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sarawat- You're not straight if you are jealous of me.
"Tine! Open the door!" I shout as I bang on the door once more.
"No!" He shouts back.
"I live here to. You have to let me in." I try to tell him.
"Find somewhere else to sleep tonight." He says. Now he is just sounding ridiculous.
"If you don't open the door, I'll get the boy's dormitory advisor to do it." I warn him and I see the room door slowly creek open.
I sigh and open up the door wider. I see Tine standing next to his bed while he has his head down.
"What the hell was that?" I questioned him as I raise both of my hands in the air.
"Just leave me alone." I hear Tine mutter.
"I don't understand you Tine. You came to the club with your date and then when I finish my performance, you wanted to leave. And then you got all mad and said you were jealous." I reminded him.
"Don't say that again. It's embarrassing." Tine mutters that last part.
"Gosh Tine do you really hate me that much?" I questioned him, feeling the exhaustion in my voice.
"I wish I could hate you! You did this to me!" Tine suddenly screams out. "You came in with your hotness, and your flirting, and your kissing. I hate myself for feeling this way." Tines voice gets weak as he finishes yelling at me. I see the dejection in his eyes.
"Tine for the last time. There is nothing wrong having these feelings." I tell him but all Tine does is shake his head in disbelief.
"No! I like girls." He tries to tell himself.
"If you really liked only women, then you wouldn't be trying to convince yourself. If you were straight, you wouldn't be jealous of me." I say to him and I see Tine breaking down in tears. "Tine."I say his name.
I begin to wrap my arms around him as I pet his head to calm in down. Tine's crying becomes heavy. I didn't realize it would be this hard for him.
"Tine is alright. There is nothing wrong having these feelings." I try to comfort him.
Tine begins to release himself from me as he wipe his tears from his face. I also help him do it to.
"How could you be so comfortable about this?" He asked me.
"I just don't care what other people think. When I dated my ex girlfriend Pam, I started to notice other feelings that I was having towards someone else. I eventually realized that I like both. Instead of hiding it, I embraced it." I answered him
"I didn't know you liked both. I thought you were gay." Tine admitted to me but I couldn't help but laugh a little.
"I don't label myself. I like what I like." I tell him.
"Things can never go back to the way it was." Tine says and I think he was mostly saying it to himself.
"You know what I think? I don't think you are Tine, Mr Chic. The guy that dates all the girls. I think you are Tine, the Nuisance." I joke as Tine playfully shoved my shoulder as I laugh. I can see a little smile raising from his lips.
"Asshole." Tine blurted.
"I might be but I'm an asshole that likes you. A lot." I confessed to him. Tine gives me a expressionless stare.
"Why?" He asked me.
"Why what?" I asked him back.
"Why do you like me?"
"Because you're cute." I admit to him. "I liked you the second I saw you, Tine." I admit to him.
I'm practically putting myself all out there for him now. I can't hold back my feelings for him anymore.
"Oh."Is all he says.
"You don't have to answer me now. So.... Do you want to try? Try to get to know each other? You don't have to like me very much. Just keep your heart open for me." I tell him as I place my hand on his head as I play with his hair.
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tine- good morning kisses?
All night I played Sarawat and our conversation last night in my head. I'm not 100% sure if I like him but I do have a feeling towards him. It could be a sexual desire or that he is just really nice to me. Gosh why am I thinking about sex with my roommate!
Okay, Okay. Just think about other things like.....boobs! Wait! No! That doesn't work neither. I still keep thinking about Wat.
Let me think about.......having sex with a girl. She's beautiful and pretty with amazing curves. We're making out and.....Oh my god! I'm thinking about Sarawat kissing me.
This is hopeless. I can't even thinking about having sex with girls without having Sarawat's sexy lips in my mind. I decided to officially get up off the bed and head towards the bathroom to shower. I wish I had class today but it's the weekend.
Before I shower, I grab my toothbrush to get ready to brush my teeth. I hear a huge yawn coming through the door as I see Wat coming in with a black tank top. Damn he looks good in that too.
"Morning." He says and I feel a pair of arms wrapping around my waist.
"What are you doing?" I asked him still surprised by his vulnerable state. It's kind of cute.
"I wanted to show you how I say good morning to person I like." Sarawat says as I can't help but blush a little.
"You're so corny." I say to him.
"What about you?" He suddenly asked me.
"What about me?" I asked him confused.
"How do you say good morning to the person you like?"Sarawat asked me.
"I guess..... with a good morning kiss." I tell him and Sarawat release his arms from around me. Sarawat taps his cheek with his finger like he is waiting for me to kiss him.
"In your dreams." I tell him while Wat begins to pat me on the head. It's starting to feel very comforting and safe.
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A/N: Can I blush and scream on how cute they can be?
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