I grew up in a world where toughness was to be expected. When we weren't....we were starved. Staved of family, friends, food, a life....

But growing up it taught me how to pick and choose. How to live in a ruthless world and survive. Knowing that, I would not have guessed I would be doing THIS BS!

I have to be tougher. I can get through this. And live....maybe.

"Welcome~, to the host club..."they said while I stood there.

There is no way that I am saying that.

As I stood leaning against Takashi I lit a smoke. Yes, a real cigarette. I turned my head and lifted one eyebrow. And spoke my line.

"Get it together or I will have to punish you. No, I mean in front of everyone, but we can continue it later..." I growled out, but softened at the end.

I said this after everyone else. I don't know, I was just told to.

So I did and I cant deny that the feeling I got from these females and their reactions...I kinda liked the feeling.