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TW- eating disorder

Bad's POV

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I looked down at my phone to see 7 messages from Sgeppy,

'This muffin head..'

I picked up my phone, and finally answered him

S- Sgeppy

B- Bad

S-BAD

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S-DAD

B-Oh my goodness, this again. What is it?

S-i goat thae taicket duah

B-Oh! That's great, when are you arriving?

S-neaxyt weak

(time skip to a week later, bc i dont know what to do-)

Sgeppy POV

I was so fucking excited! I mean who wouldn't be? If you were finally meeting your best friend in real life you'd be excited to.-

(another time skip to on the plane, bc i have no idea how those things work :))

I got onto the plane, and I was somehow unlucky enough to be in a middle seat, this is gonna suck. I was in-between a guy, and a w o m a n.

I got my phone out to message baldboyhalo that I'm on my way.

S-Sgeppy

B-Bad

S-iam om may woay

B-Alright! I'll make sure my house is clean enough! <3

S-<3

I untangled my earbuds, put them in my ears listening to {insert your favorite song}, and finally putting my phone back in my pocket getting ready to nap through the plane ride.

Bad's POV (srry for so many POV changes)

I was panicking, I had completely forgotten Sgeppy was arriving today, and the house was an absolute mess!

'What if he sees the razor? Oh god, I didn't think this through.' I let out a shaky breath, and calmed myself down. I continued to clean the house

(Two hours later bc plot)

'I should probably go to the airport, I don't wanna be late.' I got my keys, and went out into the garage.

After a good half an hour of driving, I made it to the airport and sat down, waiting for Sgeppy.

"Bad! Is that you?!" I slowly opened my eyes to see Sgeppy standing over me

"Jesus, you scared me. And yes, it is me!" Sgeppy giggled at that.

We walked beside each other, making our way to my car.

"Soooo, what do you wanna do, Sgeppy?"

"I was thinking we'd livestream, then go out somewhere. Probbly to eat. The rest is up to you though."

"Mmk." The rest of the car ride was silent, other than the music and me humming along to it.

"Baaaaaaad, how much longer? I wanna start streaming!"

"Calm down you muffin, its like 10 more minutes."

We got out of the car and walked to the house, "Do you just wanna do a chill stream? No Minecraft, and just talk to our viewers?" I asked "Exactly what I was plannin'!"

After about ten minutes of setting up a camera we finally got it. We waited for a few minutes, just saying hi to the people before actually starting.

"Alright, I think that's enough people to start! So, today what we're doing is- you guys are gonna ask us questions, and we'll answer them. Please try not to make them too personal though!" Sgeppy nodded at the last thing I said.

pogpersonig- How long have you guys been friends? sorry if this has been asked before, im kinda new <3

"Two years" (i looked it up unhxlyhxman its two)

beatmeat- Hey bad, why are you so ugly? Maybe you should just put that filter back on.."

"I told bad I would beat up anybody who's mean to him, so if you guys say that again you're fucking dead-"

"Language"

The rest of the stream went on pretty normally, other than some ..odd.. questions.

"Alright," Sgeppy started "I think we're gonna end the stream here, I'm pretty hungry" He groaned and ended the stream.

"Where do you wanna go, you muffin?"

"McDonald's sounds pretty good!" (damn i havent been there for like 3 years-)

"Alrighty, I'm not that hungry though so I'll probably just have a Coke."

(time skip to when they're back)

"Do you wanna watch a movie or something?" I asked

"M'sure, I'mma go to the bathroom first though"

'Let's just hope he doesn't look in the drawer'

Once he came out, I turned on the first movie I saw on Netflix.

He fell asleep in the first minute of the movie, not surprised.

(next morning)

I felt something moving, so I looked to my side and saw Sgeppy slowly waking up.

"Mmm, bad are you up?"

"Yep, good morning."

"How long have you been up?"

"All night, couldn't sleep"

Sgeppy sighed, "You don't get much sleep, do you?"

"No.." I got up, getting ready to make some breakfast. I walked into the kitchen getting a pan, and eggs.

Sgeppy walked in and sat down at the kitchen table

Sgeppy's POV

I watched Bad cook breakfast, he put the egg on a plate and turned off the stove

"Uh, bad are you gonna make me an egg?"

"This is yours, you muffin."

"Where's yours then?"

"Not too hungry!"

"Bad, you ate nothing for the past two days.."

"Fine, I'll make one but I'm still not hungry" he responded

"Thank you, honeyyy" He rolled his eyes, gave me my eggs and continued to make eggs.
After he was finally done, he sat across from me and slowly started to eat.

He didn't even eat half the egg when he ran into the bathroom.

'What's up with him..?'

He came back up "Haha, sorry 'bout that I, uh, really had to go to the bathroom."
"Yeah.. Ok.."

"Anywayssss, I'mma go to the store, I need some more eggs."

"Alright, I'll be here"

I waited until he left to go snooping around, I looked in a drawer in his room and found a book that had his name on it. I flipped through the pages, most of them were normal like talking about how his day went. Until I came across one with tear marks on it, I quietly read it out loud.

(be prepared for cringe, im terrible at writing diary shit-)

November 16th 2020

Why do I act like this?
Why do I always feel worthless?
Am I?
The cuts are starting to burn.
Everything aches lately.
My happiness feels so fake.
Sgeppy is coming over tomorrow.
That's one thing to look forward too.
I need to start losing more weight, I thought a month would be enough of not eating. I guess not.

'I needa talk to bad when he's back..'

THIS TOOK TOO LONG OMG

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