I feel pain , loneliness again .  Im alone but im not giving up . Im trying to be calm , and find something else to do . I feel so sorry to sleepycats123  . I should never spam to you . Im now beging for forgiveness . You are Great person but I should act more normal and stop spamming and just wait . I should be less scared because maybe people are leaving me because of it ? I just need to change . If you can read this. I like to follow you because you're a great and interesting person.
Now for the last time I beg for the last chance. Consider it please , and I understand you're not sure about talking with me , And I would understand if you hate me now .
I should change and I hope you have a great day