Jihoon's P.O.V

"Thank you for sending me home" I said and suddenly the sound of thunder roar on the sky make me flinch. A heavy rain come down like a waterfall. We couldn't even see the road which is not good.

"Shit. I couldn't see the road" Guanlin said.

"Don't curse. You are still young. Hmm, according to my mother just now, I'm living alone. We were living separately. So, if you don't mind, you can sleep over at my place tonight. It's dangerous to drive back home" I said.

"Are you losing your memory or something. I mean, you keep asking your mother about your address, about how to use the phone, literally everything" Guanlin said curiously.

"Hell, even my mother thought that I lost my memory. She is about to cry, I think." I shrugged my shoulder.

"I don't what's wrong with me, maybe I didn't get enough sleep so I have been confusing all day. But one thing for sure, I didn't involve with any accident" I continued and he chuckled. I know it is a lie but what can I say? 'Hey I'm actually your boyfriend before and I died but someone give me a second chance to live so here I am, feeling a little bit lost'

"You does talk a lot. Lets run into your house" He ruffled my hair and we count until 3 before sprinted inside my house.

"You can take a bath first. I will make a hot chocolate for us........ if I still remember how to make it" I numbled the last part and he nodded.

"Lets see. Put the powder inside the cup and pour a hot water. Easy wizzy. But can we eat the powder though? Isn't powder is only for the face?" I said, well maybe a little bit loud because a panic Guanlin shouted from the toilet something like "The chocolate powder, idiooot! Don't make us dieee".

I scratch my head and laugh. Damn, how can I even confuse about the powder. After I finish making our hot chocolate, I put it on the table and decide to check on Guanlin.

"Hmm, Jihoon...hyung, do you have extra cloth?" Guanlin ask from inside the toilet and I rushed to my closet, finding a cloth for him.

"Here Mr. Lai" I turn around to give him but was blinded by the broad shoulder and a masterpiece abs. The water that prickle from his hair does not helping though.

"I know my body is a piece of art but your eyes is about to pop out. Anyway, call me Guanlin. We are not at work" Guanlin said making me flustered.

"I-I'm gonna take a bath"  I said and hurriedly push him away. 

"Want to jerking off, I see" He said with a mocking voice.

"Shut you mouth up before I burn your body" I said and he laugh loudly.

After a sweet time taking my bath, I wear a big hoodie that showed my collarbone with a short pants. And NO reader! I didn't wear this to seduce Guanlin! I wear this because it is comfortable. I went out from my room and peek a little.

"What are we? Playing hide and seek? Is it necessary to peek first? I feel offended. If you wanted my signature, just say so" Guanlin said and I rolled my eyes.

"If you are that Lai Guanlin from Wanna One, then yes, please give me a signature and a free album" I mock him.

"But we have the same name though" Guanlin wriggled his eyebrow and laugh after seeing my 'Eat shit' face.

"Okay okay, enough with that. Drink your hot chocolate too before it turn into chocolate shake" Guanlin said and I took a sip at my water. Not bad. I still got that skill.

"Since tomorrow is Saturday, why don't you accompanied me?" Guanlin ask while looking at my collarbone. I quickly covered the expose area with my hand making him chuckled.

"Hmm yeah. Why not. But where?" I ask and he shrugged.

"You will see" He said with a smile. I miss this feeling. This feeling is so mutual, as if I didn't died before this.

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!!Author Dictionary!!
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What is life?
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Life is something that always changing. If we are happy today, doesn't mean that we will be happy tomorrow. If we sad today, doesn't mean that we will be sad tomorrow.

Everyone will feel the up & down because that's what life is. Everyday, we will be filled with thoughts. "What will I do tomorrow?" "What do I want to eat tomorrow?" "Will all of the teacher coming to school tomorrow?" "Tomorrow must be another tiring day right?" and others.

What I want to say here is, no matter how sad you are, no matter how heartbroken you are, DON'T ever think about committing a suicide. Maybe there were nobody by your side, but I am, no matter who you are.

Suicide is not a way to solve your problem. You might be thinking "Why should I live? It is more better to commit a suicide and I will die happily" but the truth is, do you ever think about "What will happen in my afterlife?" "Will I be happy if I died after committing a suicide".

You are pretty the way you are. Don't have to mind about what people say. It's all about what you say. If you say that "you can do it", then you can. Believe in yourself.
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