I'm a paradox.

I want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad.

I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious.

I dont like myself, but i also love who i am.

I say i dont care but i really do.

I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way.

I'm a conflicted contradiction.

if i cant figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has. ♡

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