Hey I will start ...my turn... he was saying so jovially with a smile that was making me smile on instinct 

okay okay your turn i smiled settling down beside him comfortably allowing myself to just forget the world outside... my worries , troubles , frustrations , god damn complications everything and just be happy for few minutes with him ....

"So uhmm.. What is something you have tried , but will never do again ?" he asked me curiously 

" Good question :) uhmm... yeah.. I once had a fantasy , I mean like my own dream story ... the way I want everything in my life to be.. I just wanted to be happy .. I imagined smiling happily , have very good friends , go to parties , enjoy to the fullest in life , have a sweet little home , earn my own money , work in an orphanage during winter break and motivate them , help the needy , annnnd there comes my prince charming , and he just sweeps me off my feet and loves me like I am the whole world to him , looks at me like he cannot live his life without me , and then he proposes me , we marry , have cute children and live happily ever after , this is the thing I have imagined and then just came back to reality and swore that I will never do that again but right now sharing with you I relived this fantasy and yeah see I did it again " 

there were tears in my eyes threatning to fall 

Thank god for dim lighting he cannot see my eyes 

but he is looking at me intently ... 

My turn I yelled not letting him see inside my walls

he gave a small smile and indicated me to ask 

I gave him an evil grin and asked 

"Tell me about your family , father .. mother ..sisters or brothers ..."

"NO" he replied too fast as if he was hiding it 

"Hey you have to be honest here "

"Damn it ! I don't want to answer this question "

" hey ! that's not fair ... "

"okay, let's make a deal when a person decides not to answer a question he / she have to do what ever the other person asks okay ?"

"hmm okay done " I replied 

"so you have to do whatever I ask you to honestly if you avoid my question " 

he just nodded

" just keep it in mind that you owe me and I will ask you to do something when the right time comes okay?"

"agreed " he answered with a small smile 

"your turn" I pouted after years long just to make him smile , I don't know why I was not able to see him sad..

he smiled a genuine one 

yeah I know , many people said that I look super cute when I pout .. so he smiled :) and I know now that what people said was right 

" What is your favourite colour ?"

" brown , I mean not all browns but a particular shade of brown and I have a whole theory behind it , when we become very close , or when you become my best friend I will share it with you " 

my prince charming's eyes....

"what is your's ?"

" blue , precisely speaking the exact colour of your eyes " he said with utmost sincerity in his tone softly

and my traitor heart started beating so loudly I was afraid he was able to hear it 

"m...my...eyes.. are not .. bluee.." I sluttered 

Goddammit ! I forgot to put lens on the first day to my school 

Crap ! Crap!! Crap!!!

" You cannot lie ! Do you know that ?" he asked with a sweet smile 

"n..noo.. I am not ly..lying.."

"See.. you cannot lie . you are too good for your own good "

"n..no.. I am not good .. noo"  

tears were about to spill from my eyes

and jackson may be understood it by my tone he started joking 

"okay ! okay ! you are my cute little bad girl ! there satisfied ? now just smile  pweeeaseeee" he immitated a high pitch sound of a five year cute kid and I can't help but giggled 

"Thank you "

"anytime :)"

"your turn " I said 

" I uh... I don't think so I shoud ask this question .. let's just play some other game .. yeah ?" he was nervously fidgeting 

"What is it ?" I asked him . It piqued my curiosity , the way he was fidgeting 

"okay you actually don't need to answer if you don't want to..."

"What is it Jackson ?"I asked softly 

"What is your biggest fear ?" he asked in a tone below a whisper

and that precise moment my whole flashback came in front of my eyes in bits and pieces

Beep... Beep....Beep

"Who are you ?"

"I am so... sorry" 

"I am so so sorry .. I don't remember "

"Alex ! open the door pleasee"

"Who are you "

"Please leave me ... please I beg you .. pleaseee"

"What do you want from me ? "

"Mommy I am afraid HE will come back "

"Lets move from here "

"Lets start a new life "

" Wherever you go , you can never escape me ... I will definitely find you ,sooner or later and then ..."

every instance from my life , I can see it infront of my eyes clearly , as if it is happening again 

and in that moment I didnot realise I was having a panic attack 

I did not realise Jackson was sitting infront of me and observing my every move

I did not realise the danger of getting exposed 

I did not care to hide it any more

"Shh.. Shh ...it's ok.. it's ok  ... I am here ... everything is alright ..." a soft voice was soothing me and a strong body engulfed me in a protective hug and was massaging my back in a soothing manner and continuously repeating in my ears sooting words to calm me down 

I was crying in a breathless way and started ranting 

"I don't want to live  life  like this anymore Jackson .. " I was crying on his chest,  hugging him 

" I don't want to hide myself anymore.." I was sobbing badly 

"I don't want to run anymore .. I can't ... bear this anymore .. but there is no other WAY.. " I was crying hysterically at this point 

"Shh..I am here... with you .. now... please stop.. "

He tightened his grip on me and held me close to him and was trying to take away all my pain 

I am here with you now

listening to him saying that I believed him and hugged him closely and let all the soothing words he was telling me softly reach my heart , I for once after years felt safe in his protective hug , I let myself live in this fantasy world for few minutes and slowly my sobbing subsided and my panic attack was gone .. I was about to come out from that hug but he held me tightly realising I am letting go of him 

" Everything is alright  Lex ... Everything is going to be alright .. " he said in a determined tone 

and I let myself believe him ...

but...

Everything was NOT alright ...

Loud voices from outside can be heard crystal clear 

"Lets check the block B "

anddddddd janitor's closet is in block B 

I know my fantasy and his words were too good to be true ..

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how many are excited for the release of suspense?

I enjoyed writing this part :)

Let's see what will Jackson find out about the secret of Alexandra in next part ;)

I love cliff hangers :D

Thank you for all those who liked the story :)