"You are real. You are not a ghost. I'm not dreaming. You are not dead. You are here in front of me alive, like really really alive," She started mumbling as she walks back and forth in the middle of the room and we all watched her like she was the principal of our school. Fury on the other hand was sitting in front with a disappointed look because of me.

"Nat-"

"Shut up!" She cuts me off, now she looks furious. She then scoffed. "I- you're dead!" She hissed as she left the room, Fury then sighs as I looked over the room to see some of the boy's hungover from last night. I reluctantly stood up and followed after Nat.

"Nat!" I shout and she stops walking, I smiled. "Oh thank go-"

She cuts me off again by saying. "I watched you die in front of me!... Did you have any idea how hard it is to watch you die and then few days later you show up like nothing happened!" She yelled at me. "I fucking mourned for your death! And now I find out about you being alive!" She scoffs. "Are you mad?!" she gritted her teeth as her eyes started to get watery.

"Nat I-"

"No, you lied to me again. Why? Why do you keep on doing it? Huh?" She questioned.

"It's to keep you safe," I answered calmly, holding back my tears.

"Oh fuck that 'it's to keep you safe' act," she mocks me. "You know what you deserve this," she then punched me in the face making my nose crack a little, I wipe the insy bit of blood that was on my nose.

"Nat, please let me explain," I begged.

"How could you do that to me," she slightly tilt her head to the side.

"Nat please you have to understand that I did that for you — for all of us," I tried again. She then looks behind me as some of the Avengers stood there watching us.

"You guys knew that she was alive. ALL. THIS. TIME... and none of you told me..." she continued.

"I wanted to tell you-"

"But you didn't... Wanda you saw me suffer this past few days, but you didn't," she looked at Wanda but the witch looked away.

"I'm sorry but it was for the mission," Wanda added even though she knew it's not working. Nat then turns her head on me.

She shook her head. "You're a coward," she spat before she left.

"Nat," I called after her.

"No," she said firmly.

But my stubborn ass followed her even though the Avengers warned me, yet I still did follow her until we both reached the end of the hallway.

"Nat I'm really sorry-"

"I said shut up," she cuts me off again without even looking at me.

And I did shut up, standing there waiting for her to say something, it did take longer than expected but it's better late than never. She finally looked at me and stared right straight to my soul and it's been killing me. "I hate you," she meant it.

"Yeah, I know," I nodded and she gently wipes the blood under my nose. "Does it look bad?" I asked and she nods. "C'mere," she grabs my wrists and pulled me all the way to the kitchen to grab some ice pack.

"Let me," I was suppose to grab the ice pack but she shoved it away.

"No," she said firmly, she sat me down on the corner of the table and she puts the ice pack on my nose and cheek. She pressed it hard making me wince.

"Ow! Why the aggression?" I groaned as she roll her eyes with a smile.

"Dont. Do. That. Ever. Again." She pressed it harder every word, making me grab her so tight, that my nails were digging her skin yet she didn't flinch.

"You're hurting me," I complained.

"Not as much as the pain you've caused me," she deadpanned, making me look down as guilt build in again.

How did it get from there?

Natasha stayed silent and I avoided her eye contact. I clenched my fist as my anger grew even more, not because of her, but because of me, I was angry at myself for leaving her and I regret ever doing that. If I only knew that it would hurt her so much then it would be even better if I just didn't joined the team that day, maybe then she wouldn't get hurt so much.

"You're thinking what is it?" She asked concerned.

"It's my fault and I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything I've caused, for the pain that you suffered and for every promises that I broke... I really am sorry, Natasha... I understand if you don't want me anymore, but I want you to know that I'll wait... For you until you're ready..." I paused for a moment. "I meant every word Natasha Romanoff," I finished and I smiled sadly. She opens her mouth but couldn't say any word, so, I stood up and left the room.

I lose.

Walking back to my room as the moon lit up the sky, 'causing a dim light on the hallway. It was so peaceful. Very peaceful and it sometimes deafening.

"Y/n," I heard her voice making me spun sround to see her there standing with a smile on her face. She raised an eye brow. "Who told you that you could walk away? Hmm?" She asked as she walks closer.

"No one? I mean I was giving you space to think-"

"Don't you think it's too much space that you gave me?" She whispered but she managed to make it so hot.

"Is it just me or is it extremely hot in here?" I released a shaky breath as she placed her hand on my neck tight but gently to not hurt me.

"It seems normal to me," she answered her voice seductive.

"Oh," Was the only word I could say, as she gets more and more closer, sending chills all over my body, she smirked in satisfaction.

I wrap my arms around her waist and she raised an eye brow. "It's really hot," I added again, making her blush. I was about to kiss her but she stopped me with her finger pressed against my lips.

"Do you remember what you said before?" She asked, I thought about it. I knew what she was talking about but I played her.

"What did I say?" I asked acting like I didn't knew.

She then made an eye roll. "Nevermind," she walks away, leaving me behind as my jaw drops all the way to the floor.

"Hey where's my kiss," I complained, she didn't look back and I sighed in defeat.

"I love you," I half-yelled after her and she stops from her tracks. "What'd you say?" She asked still facing her back.

"I said... I love you soooooo much Natasha Romanoff," I yelled in excitement as she looks back with a smile.

"You're so cheesy," she stated although she liked it. "But..."

"Wait one more thing," I cut her off. "I was the one who called you earlier, you know where you threw a tantrum," I added, and she looked at me amused. She then showed me her middle finger and continued walking.

"I love you," I yelled again, hoping for a response.

"I love you more," she yelled back, making me throw my hands in a fist.

"YES!"... "WE'RE GETTING MARRIED TOMORROW!"

"I NEED A RING, Y/N"

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THAT'S A WRAP!

CUT!

THAT'S A WRAP PEOPLE. IT'S DONE.

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"What about Taliyah?" She argued, making me look at her confused.

"What about her?" I asked.

She licked her lips. "How can I be so sure that she's my daughter?" She questioned.

"Are you being serious right now?" I almost yelled.

"I am," she answered firmly, then. "I mean you just disappeared and now you're back with... a child and I don't even—"

"Oh fuck you!" I exclaimed. "How can you — Ugh! Natasha if you don't want that kid then just..." I cut off myself because I knew I'm going to hurt her again.

"She's not my daughter, Is she?" She retorts.

I ran my fingers through my hair as I clenched my jaw. "You don't believe me?" I scoffed. "I should have known!" I finished as I walk passed her.

"We're not finished," she grab ahold to my arm.

I looked at her dead in the eyes and she did the same thing. "Yes, we are."

"Y/N!"

"No! If you don't want her then you can't have me!" I spat, making her frown.

"You're breaking up with me for a child—"

"Yes, Natasha," I yelled, making her flinch. "She's carrying my DNA -our DNA- so I'm not going to throw her like a garbage, like my mother did," I turn around and this time she didn't stopped me, but instead I stopped myself.

"In case you didn't know, I save Taliyah's ass from HYDRA. That's where she was made, they were forming a human symbiote, and that's her," I explained without looking at her, I expect her to say something, but she didn't, so I left.

You know on this book Natasha was suppose to die but then I changed my mind so yeah.

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Or is it?