Ananya's POV

"You can do this; you can do this"

I told myself and took a deep breath, I looked at the banner in front of me which said 'Convocation' yes it was my convocation day but I didn't wanted to go inside and face my classmates including Ayan, I didn't even bring my parents with me but even though I somehow motivated myself to come to collage I didn't wanted to attend the function. I took baby steps towards the building. Suddenly Ayan stepped outside he was calling someone.

"Ok I can't do this"

I said as I turned and walked away.

***

I was sitting on a bench near the canteen alone, I was disappointed at myself, I could make a plan and take revenge at all the people who hurt me but couldn't step into a room full of people who misunderstood me and give some fake laughs.

"Jab dimaag karab ho na toh mooh mein kuch tooz lena caahiye (When your head is messed up you should stuff your mouth)"

Someone said, I turned to spot Kavya she came and sat near me she handed me a burger which she probably bought from the canteen. I took it.

"Tum yaha kya kar rahi ho? (What are you doing here?)"

"Maine yaha admission liya hai shaadi ho gayi toh padaai rukh gayi thi (I have taken admission here, I had to quit studies when I got married)"

"Sorry, meri vajah se...... (Sorry, because of me.......)"

"Tumhari galthi nehi hai, mujeh patha hai Ayan ne kya kiya hai (It's not your fault, I know what Ayan did)"

"Tumeh kaise........(How do you......)"

"Tumne hi kaha tha na phone check kar lo uska, toh kar liya check uss raat ko, sach kahu tho main bore ho gayi thi isliye bass check kiya (You are the one who asked me to check his phone so I checked, basically I was bored so I checked his phone)"

"Voh camera.......(That camera.......)"

"Tumne rakha tha.....uthni acchi camera uski ho bhi nehi sakthi thi (You kept it there......such a good camera can't be his)"

"Phir tume use joot kyu bola? (Then why did you lie to him?)"

"Ussne mere saat toh kuch galat nehi kiya than na aur vaise bhi mujeh nehi laghtha  hai ki use patha bhi hai ki usne kya galat kiya hai........phir yeh sabb usko mujeh samjana padtha aur bohot drama hotha, voh camera wala bahaana better hai breakup ke liye (Well he didn't do anything wrong to me and I don't even think he knows what he had done wrong.....then I will have to explain it to him and that will cause more drama the camera's reason was better for breaking up)"

"Tapad nehi marna caahiye tha, usko bohot bura laga tha (Shouldn't have slapped him though I think he felt bad)"

"Usne tumhara dil todda, poore collage mein tumeh baadnam kiya, tumhare feelings ke saat kela aur kyu, todi si cheep publicity ke liye, just because ki tum ladki ho uss chuthiye ko lagtha hai tumeh hurt karna uska birth right hai, aur jo bhi aisa sochtha hai na voh toh pittega (He broke your heart, humiliated you, played with your feelings and all this for some cheep publicity, just because you are a girl he thinks it's his birth right to hurt you and whoever thinks that will get beaten up)"

I laughed.

"Thank you"

"Tumeh use bhi maar daalna caahiye tha (You should have killed him too)"

"Mauth uske liye bohot chotti sazaa hai, baat toh tabb banegi jab voh mauth ke liye tarzee tadpe, par usko mauth nazeeb na ho (Death is a really small punishment  for him, it will only be fair when he wishes to die but he won't receive it)"

Suddenly Kavya's phone rang she picked up in the first ring.

"Haa main collage main hi hoo, tum yaha kya kar rahe ho? accha ji joot matt bolo patha hai mujse hi milne aaye ho aathi hoo main baahar (ya I am inside the collage, what are you doing here? Oh really! Don't lie I know you came to meet me I will come outside)" I saw a glow on her face as she talked.

"Husband?"

"Haa (Yes)"

"Pyaar karthe ho use? (Do you love him?)"

"Kabhi Kabhi izzad Pyaar se zyaada zaroori hothi hai (Sometimes respect is more important than love)"

"Par pyaar ki kho jaane par zyaada dard hotha hai (But when we loose love it hurts the most)"

I smiled as I stood up to leave.

"Phir milege (See you later)"

"Aisa koi dard nehi nahi jo waqt nehi mitta saktha, yeh tumse behthar kaun jaantha hai (there is no pain that time can't heel, who knows it better than you do?)"

I said and started walking away.

"Ananya..."

I turned towards her.

"Tum use pyaar karna kabhi band nehi karogi hai na? (You will never stop loving him right?)"

I smiled and walked away.

*****
So this year has ended alone with the year also this book. Thanks for all the love you showed to me and my character thanks.