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I texted the girls telling them I'll meet them there at 9. Mostly because I didn't feel like picking anyone up also Oli and I took a waaaaay longer nap than expected.

I started getting ready considering it was now about to be 8.

I decided on a black denim skin tight dress, with a zipper down the front. And paired it with black boots. With my makeup I did a smokey eye w/ nude lips, and let my hair down.

I give myself one last look in the mirror and walk out.

As I step out I notice it's starting to get cooler which means my favorite season is almost here. Who doesn't love fall, I mean it's not hot nor cold, it's the perfect weather. Its sweater weather.

I arrive at the party and for once I see we all got here at the exact same time.

I get out my car as Sam, Danny and Jade get out of Sam's, and Ryan, Abby and Dylan get out of Ryan's.

As we walk to each other I whistle at the girls and Jade starts model walking flipping her hair.

"You looking hot af yourself baby!" Jade shouts at me looking me up and down.

Walking in we hear a song that never in a million years we'd hear at a high school party.

Unwritten is blasting through the speakers.
Yeah you heard that right.

"This is the best thing ever!" Sam shouts and disappears into the crowd.

As soon as we hear it we all turn to look at each other at the chorus is about to start.

"Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find" Everyone starts yelling the lyrics.

"Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions!"

Now this party is going to be fun.

"Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you" Jade and I scream out and dance our way to the kitchen.

They've been playing throwback songs all night instead of the shitty rap music and it's the best thing ever.

"For once I won't threaten the dj." I tell Jade taking a sip of my drink.

"For once these people aren't morons!" She yells out loud making people stare at her. This girl I swear.

An hour in and everyone's already tipsy. I actually only had 2 drinks so I'm pretty good. Jade's become the queen of beer pong, Sam and Danny have been taking shots, Ryan and Abby are being responsible per usual. And Dylan.... idk what happened but he's a goner.

"This next song goes out to you Lennon!" Dylan points at me with a microphone in hand. "I know how muuuuuch, you love this song." He smirks and then plays the song.

As soon as I hear that voice, I raise my middle finger up and yell at Dylan.

"Oh fuck you Dylan!" Son of a bitch. He's playing Barbie girl. I fucking can't with him. He know how much I hate this song!

Everyone starts laughing and soon as the beat hits Dylan starts dancing on the table like a lunatic.

As soon as Dylan starts singing "Cmon Barbie lets go party" the crowd sings back.

What is in these drinks man!

"The simulation is glitching." Danny says raising her eyebrows at Dylan dancing on the table.

She turns to me giving me the 'wtf' look. I shrug and laugh.

Dylan eventually falls off the table and stops dancing. He got back up and tried playing it cool which made me almost piss my pants from laughing.

"Idiot." I manage to say while laughing.

"Lenny!" I hear someone yell from behind me. "Did you miss me?" I hear the voice coming closer.

I turn my head and see Declan arms wide ready to give me a hug. I look at his arms while he's getting closer and give him a glare telling him if he touches me I will hurt him.

He smiles at me and lifts his arms in surrender

"Cmon. She's not that scary." Xanax appears out of fucking nowhere. "She's a little bean." He looks down on me smirking.

Since he's right in front of me I get a good look at him and fuck if I wasn't drunk before I'm tipsy now.

"You should really just take a picture. It'll last longer." He tells me. I look up at him and chuckle.

I shake my head. "You're not THAT worthy." I pat his cheek and walk away from him. "Declan on the other hand." I pull out my phone from my boot.

Declan puts his hands on his chin and gives me a big smile. I take a picture of him and pinch his cheek. "Is gorgeous." As I said that I see Declan giving me the seriously look.

Being called gorgeous is a blessing you ungrateful swine.

I wanna dance with somebody starts playing and Jade drags me to the dance floor with Danny. After dancing to 4 songs I can feel someone staring at me.

I look around and see Xander leaning on the wall across from me. I try ignoring him but every move I make I feel his eyes on me.

It's giving me some type of feeling I can't describe and I hate it.

Then again it could be my hormones.
Next thing I know I'm walking towards him.

"You should really take your own advice you know." He tilts his head at me. "Take a picture. It'll last longer." He just gives me his famous smirk. Why isn't he talking?

"Hey Xanax. Do you speak?" I tell him and he continues to stare at me. I narrow my eyes at him and he just bops his head to the music. Ass I mutter under my breath.

"Sorry can't hear you over the music." He says. "What'd you say?" He leans in with a hand on his ear.

"I said suck a dick." I glare at him.

"Sorry What? You want to suck my di-" I punch him making him laugh.

"Fuck you" I tell him. He smirks and leans in to whisper in my ear.

"Let's go upstairs first." He whispers and I feel his hot breath on my neck giving me shivers down my back. What the fuck was that? I put my hand on his chest tending to push him away but I can't.

My fingers caress his chest and slowly slid down. They make their way to the hem of his shirt and I notice him take a deep breath.

Well well well.

I let go which makes him sigh. I smirk to myself but his hand goes to my hair moving it away from my shoulder, then he slowly slides his hand down my arm. Fuck.

The contact of his hand give me tingles. What in gods name is happening to me? My breathing thickens as he touches my hand. He picks up on it. He chuckles and brings his arm back my arm.

I stare at his hand on my shoulder then look up at him. Two can play this game.

"You feel it too, don't you." He whispers again making my mind go insane. No one has made me feel like Im not in control of my own body before. And here he is, one touch and my body betrays me.

I look up at him as he leans in close enough that our lips are almost touching.
"I really want to kiss you."

No matter how much I want to, a part of me knows it's a bad idea. His hands on my chin as his thumb caresses my bottom lip.

Oh fuck this!

Since when do I overthink?

I crash my lips to his catching him by surprise. He instantly tries to take control. He spins me so I'm pressed against the wall, I grab the back of his neck and pull him in more.

I can taste the hint of mint on his tongue as he continues to try to take charge. I won't let him and he lets out a groan. I give in as his warm tongue runs along mine. His hands on my hip tighten and as they go lower I let him take control.

For now.

I grab his bottom lip with my lips. I pull and let go making him groan. We stop to get some air.

I feel my heart racing out of control. I need him. Now.

He starts leaning in for round 2 but I move to whisper in his ear.

"Upstairs." I tell him and start walking to the stairs. I turn to see Xander following me with a smirk on his face.

I only walk up 5 steps when I hear a deep voice I know very well call my name. I turn my head and see the one person I never thought I'd see ever again making his way towards me.

You've got to be fucking kidding me.

Nick?

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So my vacation turned into a disaster!
My cousin dropped my iPad in the lake and I lost everything.
My dumbass didn't back up the iPad so everything I wrote on my notes is gone.

Sorry guys. Now I have to write everything again, and there's some things I don't remember so that might take time.

But here's a chapter for today.

ALSO I reached 100 reads so thank you guys so much!!!!!
xxxxxxx
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