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I am really very sorry guys for the delay in updating. Trust me I had a lot of stuff to handle this week so I couldn't find time to write. And that's why this chappie may or may not be small. :(
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I dedicate this chappie to a sweet, funny and beautiful girl, my newest friend on Wattpad, Larry4realllllllllll.  Lots of love, cutiepie.

So, here's the chappie. Hope you enjoy reading it.

Harry looked around himself as he followed Louis towards the studio. He quite liked the decor of the place. The walls were adorned by many frames that held pictures of various legendary artists that had ever worked with the BBC Records. The boys were walking through the corridor that had many doors and Harry guessed that all these were different studios and rooms for other singers.

Louis stopped before a wooden door and said, "This is your composing room Mr. Styles. You can write, sing and play any instrument here at any time of the day." Louis tried his best to act professional. He had always been friendly with every celebrity he got to manage. But with Harry he just couldn't. He couldn't just forget everything and act normal. So he chose a less difficult way. He decided to stay formal with the singer and try his utmost to not come in his way ever.

He opened the door and stood aside for Harry to enter. Harry walked into the room and saw all sorts of instruments perfectly arranged around the room. A smile crept up on his face because he could see this becoming his place to lounge in his leisure. Any connection to music brought peace to his mind and being in that room instantly felt soothing.

He stepped forward and incautiously touched the guitars and violins that were aligned on the shelf. He gently waved his hands over the piano and played a few notes on it. He smiled to himself as he examined the different drums and the Casio.

Louis was noticing everything. He watched Harry's action without even blinking and was absolutely intrigued with the amount of passion he saw for music in those green eyes. Louis had always known about the attachment Harry had with music and songs and to see the same ardour even after six years was fascinating. Louis had not forgotten how he used to sit and hear his froggy sing to him. The saintliness, dedication and emotions in Harry's songs had always made his heart swell up with love and respect for the green eyed boy and he had known back then that this purity in Harry's songs would take him to the highest peaks of success. Louis had always seen a singer in Harry and he knew that everyone was going to love his songs. And he was absolutely right.

The lazy smile and the graceful dents that adorned Harry's face just made him admire the boy even more. Louis smiled because Harry was smiling.

Harry turned around only to find Louis staring right through his soul with a soft expression. The room held everything that he had ever wanted. The only two things that he had ever loved dearly were enclosed within those four walls of the room.
His music and Louis. His passion and the inspiration to his passion, both were right in front of him and he couldn't help but feel complete.

'Damn, why did you have to leave me Louis? I would have been living my dream if you'd have held onto me. Why did you have to stop loving me Louis? Was I not enough?'

Harry's heart was screaming all this from inside him but no word left his mouth.

Louis didn't know how him being Harry's manager was going to work out because it was just the first day and there was not even a single moment where his brain and heart could function properly. All he wanted to do was spill out everything in front of him and throw himself in Harry's arms. Arms that he had been craving to be engulfed into and it was really difficult for him to convince his heart that no matter how desperately he wanted, he would never get to be in Harry's embrace.

Harry cleared his throat and covered his soft expression with a blank look. "Hmm. It's good. When can I meet the band members?"

"They are going to be here tomorrow and we'll introduce you to them. I'm sure you'll like them, Mr. Styles. They are extremely talented and pretty great lads." He said and smiled. The band members were his really good friends. Whenever Louis was free he used to hang out in one of these rooms and used to learn how to play some of the instruments from the members of the band.

"Hmm." Harry gave a curt nod and proceeded to look further. Louis' bright smile did not go unnoticed by him and he wondered why the mention of the band made him smile and almost instantly another horrible thought came up in his head.

'Is Louis dating someone?'

And now he was feeling itchy. He somehow wanted to know what was the blue-eyed boy's relationship status. 

'You should not care Harry. It doesn't matter if he's with someone or not. He shouldn't affect you.'

Harry's brain stopped him with this bitter reminder. He blinked a few times to get all thoughts about the beautiful boy out of his mind and heart but how could he have done it when the gorgeous man himself was standing in all his beauty just a few steps away from him? Within the first day itself, Harry figured that ignoring Louis was going to be a tough task. All thanks to his crazy in love heart.

After lingering around and going through many instruments, Harry voiced his wish to have a look of the recording room. Louis nodded and lead him to another room which was just across the from this one. The singer looked around the recording room and hummed in approval. 

Louis stepped inside the room after Harry and started walking further while telling him the basic information.

"We have five recording rooms in this building and the sound manager is Jeffery Mascaranus. Since none of the singers were recording today, this area is empty and nobody's around. But usually, someone from the sound department is always here. I've set up your schedule and you can meet every staff member tom..." Louis couldn't finish his sentence before slipping forward. He hadn't noticed the loose wire in front of him and his ankle accidentally got entangled to the loose wire making him jolt forward.

