my world has been trembling and falling apart
so i shared with the world something close to my heart.
ive refreshed the page 'bout a million times
to see who can see my life with its grime
and stay even with all the shit that i carry
even though im made of what's very contrary
to what those that grew with me think i became
and for them who had always thought id stay the same.

so im glad that im rid of a bit of this crap
and as i write with my dog in my lap,
life is okay for this part of right now
and ill take from life what itll allow.