung many times but I didn't pick up the call... my body ached...

Drishti...(i heard and looked up and saw Nayan )

Kya hua ? Yaha kya kar rahi hai??(he said coming towards me)

Kuch nahi ese hi man ho gaya...(i said)

Baarish me??

Haaa mausam acha thana...

Tu mujhse jhooth nahi bol sakti kya hua??(he said and kneeled down so he was face to face)

Tere suit pehna hua hai...(i said)

Bhaad me gaya suit ... kya hua bhata mujhe...(he said and sounded a bit furious )

Kuch nahi huaa , ese hi aagayii ...(i said and my voice cracked)

Teri aankhe , naak , gaal sab laal haii...(he said and touched my cheek and i winced , it ached , he touched where Bhuvan slapped me)

Kya hua??(he said and held my chin and took my hair )

Nayan nahi...(i said trying to remove his hand)

Chupp bilkul ...(he said widening his eyes and tugged my hair behind my ear and he grited his teeth)

Kisne kiya yeh??(he asked)

Kisine nahi ...(i said and bought my hair back)

Drishti...(he said)

I swear tu bhata , nahi toh sahi nahi rahega yeh...(he said and stood up and make me stand)

Drishti last baar pooch raha hu me...(he said holding my arms and i again winced)

Drishti-

Bhuvan... (i replied and cried and he hugged me)

Jiju??

Haaa.. He slapped me... Or divorse dene ka bhi bole... (i said and started hiccuping as i was crying badly)

Drishti... mat ro...(he said separating and cupped my face)

Me unko bhataunga...(he greeted through his teeth)

Nahii Nayan...(i mumbled and holding his hand)

Ek mint...(he said and kept his hand on my forehead)

Drishti, tu poori gilli haii or tujhe bukhaar bhi haii... chal ghar pe..(he held my hand)

Nahi me ghar nahi chalungi...(i said)

Kyu??

Mene dad ko bola tha ki mera husband kuch bhi kare mere saath me unke ghar toh nahi jaaungi...

Paaglo wali harkate mat kar...(he scolded )

Pagal hi toh hu me... unki har sorry maanti gayi , unke jhoote promises ko sach maanti gayi... unki har galti nazar andaaz kardi...(i said and cried)

Drishti...(he hugged me again)

Me hi kyuu Nayan ... Mene kabhi bhi kisi ke saath galat nahi kiya , kisiko pareshaan nahi kiya... Me hi kyuu??? (I cried harder and started coughing )

Drishti teri tabiyat kharaab ho jaayegi ghar chal...

Sahi rahegi toh bhi kya hoga...(i said)

Chal gharpe or koi bhi arguments nahi...(he said and held me )

Nayan-

Drishti chup...(he said and took my phone and put it in his pocket)

Chal ab...(he said and we went and he made me sit in his car and we went towards Roy mansion, though it was just 5 plots away and i told him everything as we were on our way)

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Tu ek hot bath lele ... me aaya thodi der me...(Nayan said as he made sure i was okay in my room)

Nayan sun , Nikhil kaha hai ??

Wooh - woh Manya ke saath gaya hai , Bol raha tha Manya ka mood-off lag raha tha... (he said)

Sun is baare me , Nikhil ko kuch nahi bhatana..( i said)

Tu abhi bhi uski behen ki soch rahi hai??(Nikhil said being angry)

Isme Manya ki galti nahi hai... (I said )

Woh sab waha khade hokar dekhte rahe , sunte rahe...(i said with anger)

Nayan shaant hoja... or ghar me is baare me kisi ko kuch nahi bhatana... i trust you , mera trust todna mat...(i said looking in his eyes , his expressions seemed conflicting but after a minute he nodded and went)

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Drishti soup...(Nayan said coming in my room after about 30 minutes, till then i took a bath and changed into a normal co-ord set , to be comfortable in)

Thank you..(i said taking the bowl and he touched my forehead)

Drishti Bukhaar haii tujhe...(he said)

Yeh rahegaa, mujhe hota hai tab esa hi hota haii...(I said)

Ab kyaa??(he said and there was a knock on my door)

Drishti di , Nayan bhaiya , sab aapko neeche bula rahe haii dinner ke liye..(Prachi informed)

Aarahi hai Prachi aap jaoo... Thank you (Nayan said)

Thik hai bhaiya...(she said and went)

Chall...(he said )

Soup??(i said )

Chod de neeche or hoga woh hi peelena , thanda ho gaya wese bhi...(Nayan said and i nodded)

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Kab aayi tu??(Dad asked as i greeted everyone and settled in my chair)

Shaam ko...

Kessi hai??

Achi huu..(i smiled)

Aankhein...(Nikhil entered and shouted and came towards me)

Niks...(my sick voice said)

I missed you...(he back hugged me)

Mee too...(i said holding his arms)

Kab aayi bhataya kyu nahi??(he said settling on the chair just beside me)

Shaam ko... (i replied)

Tu itna low kyu sound kar rahi haii??(he said taking a bite from my plate)

Bukhar hai use...(Nayan said)

Kyu kya hua??(everyone got tensed , cause when I have fever I'll be at my lowest and will be comparatively weak)

Madam baarish me bhig gayi...(Nayan said and i showed him wide eyes to let him know not to say any further)

Esa kya hua??(Dad asked)

Mana kiya hai na Drisha tujhe...(Chachu scolded)

Didi dhyaan nahi rakh sakti thoda bhi...(Aditya said)

Woh mausam acha tha... (was my reply)

Padmaji ki tabiyat kessi hai?(Mom asked and I didn't know the reply so i just shrugged)

Tujhe nahi pata teri mother in law kessi hai??(Dad said )

Aunty ka dhyaan tu rakh rahi thi naa...(Nikhil said)

Nahi rakh paayi me unka dhyaan ... ab bas karo aaplog... shaanti se khana khale insaan...(i shouted and everyone flinched and silence settled and my eyes teared up but i kept looking down so I don't have to face anyone)

And a teardrop fell on my plate and as i and Nikhil were sharing the plate Nikhil noticed it but I squeezed his hand to shut up...