Louis closed his eyes, expecting to trip and fall down with a thud. But that didn't happen. No sooner did he trip forward than he felt strong arms holding him mid-air. The instantaneous goosebumps all over his body and the sudden rise in his pulse made it obvious as to whom those arms belonged. Besides there wasn't anyone else in the room so it had to be him. Louis' breath accelerated and he couldn't dare to open his eyes, afraid that if he did he would come out of his dream and the bliss of being in Harry's arms would vanish. Although, Harry's hot breath hitting his cheeks were proof that it wasn't actually a dream and he was undoubtedly being held by none other than the Harry Styles, his froggy. Louis knew that Harry was about to toss him away any second and all he wanted to do was to freeze this moment forever.

On the other hand, Harry was a mess. Louis was in his arms with his eyes closed and this brought an inundation of memories for him. He had seen this look so many times before. Louis had the same look when Harry had saved him from falling, the first time they ever met. He had the same look when Harry was about to kiss him for the first time ever. He had the same look when Harry had said his first ever 'I love you' to him. Louis' closed eyes and parted lips was such a familiar sight for Harry but he still couldn't get enough of it. 

Every unforgettable memory flashed in front of Harry's eyes as he held the boy in his embrace. The insane lover inside him was thrashing against the bondage that his rational brain had imposed and wanted nothing more than to bend down and kiss Louis' irresistible lips. The boy still looked gorgeous as hell and having him so close to himself was a feeling so overwhelming for Harry. He didn't want to let go.

Louis gathered an immense amount of strength and gradually uncovered his cerulean eyes from under the veil of his eyelids. He was immediately met with the green eyes that were dazzling like an emerald because of the tears that had pooled up in them. Harry was in his close proximity and in the past six years never had he felt as complete as he was feeling right now. 

But to his utter dismay, the harsh reality hit him in the face when Harry literally pushed him off. Louis immediately held the table after being harshly jerked away by Harry. He stood there with his back facing the taller boy and wiped his eyes furiously, refusing to pity himself and his miserable situation.

"Watch your clumsy self, you idiot. Stop making these stupid attempts to come close to me. Stay the fuck away."

The fierce push and these bitter words did not only stab Louis' heart but also stung Harry's conscience. Never had he ever imagined that he'd be angry at Louis, let alone snapping at him. But he just couldn't forget the misery that he had to go through because of Louis. Even though his heart screamed inside him to just forget the past, he didn't want to get close to Louis only to be broken again. He didn't want the cracks in his heart to completely break apart.
So, this harsh behaviour towards Louis was sort of a defense system that Harry had set up. Years ago, he hadn't known that he was in for a heartbreak when he fell for Louis but now he didn't want to repeat his mistake again. He was done being hurt.

Louis on the other hand couldn't contain his tears anymore. The guilt of breaking Harry was drowning him. Every spiteful word coming from Harry made him realize that he had hurt the love of his love really bad. 

Louis closed his eyes and fresh tears rolled down his eyes. "I am sorry, Harry. I am really very sorry." Louis said, his voice nothing louder than a whisper.

But nonetheless, Harry heard it. How could he not?There was a time when he used to understand what Louis wanted even before the boy uttered a word. So he definitely heard Louis' mumbled apology and he knew that his sorry wasn't just for crashing into him just moments ago but for something so much bigger. Louis' broken voice and the emotions in his apology were crystal clear and Harry knew that Louis was apologizing for the heartbreak he had caused six years ago. 

Harry's eyes were filled with tears of anger, sadness and affliction. That sorry had deeper meaning but instead of melting Harry's heart, it infuriated him. How dare Louis weigh the countless sleepless nights and the feeling of losing one's love, with just one sorry?

Harry's anger was getting beyond his control . He harshly pushed the chair away in annoyance making Louis flinch in fear. He moved his hand in his hair in frustration and started walking out of the room. He couldn't have Louis in front of himself at the moment without breaking down so leaving the room seemed like a more appealing offer to him.

But before leaving, Harry turned around and looked at Louis with distressed but angry eyes. He took a deep breath and said firmly, "Sorry isn't enough, Louis. It's just..... not enough."

With that, he stomped out of the room leaving behind a crying Louis.

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"Niall!!!" Harry barged into his cabin and saw Niall on his phone.His agitation was at it's peak and he just wanted to get away from this place. 

Niall jumped from his spot clearly not expecting Harry this soon. "Jeez Harry, you scared me."

"There's nothing we've got to do here today. So come on, we're leaving." It didn't take a genius to know that Harry was in the worst mood and Niall instantly knew it involved Louis. He started regretting his decision of leaving Harry alone with Louis just in their second meeting. Niall was well aware that even though the wound was six years old, seeing Louis had brought back the pain for Harry. But he had thought that these lovesick soulmates would patch up quickly if left alone and that when he would go to look for them because they were being late, he would find them making out in the corridor.

Maybe he was wrong.

"But Har-"

"RIGHT NOW, NIALL!!" And Niall knew that it was better to just listen to Harry and talk only when the lad's mind was sane and could think rationally.

He quietly followed Harry out of the building but didn't fail to notice the small figure standing far away in the corner and sobbing his eyes out. And as much as he wanted to go over and comfort Louis, he figured Harry deserved his consolation more than the blue eyed boy.

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Updated: 15/08/2018

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