I entered Bhuvan's room with a tray in my hand which had a glass of turmeric milk in it, and i saw Bhuvan was sleeping on his bed... and i moved near him very carefully because still the things were scattered in the room.....

I kept the tray on the side table ....

Sir...(i called and he didn't responded)

Bhuvan sir...(i said a bit louder and shook him)

Hmmm...(he groaned and flipped and laid on his stomach)

Sirr... doodh lelo...(i said)

Aai yarr sone dena ... me baad me peelungaa...(he mumbled)

Sir me Drishti huu... or doodh peelo please..(i requested)

Drishti tum kya kar rahi hoo??(he stirred a bit and said looking at me)

Aapke liye turmeric latte laayi huu..(i said and he instantly sat and looked at me confused)

Kyaaa??(he exclaimed)

Ye peelo... phir me jaati huu... mujhe bohot neend aa rahi haii...(i said taking the glass in my hand)

Mujhe doodh nahi bhata , tum jaao..(he said)

As if i care.... phata phat peeyo or mujhe free karo...(i said sounding a bit serious)

Tum ese bol rahi ho jese , you dont care at all...((he said)

Why would i care???ab jaldi peeyo Bhuvan, I really wanna sleep....

Obviously i care, thats why I'm standing here holding a glass of milk for you!! Dumbo...

Rakhdo me peelungA...(he said )

Bhuvan, jaldi peeyo... or jab tak aap nahi peeyoge , I'm not leaving....(i said and he kind of snatched glass from my hand , held his nose by holding it with his index finger and thumb of left hand and chugged down the milk ... I wanted to laugh at his childish behaviour but i somehow controlled myself)

And he handed me the glass...

Now leave... or agli baar yeh sab karne ki jaroorat nahi hai....(he said and laid back down on the bed and pulled the blanket on his face so he was totally in the blanket)

What the hell!!! Like seriously Bhuvan...(i said but he didn't reacted)

Bhuvan why do you always have to react like this... you always make me feel like trash.... (i said in anger)

Ho gaya , ab jao kyuki mujhe neend aa rahi hai...(he said and was still in the blanket)

I was more angry and started stomping towards the door of the room...

Aahh.. shit!!!(i whispered in pain as i forgot that there were glass pieces on the floor and a piece stinged in my foot)

And I looked at my foot , it was a big piece, because of pain and anger tears started rolling down my eyes... I hopped on my good foot towards the corner of his bed and sat on the very corner of the bed.... and i put one palm on my mouth to muffle my voice and i  pulled out the piece from my foot from other hand... i scrunched my eyes because of pain...

Tum gayi nahi abhi tak...(came a voice from behind me)

Mujhe bhi shoch nahi haii *sob me jaa rahi huu...(i said and because of my boiling blood i forgot my foot was hurt and was bleeding and i stood on my both legs with force)

Aaahhh!!! Yarrr...(i sat back on bed because the pain was too much to handle for me)

Kya hua??(he asked)

Kuch nahii...(i said and tried to get up again)

Toh tum ese hi chilaati rehti hoo??(he said)

Aapko kya farak padta haii, aap apni neend poori karo...(i said and i got up carefully)

Drishti!!(he exclaimed)

Kya sir... kuch galat bola mene... aap apni neend poori karo , me apne room me jaati huu...(i said and i went in my room and went in the bathroom)

And took out the first aid box from cabinet and sat on the platform and put my bleeding foot in the dink and onned the tap and let the excess blood rinse off... then i took out the the anticeptic liquid and poured it directly on my wound and i groaned in pain... then i did dressing to my foot and kept things back at their place and stumbled towards my bed and laid there....

I took my phone and the time was 5 in the morning...

I didn't even realised when Bhuvan took us from club and when he bought us home when i heard music from his room when i bandaged his palm and when we fought , when my foot got hurt and when i bandaged myself... this is too much... it is difficult to handle everything...

My eyes were not sleepy at all... everything going in my mind as a sequence ... My eyes teary again because of the pain in my foot , I decided to take a pain killer and i again got up and took it and laid back and within 15 minutes my pain vanished as if my foot was not stinged by a glass...

Glasses are still scattered in his room... when he would get up he may hurt himself...

Why do you even care???

Cause he is my idol...

But he behaves like a boss to you...

I dont care... he is already hurt , whether it's mentally, physically or emotionally... I'm going to clean his room...

I had contrasting thoughts but at the end the fangirl won...

I got up and wore slippers stumbled a bit but I opened the door of my room and walked towards the store room of 1st floor on which our rooms are and i took broom and dust pan from there...

I slowly opened his door and could hear light snores so i entered inside and closed the door and kept thigs which were good on the table as I didn't know where they belonged to and when only things were scattered here and there and they were broken i started cleaning it with the broom and sliding them in the dustpan...

And after i was finished, i took the dustpan and broom with me in the store room and emptied the trash in the dustbin and kept the them back on their place... and i came back to my room and still i wasnt sleepy at all and i laid and it was 6:45 by now and at 8 everyone will be down for breakfast....