Tu ro kyu rahi haii...(he said then also)

Tu chup hojana...(i said and wiped my tears)

Drisha beta idhar dekh...(Chachu said but I looked down and shook my head )

Drisha...(Chachu said in his sweet tone and I looked at him with my teared up eyes)

Kyu ro rahi hai?? (he asked , rightnow no one interfered in between cause they knew i would never disrespect my chachu or not answer him)

And i again shook my head and wiped my tears...

Drisha..(he used the same town and that was enough to melt me , and finally i broke down and cried while covering my face with my hands)

Drisha...(I heard chachu's voice from just behind me and i turned and hugged him my head rested on his stomach as he was standing and i was sitting)

Chachu...(i said and cried harder)

Haaa yahi huu... its okayy...(Chachu said)

And i kept on crying and he kept on caressing my head... consoling me...

Drishti tabiyat kharaab ho jaayegi beta mat roo...(i heard chachi's voice and she started rubbing my back)

And i moved back and wiped my tears ...

Ab bhata kya hua??(Chachu asked)

Kuch nahi...(i said)

Drishti...(My dad's voice sounded concerned as well as warning types)

Me or Bhuvan divorse lelenge...(i said through my cracky voice)

Kya??
Kuch bhi bol rahi hai..
Beta 6mahine bhi nahi hue shaadi ko...

Drishti dimaag jagah par haii...(Dad voice echoed and everyone was quite)

Haa haii... but yeh sab nahi hoga or mujhse...(i said)

Esa kya hogaya??(dad asked)

Dad aapko or mom ko bhataya tha mene...(i said)

Beta , ladai konse couples me nahi hoti hai.. ese toh divorse lene nahi lag jaayenge na...(Mom said)

Ladai sab me hoti hai par-(and i gave Nayan a look which was enough for him to shut up)

Kya ? Par kya??(Chachi said)

Woh kuch nahii , bas me is marriage me or nahi reh sakti...(i said my final decision)

Or dad kal Lawyer ko bula dena please...(i said)

Drishti tune shaayad contract dhangse nahi padha tha...(Dad said wiping his hands with the napkin)

Konsa???

Teri shaadi kaa , jisme likha tha tu shaadi karne se mana nahi kar sakti...(Dad reminded me)

Uska kya??

Uske point number- i guess 17 me likha tha , tu divorse ke liye aage ho sakti , tere partner agar tujhse divorse chahta hai toh wih papers bhejde . (Dad said)

Dad agar use nahi rehna , kya zabaradasti hai , aap abhi nullify kar saktey ho contract...(Nayan said)

Me aage ka soch ke rakhta huu, agar divorse lena hi hai toh Bhuvan ji ko bhi lena hoga na woh bhejdenge papers...(Dad said)

Aap kehna chahte ho mene is shaadi ko chalane ki koshish nahi ki??(i said holding my mangalsutra)

Lag toh yahi raha haii... Teri mom or meri bhi ladhai hoti haii that doesn't mean woh divorse lelegi...

Oohhh oohh Dad , for your information woh ladhai nahi hoti , aap unpar chilaate ho... Doosra me doosri Seema Roy nahi bana chahti joh apne pati ke chilaane par apna muh jhookar kar khadi ho jaayegi....(i said)

DRISHTII...(Dad shouted and made me flinch)

Mere liye me sun leta , Seema ke liye ek shabd nahi...(Dad said standing straight)

Dad me mom par kuch keh bhi nahi rahi, me bas itna keh rahi huu me nahi jee sakti ese bass... (i said)

This is not bass... Do yoh think I'm a fool ki apni ekloti beti ki shaadi kisi se bhi karwa dunga...

Obviously... business alliance strong karne the aapko... BFL future me biggest fashion industry ban sakti hai agar woh ese hi progress karti rahi toh...(i said)

Agar tum yahi sochti hona mere baare me , toh me acha baap nahi tum achi beti nahi ban paayi... (he said)

Me Bhuvan se mil chuka tha , Seema ko milwaya tha ladka acha tha or bohot pyaara bhi...

Dad aapki line me keyword hai "tha" please woh dimaag me rakho...(i said)

Or mene life me acha kiya hi kya haii?? Achi bahu nahi ban paayi , achi patni nahi ban paayi , achi beti bhi nahi... Laanat hai mere Drishti Shekhar Roy hone par...(i said and got up from my place and started going towards my room)

Drishti...(Dad called )

Sorry Dad me thak gayi huu... (i said)

Drisha..(Chachu called)

Haa chachu...(i said looking at him)

Ek ek shot hojaye?(He asked)

Aaj jaroorat hai...(i said while laughing at my miserable situation)

Pehle tu kahe toh kahana khalu..(He said)

Bilkul...(i said with a smile)

Aaja baithjaa... phir chalte hai...(Chachu said )

Chachu ...(i said )

Jaldi (he said)

Haa..(i said and again settled in my seat)

To be continued...