sarawat- Cutting Ties
I woke up without Tine next to me. I feel like shit. I don't know how long I've cried myself to sleep. I'm so pissed but I'm not sure if I should be mad at Pam or myself. Maybe a little bit of both. I should of just ignored her and walked in the music room with Tine. But I didn't and now I lost the only person that truly made me happy.

I unwrap the sheets off me as I walk around. Tine took everything. Not leaving a trace for me to hold his memory. It's like he wasn't here or he never existed. The only thing that remains is his scent. Tine's scent still lingers in the air of the apartment.

I got a shower, got dressed and head myself to school. Hoping I can see Tine at least. Yesterday I went all crazy just to find him. I asked everyone and when I found him, he wanted me to leave. He said he would think about forgiving me but all I can do is wait.

I walk into the music room to see the everyone just sititng and looking over their notes. I flop my school bag on the ground as I take a seat next to my band mates.

"Sarawat you know Pam left." Moe tells me and I look at him shocked.

"She's what?" I questioned him.

"She came by and left this morning. She seemed pretty upset and sad. She says she's not coming back here anymore." Moe tells me everything.

"Where is she now?" I asked him.

"Hmm....probably at the student registration office." He admits to me as I rush out to find her. As I makes it to the office, I see Pam coming out. She looks at me and her eyes are puffy and red but she tried to cover it up with makeup.

"You're leaving?" I questioned her and she nods.

"I have to. I've caused you too much trouble and Tine as well. I finally came to realize that there was no point of me holding on." She explained to me.

"Pam are you okay?" I asked her. She's was hurting pretty bad yesterday.

"I'll be alright but I'm not the one that you should be worried about. Tine is a great guy and I can tell he really likes you. I also can tell that you love him to. I'm sorry I ruined it for you." She apologizes to me.

"Pam I-"

"You don't need to say anything. Just leave it at that." She says as she comes up to me. Pam reaches up and kisses me one last time on the cheek. "Goodbye Sarawat." She whispers in my ear and just like, she's gone.

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tine-Forgive him, Tine.
I'm out of the boys dormitory and as I look up. I see Pam. It's seems like she was waiting for me. I walk up to her and approach her.

"Tine, we need to talk." She says. I look at her face and it seems important. I nod to her as we start to walk together.

"What did you wanted to talk about?" I asked her.

"To tell you that I'm leaving HCU. I won't interfere in you and Sarawat's relationship anymore." She says and I look at her surprised.

"Me and Wat broke up. We have no relationship anymore." I break the news to her. Pam stops walking.

"Why would you do that? He really loves you." She tells me but I shake my head.

"You must be mistaken. Clearly Wat still loves you." I say but now she is the one shaking her head.

"Me and Sarawat are over. Two years ago over. Yes I'll admit that my intentions was to steal him away from you but I realize that they way he looks at you is not they way he looks at me. His eyes are completely different when he is around you. I'm sorry I got involved. It was selfish and stupid." She admits to me.

"Why are you telling me all this now?" I questioned her.

"Because......you have to get back together with Sarawat. All I want for him is to be happy. I also realize that you make him happy. So please Tine. Forgive him." She begs me as I see the guilt in her eyes.

She's really feels guilty for what she did and I respect that she is taking responsibility. It's not hard to let go of someone that you love.

"I still need some time to think about it." I admit to her. I'm not going to rush over to Wat so fast. I'm not that easy.

"Okay but when you make your decision, I hope it's the right one." She says and I nod to her.

"Thank you Pam for your honesty." I say to her.

"You deserve to know. I owe you that." She says. I notices that she fixes her bag as she holds it tight around her shoulder. This indicates me that our conversation is over. "This is goodbye Tine." She says to me.

"Bye Pam." I say to her and she walks away from me. I watch her leave as she makes her way to the university exit.

She's really leaving this time.

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A/N: Pam is gone for good this time. Now it's up to Tine to forgive Wat now. 🥺

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