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After going on some rides, constantly losing Declan, and Xander's glares. We've finally split into 2 groups and went separate ways. Honestly felt like I had knives at every angle of my head.

Right now some of us were staring at Nick failing miserably at trying to win a dragon. While the others were on a ride somewhere.

"It isn't that hard." I try to tell Nick who's trying to pop the balloons with darts. Honestly how can you miss 10 freaking balloons.

"Lenny te juro que voy a tirarte esto en la cara si no te callas!" Nick shouts at me missing as he shoots his last dart. He grunts and turns back looking sad. "That things rigged." He sighs.

"No. You just suck man." Dylan shakes his head at him.

"Harry Styles wouldn't have said that to me." Nick glares at Dylan.

"You seriously played 3 games with 10 tries each and you didn't hit one?" Ryan says making all of us laugh. He has a good point.

"Aw no dragon for the loser." Jade tells him in a baby voice making Nick glare at her.

"Give me money." I put my hand in front of Nick to give it to me. He stares at me and I raise my eyebrow at him. He pulls out money from his wallet and puts in on my hand.

I walk to the guy behind the booth and give him the money. He hands me the darts and I start shooting them at the balloons. I pop every single one and once I do I point at the dragon. The guys hands me it and I walk up to the group. They start laughing and mocking Nick all over again.

He sticks out his arms for me to hand him the dragon. Yeah right, this is mine. I give him the 'tf' look and shake my head making him gasp.

"How dare you! Te he conocido toda mi vida y así es como me tratas. De verdad Len tu-" He starts rambling in Spanish but I threw the dragon in his face to shut him up.

"Shut the fuck up!" He gives me a smile and mouths I love you and walks away with his dragon.

We were now going on the Ferris wheel because they decided to save it for last. Everyone's already there and as we get closer they give a stare at Nick who's holding the dragon as if it's about to fly away. Sam looks at me confused and I roll my eyes and shrug telling her to forget about it.

So now we're all arguing about who's sitting with who. We have an uneven number so someone will be going alone.

Then again this is a great chance to find out why Xander's in a pissy mood. But then again I don't want to overstep, I mean I barely know the guy so what do I care. I'm standing here in my own thoughts as everyone works out the arrangement.

So far there's 2 pairs. Ryan and Abby. Declan and Danny. Leaving 7 of us. God why we gotta be such a big group.

Right now Nick and Jade are arguing about who gets to sit with me but before they decide, I do.

"Xanax!" I say making him turn to me. "You're sitting with me." He raises his eyebrows at me, while Nick and Jade look at me like 'what the fuck dude'.

Eventually they figured it out. Dylan and Jade. Sam and James. And Nick's going alone.

We're now getting on and as I go to sit down Xander is just standing there looking like he's rethinking all of his life choices.

"Y este guay que se cree?" I mutter under my breath. "Hey spandex! Are you getting the hell on or what?" That brought him back to reality because he rolls his eyes at me and sits down.

Can't help but notice something in my stomach when he slowly brushes against me. No. Lennon stop. I mentally slap myself to stop whatever is happening right now. I must've zoned out because Xander was calling my name.

"Sorry what?" I ask him now noticing we were moving.

"I said your boyfriend looks pissed." He points in front where Nick is turning to us and glaring at me. Don't know whether to laugh at the boyfriend part or the glaring part. But I laugh either way.

"One. That's just-God no." I shake my head. "And two. This was our thing that's why he's acting like a five year old." I motion to Nick who just dramatically turned his back to us.

"So why are you sitting with me?" He asks me. "I mean not that I mind." I narrow my eyes at him for a bit then roll them.

"Why the pissy mood today?" I tilt my head at him. "I mean people can sense your glares all the way back home. When people look away from you it's like they've seen a serial killer in a horror movie." He starts laughing. Like really laughing and it's the best thing- no Lennon stop it!

"Exaggerating much." He turns his head to look at me.

"Am I?" I tell him sarcastically with my eyebrows raised and he shakes his head.

"Serial killer, huh?" He glances at me smirking.

"You're giving the vibes." I shrug and move my hair back because of the wind.

We sit there in a comfortable silence with me constantly moving my hair from my face because of the stupid wind. And out of nowhere Xander starts chuckling. I turn my head to look at him and he quickly turns away from me.

"What the hell is your problem?" I ask him and he just stops and shakes his head.

"Nothing. Had fun at the party?" He asks out of the blue.

"It was fun, the usual." I say with a bit of confusion in my tone.

"Yeah. I can tell." He says blankly and motions to my neck.

"That is none of your business." How tf is that noticeable! Stupid makeup. Why are you so expensive if you can't even do your job properly!

"Who was the lucky guy?" He says with his voice a bit deeper but clears his throat and gives me a short smile.

"Nobody."

"Lame!" He sighs and turns away. "I would've done a better job." He says too smug.

"Oh shut up." I shove his shoulder. No doubt you could've.

"I'm just saying. I could've-" he starts saying but I cut him off.

"Omg, you really are annoying." I put my hand on my head while Xander dramatically gasps.

"Im the annoying one?" He says sarcastically with a hand on his chest and rolls his eyes. "Keep telling yourself that."

Since when is he sassy? Who is he and what have they done to Xanax? Honestly don't know if I prefer pissy Xander or sassy Xander. They're both hot but they each give me different feels. Pissy Xander gives me bad vibes but makes me want to jump his bones. Sassy Xander gives me fun to be with vibes but still makes me want to jump his bones.

Either way I win, but one thing he should know is that there's only room for one sassy bitch. And that's me.

"Go back to being pissy." I give him a glare jokingly making him laugh out loud.

Finally the ride stops and Xander is still laughing. Once the guy opens the gate I give him a shove and get out.

"I don't like him." I tell the group as I'm walking towards them. They all give me a confused stare and look at Xander behind me.

"What'd you do?" Declan chuckles.

"Just said she's annoying." Xander just shrugs.

"I like you." Nick points at him and Xander puts on his glare face again.

I punch Nick in the shoulder. He yells ow! and grabs his shoulder. "Let's go." I tell him.

We all head out to the parking lot and everyone starts saying their 'goodbyes'. Which really means I'll see you in a few hours.

"Screw you Xanax." I say as I notice from the side him staring at me.

"You still can." He says with a smirk on his face. I give him a glance, take a deep breath and turn away. Control yourself Lennon.
I roll my eyes, flick him off and head to the car.

The drive back I completely zoned out. Everyone was talking and I just stared looking out the window not giving a care of what they were saying. But the whole way back, I only thought about one thing.

Him.

Everything keeps replaying in my head. His laugh, his smile, his words. Fuck if only Nick didn't show up. Every time I see him the lust is there. I can't help it. He's attractive and every time I find out something new about him, that doesn't make things any better. No matter how hard I try to shake it off, I can't. It's like I won't allow myself to.

I don't know why but that scares me shitless.

I need to get rid of this lust asap!

And there's only one way how.

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Posting a day early to make up for last week.
I wrote this chapter so many times I didn't know which one to go with so I went with this. Hopefully you like it!

I'm also feeling so much better which means I'm back to updating!

Also also kinda like not having the words italic? Should I just continue like this or with them being italic????
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