
XXVII
Yunho is just at annoying as he was ten years ago. Wooyoung thinks, then smiles softly, he really missed them.
He walks in to his and Yeosang's shared room to see him looking out the window, displaying an expression he can't read. He looks up when hearing the door shut.
"Oh you're here? I thought you'd want to be alone with your friends and catch up".
Yeosang genuinely wanted Wooyoung to be close with his friends again, that way them two could distance themselves a bit since they are spending way too much time with each other, causing unavoidable feelings. It's best if they started to decrease the amount of time they're together now that they can socialise with new people. Yeosang wants to be friends with them too as they seem very nice.
"I have all the time in the world to catch up with them. Once you go back, I'm going to stay with them for a while before I can sort my own things out".
Yeosang nods. That makes sense.
"And since you're going back tomorrow, we'll never see each other again and even if we do, we must act like we've never seen each other".
Tomorrow? They did go over the plan that they're going to free the queen and princess tomorrow and get them back to the palace, but Yeosang had forgotten that meant he had to go too.
"So I wanted to say an official goodbye, I doubt we'll have much time to do it once we actually part ways". With every word, Wooyoung's heart breaks. He doesn't want to say goodbye, he want's Yeosang to stay even though that's not an option.
Yeosang's heart breaks with every word Wooyoung says. He doesn't want to part with him. He needs to do something before it's too late.
"So, it-"
Wooyoung can barely even say a word before Yeosang shuts him up, connecting their lips.
Wooyoung doesn't move one bit but Yeosang is determined. He tip toes to change the angle and kiss him deeper and he feels the other shiver. The kiss barely lasts a few seconds before Wooyoung is pushing him off, wiping his lips roughly.
"Why did you do that?" Wooyoung says still wiping his lips, his face of disgust contradicts the way his heart is racing.
Yeosang just laughs emotionlessly "isn't it obvious? I don't want to say goodbye to you Wooyoung, I'm pretty sure by now you know what my feelings are towards you"
He does know. Because his are the same. "You know we can't be together"
"Why!" Yeosang doesn't mean to shout but this excuse he constantly hears has no logic, no reason. "Why can't we be together?"
Because I'm afraid. "I'm not good enough for you. I'm not good at all".
Wooyoung looks at Yeosang who looks like he doesn't believe a word he's saying. He genuinely thinks that Yeosang deserves better, all he has done is hurt him over and over. When did he even have time to fall for him?
"I'm going to hurt you. I've already hurt you countless times, you should find someone better for yourself".
Yeosang scoffs is he being serious? "Who are you to tell me who I can and cannot date just because you are the one afraid of hurting me. I will kill you myself if you ever hurt me... but I won't have to because I know you won't".
Wooyoung looks at his serious expression. He's right, he had already decided that with their limited time left together, he would never hurt Yeosang again, wether it be physical or verbal. He discovered that although his number one love was money, Yeosang made him realise that money only provided temporary happiness for him. It was gone in an instant and his he didn't feel happy thinking about it if it was gone.
Wooyoung feels happy thinking about the prince even if he's not there. That's when he realises... Yeosang provides a much more long lasting, permanent kind of happiness. It was all too easy to see a life with him in the future.
But it makes no sense for them to have a future together. He had ruined his life and made him miserable, hurt him infinite times-
"Do you regret hurting me?" Yeosang looks at him with questioning eyes.
"Every day" he says without hesitation, making Yeosang's heart crack.
It's all the answer he needs. "I hurt you too, many times Wooyoung, and I regret ever hurting you" He chuckles sadly. "Does that make me selfish for still wanting to be with you even if I hurt you?"
I guess he's right. Yeosang thinks, it makes no sense for them to be together, how did he even catch feelings for him in between all that fighting? With all his heart, Yeosang regrets all the rude things he's said, all the punches he's thrown. But he doesn't regret their time together, because something about him made Yeosang want to be more than just enemies.
"I don't want someone who is better for me, I want you". The bluntness off his words makes Wooyoung's heart race.
"Don't say you're not good enough for me, you've seen me at my worst and my best, which no one has ever seen. You've stayed with me for months on end. You've stopped yourself from hurting me don't you remember? I know you don't want to hurt me anymore... I don't want to hurt you anymore too"
Something inside Wooyoung cracks as tears slide down his cheeks "I'm sorry..." he remembers all the bruises and pain he's inflicted on Yeosang. He hates himself.
"I forgive you Wooyoung, I do" he doesn't want him to cry. It's not his fault... mostly.
Wooyoung wipes his tears away, collecting himself and preparing to look at Yeosang. The worried expression on his face doesn't suit him, he doesn't want to make him worried.
Wooyoung walks over to him and cups his face and with one last look, he closes his eyes and kisses him. Yeosang is surprised at first, it's usually him who starts the kisses, but in one second, he is closing his eyes and kissing back.
It's slow unlike the first time they kissed, not rushing to push their tongues in or anything, just Wooyoung stroking his cheeks as they move their lips in sync. Yeosang feels wetness on his cheeks and even though his heart aches, he knows it's Wooyoung's tears, so he tightens the grip on his waist and switches the angle, kissing him deeper.
Their heartbeats are simultaneous against each other's, just as fast and Wooyoung needs more. He moves his hands from Yeosang's cheeks and instead wraps his arms around his neck, fingers sliding smoothly into his hair. But it's not enough so he pokes his tongue into Yeosang's mouth, who pulls away suddenly.
They are already out of breath despite the slow kiss, "This can't be a one off thing, you can't avoid me like last time. Tell me this is real" Yeosang's lips are slightly plumper already and Wooyoung can't stop staring at him.
