Ryder POV

"You're so beautiful." I say as Maya straddled me smiling down at me. Her long hair tickling my stomach before she got down kissing my lips. They were soft and wet.

My tongue makes its way inside her mouth as my hands travel her body up and down and as soon as our lips part I kiss down her neck sucking the spot that made her moan the most.

"Ryder~" She moaned making me smirk before kissing her again.

"I-"

My eyes snap open looking straight at the ceiling making me sigh in frustration. Every time I dream of her this happens. I dream of her up to the point where she's about to say she loves me or when I'm about to take cloth off.

It's getting fucking frustrating! Ever since I met her I can't even have sex with a girl without having her in my head.. thinking about her is the only thing that gets me off! I can't take it! I take my phone in hand looking at it finding her contact and debated calling her.. she could be asleep and this is so fucked up but I can't think of anything else that would actually get me off.

"Fuck it." I say placing my phone down and started sliding my hand up and down my dick feeling how it continued to get harder and harder. I did this for a few minutes frustration consuming me when I couldn't cum.

"Fuck!" I groan before taking my phone and dialing her phone number needing to hear her. It rang a few times and for a second I thought she wouldn't pick up.. until she did.

"Mhn hello?" Fuck that's sexy. I breather a little heavily when I felt some relief when I slide my hand over my cock again a bit faster throwing my head back on the bed with the phone to my ear.

"Maya.." Her name left my lips before I bite my lower lip closing my eyes.

"Ryder?" Shit her voice is such a fucking turn on. I feel myself getting closer as my hand moves faster.

"Oh fuck~" I moan panting a little.. so close!

"Ryder what's wrong?" I hear her ask but I just needed her to say my name.

"Say my name again~" I moan so fucking close to my release.

"Ryder what are you doing?" She asks as I breathe heavily.

"Gosh Maya I can't get you out of my head.. you know how hard it was not kissing you yesterday? Having you stuck in my head for days and now waking up to a fucking boner with your name on it." I say groaning. This is all her fucking fault. Who the hell told her she could be so fucking sexy and cute at the same time?!

"Ryder." I hear her say with a warning voice but I didn't care, I just need to fucking cum.

"No, this is your fault. You're own damn fault. Ever since day one you've had me going crazy for you, the way you laugh, the way you smile, the feeling I get when I'm the one that causes you to smile or laugh. The way you're so fucking nice and such a fucking good girl but drive me crazy.. fuck~" I moan and groan as my relief finally came making me breath heavily smiling a little. I haven't cum that hard in a long time and I wasn't even having sex.

"Ryder did you just.. did you just cum?" I hear her and that's when I realized what I did.. shit I just masturbarted to her voice... I told her she's been on my mind all this time..

"I can't stop myself Maya.. I'm sorry." I say ending the call quickly. What the fuck am I supposed to do?! Why did I do that?! Shit I should've just call a random girl and ask to meet. I hear my phone ringing and I know it's her.. I sigh before picking it up about to make an excuse when she started almost yelling at me.

"You can't just call me in the middle of the night, wake me up to curse at me while jercking yourself off and then say you're sorry! What the hell is wrong with you?!" She's right.. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me. I just want her so fucking much.

"Just forget-" I try to say but she cuts me off again.

"Don't you dare tell me to forget it Ryder! You can't just do that! Not after I told you about what Aiden did." I bite my lip looking down.. I'm a fucking ass. I shouldn't have called her but.. then why do I feel like I want her to give me a chance?

"I'm sorry.. I just.. I've never done this.. I've never felt like this, hell I can't even remember the last time I masturbated.. usually I just call a random girl, tell her to come over and get me off but I can't do that with you.. I.. I don't know what's wrong with me... can we just.. talk about this later? After our study session? Just pretend it didn't happen until after it?" I ask hoping she'll say yes. I really don't want to ruin our friendship but she's just so tempting and so beautiful and different.. I can't help but always look at her and only her.. can't help but want her more than anything I ever wanted in life.

"Alright.." I hear her whisper making me sigh in relief.

"Thanks.. I'll see you later?" I ask hoping we're ok.

"Yeah.." She mumbles before the call ended. I sigh looking at the mess I made.. what the hell is she doing to me? This was only by hearing her on the phone how would I feel if I actually get to kiss her, touch her.. I better stop thinking about it before I get another boner.

All I know is that for now I need to think about what I'm gonna do and say later today when she comes over.