I swear to God I need to stop thinking about new ideas -_- There's four books waiting to be finished, but then I have to go and get a new idea. Please stop me.

Um... This is my first X Reader book, so I'm a bit nervous about it. If you feel like it, please give me feedback.

You know the drill, here's some warnings beforehand:

Lots of strong and sensitive topics! I usually try to keep it down so everyone can read my stories, but not this one. This story is very mature (which is funny taking into account that I'm 17, lol. In my defense, the legal age in my country is 18, so...)

Here's a list of sensitive topics included in this story, if there's a theme you don't feel comfortable reading please give it a skip.

• Strong language.
• Substance use.
• Physical abuse.
• Might include sexual scenes.
• Might include gory and graphic scenes.

And please note that I am not romanticizing these topics. I know some of them are very sensitive, especially for who experienced it, just please understand this is fiction and I am in no way, shape, or form condoning it.

With that out the way, I just want to take a moment to thank you for giving this story a chance. It got me out from a huge (and I mean, H U G E) writer's block, and thanks to it I'm back on track.

I don't have an update schedule for B.T., I'll just say it'll probably take me some weeks to update. A month tops, I promise. If it takes longer, I apologize.

I think that's it. Again, thank you so much for giving this story a chance. Hope you enjoy! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)