we met up with finney and gwen at my house and decided to get some snacks from the grab n go. i was kinda scared i would see vance there because him and his friends like to bother me for no reason. it's not anything too serious like finney's bully's but they just call me names and bother me in class.

when we got to the grab n go i see vance inside already, playing pinball. i stared at him through the glass as we got closer to the grab n go. robin noticed this.  "you still miss that asshole?" he said. "yeah, he was my best friend for so long, of course i miss him." i replied.

vance and i were best friends for seven years, when we met in 1st grade, we instantly became friends. i loved hanging out with vance, doing stupid shit, watching him play pinball, watching movies till we fell asleep on my couch, having drawing contests when we were bored, gossiping, and so much more. his house is right behind mine which made everything even better. we distanced at the end of 7th grade. i don't know why, he just suddenly stopped talking to me one day. i hope i didn't do anything to make him stop wanting to be friends with me. i remember i cried for four days straight when he started to bully me.

FLASHBACK

i walked into school looking for vance, i needed to talk to him. he's been ignoring me for the past week and i don't know why, i don't think i did anything wrong for him to be ignoring me. i wanted to ask why he was.

i finally found him talking to his friends and went up to him. i tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around, looked at me, and turned back around, continuing his conversation.

"vance" i said, an upset expression on my face. why was he doing this? "vance" i said louder, still no response. i shook his shoulder, "um vance hellooooo?" i said practically shouting, he whipped around and smacked my hand off his shoulder.

"God, can't you take a hint? FUCK OFF" he shouted in my face. the entire hallway went silent, staring at me and vance. i stared at him in fear and disbelief. why was he doing this?

"i just wanted to talk to you." i said in a quiet voice. "well i don't wanna talk to you, so FUCK. OFF." he shouted again. "sorry" i said in a quiet voice, tears in my eyes.

i ran to the bathroom, everyone's eyes on me. i ran into a stall and sat on the floor. i sat there and sobbed for two periods and even sobbed when i got home. why would he do that?

END OF FLASHBACK

i wonder if he misses me as much as i miss him, or if he even misses me at all. probably not, by the way he treats me. we walked into the grab n go and gwen and i went towards the snacks and robin and finn went towards the drinks, like we always do. we got our snacks and left, going to my house.

chapters a but short but yea 😛