Manyaa... uska sir dukhega hangover ki wajah se...or sir ne mujhe bola hai uski care karne ko aaj.... Shitt!!! Hufff!!! Utho Drishti ... ubhi neend nahi aa rahi or aaj chuthi haii.... dophar ko sojana....(i said to myself and changed my clothes to a more decent dress and i limped down stairs)

Good morning Aunty...(i said while entering the kitchen... her name is Pushpa and she is one of the maids here who cooks too )

Good Morning... aap itni jaldi kese uth gaye!!(she assumed rather than asking)

Me soyi hi nahi... (i said)

Kyu???

Neend hi nahi aayi...(i said and she nodded)

Yaha kya kar rahe hoo??

Manya ke liye nimbu pani banane aayi huu.... hangover ki wajah see...(i said and she nodded)

Aap kya kar rahe hoo??(i asked while going towards the fridge and taking out 3 lemons)

Abhi breakfast ki thodi taiyaari kar rahi huu... phir Bhuvan sir ke room jaakar clean karungii..wese aapke pair ms kya hua??(she said)

Uhi thodi si lag gayi....Sirf sir ka kyuu???(i asked )

Kyuki kal unke room se cheeze fekne ki aawazen aa rahi thi... humesha me hi jaati hu unke room me...(she said)

Humesha kyu??(i said while squeezing the lemon)

Koi personal reason hai but ye 1 saal se toh ho hi raha haii...toz nahi room bikhra hota hai but haftey me ek baar toh hota hi haii... or jis tarah se kal aawazein aa rahi thi toh aaj bhi bikhra hua hoga....(she said and i nodded and took sugar container)

I didn't tell her that I cleaned the room...

Aap ke abhi hi chai banaduu???(she asked)

Haa aunty...(i said and as she was preparing tea for all the servants too)

After a few minutes, aunty aap meri chai table par rakhdena me Manya ko nimbu paani peelakar aati hu...(i said)

And i took the glass of lemonade and kept it in tray and walked towards her room and I opened the door and found her sitting on the bed holding her head...

Tu jaggi kyu itni jaldi???(i asked )

Alarm bajii...(she said)

Ye peele... sir nahi dukhegaa...(i said giving her the glass and she held it)

Kya hai??(she asked)

Nimbu pani...(i said and she nodded and took a sip... and she scrunched her eyes )

Bohot jyaada khata haii!!(she exclaimed)

Pata hai mujhe bina nakhre ke peele.... nahi toh medicine lele... but better hai tu agar yahi perye toh...(i said and she nodded and drank it)

Wese apan kab aaye??(she asked giving me the glass)

Baadme sab bhataungii abhi wapas sojaa...(i said and shd nodded and laid back and i went from her room and walked down and my cup of tea was kept on the table and i took the tea and aalked towards the lawn of the house and sat on the swing there)

I started taking very small sips of my tea as it was hot and started thinking about my life...

2 years back i was the little princess of my house though i was 25 , just like how Manya is here.... i was the happiest... i used to panic when i see blood but today i did two dressings like a mature girl.... When i used to get hurt , I wanted everyone near me and none other than my dad used to treat my wound....

But my 1 decision changed my whole life .... my life is upside down right now.... the girl who used to not hear anyones , is now being scolded almost everyday.... the girl to whome everyone used to say sorry whether they would be on fault or not , is now saying sorry... the girl who used to tell everyone everything she thought has millions of thoughts burried in her heart, mind and soul now...

Just my 1 decision.... i thought that decision would give me a happiness and no stressed life but that decision turned out to be a total disaster....

Kya soch rahi ho beta??(i heard uncle's voice and didn't realised when he came )

Ohh uncle... (i quickly turned and wiped a few tears which fell down my eyes)

Good morning uncle...(i said turning back towards him with a smile)

Kya soch rahi thi???

Kuch nahi ese hi...

Ese hi koi kabhi sochta nahii....

Umm.. woh life decisions ke baare me soch rahi thii...(i said ) Arrey aap baithonaa...(i said standing up from the swing)

Nahi nahin aap baitho...(he said)

Ek kaam kartey haii... ye jhoola already bada hai apan dono baith sakte hai....(i said and he smiled and nodded and i sat in one corner and he sat on the other one)

Life decisions ke baare me soch rahi thi toh tum...(he said bringing back the topic and i nodded)

Me jitna abhi tak tumhe jana hu us hissabse tum bohot mature ho or aage ki sochti hoo.... or mujhe nahi lagta joh decision tum le chuki us par kuch sochna chahiye.... ab tum unka kuch nahi kar saktii...(he said)

But uncle... aapne koi decision kuch sochke liya ho but totally ulta ho jaaye toh-(and I didn't said any further)

Essa hota haii...apan bhagwaan nahi hai joh humesha sahi hi karengee... infact bhagwaan se bhi kai baar galti ho jaati hai apan toh phir bhi insaan haii... or ab aage ki socho ki kya karna hai.... past ko past me hi rehnedoo.... Samjhii!!!(he said caressing my head and standing up )

Haaa... try karungii....(i said)

Chalo andar aajaoo...(he said and i nodded and followed him )

To be continued...