Yeosang plays with the back of Wooyoung's shirt as he waits for a response. He wants this as much as Yeosang does, he's just afraid of hurting him.
"I want this" Wooyoung barely whispers it but Yeosang hears it loud and clear so he doesn't hesitate to pull him forward, slamming their lips together.
It gets heated now as their kiss becomes more open mouthed, tongues exploring each other's mouths. Wooyoung pushes Yeosang, making him fall back onto the bed, both shuffling over as Yeosang lies down, pulling Wooyoung on top of him.
His hands are on either side of his head as he pulls away to place kisses on his jaw, lips trailing down to his neck, sucking on the area that brings the sweetest sounds from Yeosang.
He takes his time indulging in his neck since he smells so good, then licking all the way up to his earlobe, biting it softly to make him moan again and Wooyoung relishes the sound. Yeosang pulls him up again to take his lips, his hands which were on his hips are now under his shirt, feeling his toned stomach and back. Wooyoung lets him explore.
As they kiss Wooyoung rolls his hips down, earning a choked groan and when he does it again, Yeosang meets him halfway making both of them pant in each other's mouths. It feels so good they could go on forever like this.
They both get rid of their shirts, Wooyoung immediately kissing down Yeosang's chest to his stomach, then licking a stripe all the way up while locking eye contact with him. Yeosang found it so hot he has to look away before he exploded. Wooyoung wants to make him feel good, make him forget all the cruel things he did. He just wants Yeosang to know how much he wants this too, he doesn't want Yeosang to think he's the only one who wants more.
So he'll make him feel good.
Wooyoung kisses down his chest again, past his stomach all the way to his trousers. He catches the string with his teeth and pulls it, uniting the knot. He looks up at Yeosang who is watching him full of lust "is this okay?"
Yeosang nods quickly, silently begging him to continue but he doesn't want to seem too eager.
Wooyoung pulls down his pants, taking his underwear with it. Now Yeosang feels self conscious since he's the only one completely nude and when he closes his legs, Wooyoung just pushes them open again "So pretty..."
Despite it always being in his head that Yeosang is jaw dropping gorgeous, he's never said it out loud to him, so he is pleased with his reaction as he blushes, moaning as Wooyoung noses his inner thigh.
His hands trail along his thighs as he kisses it, tongue tracing over every part he kisses. The moans coming out of Yeosang are deep and they vibrate through Wooyoung's body, all the way down. Just hearing him moan makes him hard.
Yeosang wants more, he can't stand the teasing anymore. The kisses Wooyoung trails along his inner thighs make him shiver. "Wooyoung I want all of you"
He looks up from the hickey he was working on. Seeing Yeosang from this angle makes him even hungrier so he nods, remembering Yunho's words about the left bedside drawer. Luckily, he also finds the lube so he grabs that too but gets stopped by Yeosang.
"Wait- I've never done this before" Yeosang looks timid all of a sudden but Wooyoung just smiles gently, pulling him in for a soft kiss.
"I'll take care of you, don't worry" he whispers against his lips and Yeosang trusts him immediately.
Wooyoung kisses him one more time before sitting up, positioning himself between Yeosang's legs. He coats his fingers with lube and gently presses into Yeosang, who lets out a gasp, then presses another in, pumping them to prep him, feeling how tight he his.
Wooyoung takes the rest of his clothes off once he thinks Yeosang is ready, and slips the condom on, leaning over him and kissing him gently "are you ready?" He says and Yeosang nods, wrapping his arms around his back to brace himself.
He inserts his length slowly into Yeosang and stops when he's fully in, giving him time to adjust. The look of pain mixed with pleasure makes Wooyoung go crazy so he kisses his neck, waiting for a signal to move.
Wooyoung was prepared to be patient but it doesn't take long at all before Yeosang is telling him to move, so he does.
He thrusts slowly at first, moaning at the way Yeosang's tight walls clenches around him, but after a while, he tells him to go faster. Wooyoung lifts his legs higher so he could go deeper and Yeosang instantly becomes a moaning mess, clutching onto his back leaving scratch marks.
He hits his prostrate again and again with the new angle and Yeosang cries out with every thrust chanting his name and telling him to go faster. Just listening to Yeosang's deep voice say his name makes him weak, and with the way his hot breaths hit his neck as his fingers dig into his back, Wooyoung is cumming in no time, it feels so good that he isn't even embarrassed that he came first.
But he wants to make Yeosang feel good too so he pulls out, making him whine desperately. He also doesn't want to make a mess in a bed that's not theirs so he takes Yeosang's hard member into his mouth.
Yeosang is already close and having Wooyoung takes his whole length in without a problem makes his back arch and toes curl and a hand reaches out to grab his hair, making Wooyoung moan. The sound vibrates onto his cock which makes his eyes roll back in pleasure.
He gasps as he continues to suck him, spilling out warnings that he's close but Wooyoung pays no attention to it as he takes all his cum, swallowing it to the last drop and placing one last kiss to the tip before sitting up, taking a look at Yeosang, who is breathing heavily, exhausted after being fucked then sucked dry.
Wooyoung discards his condom and lies down next to Yeosang, who looks like he's seconds away from sleep. It's still gross to sleep like this since they both smell of sweat and sex but neither have the energy to clean up now.
They make eye contact and Yeosang smiles at him "thank you"
He doesn't know what for and doesn't have time to ask because Yeosang falls asleep, chest rising and falling slowly. Wooyoung thinks he looks beautiful.
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Wow. This was my first time writing smut I know it's not good, I literally read smut but when it comes to writing it I'm all afkgjdhdkgkfkfkftjr
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