Harrys P.O.V

The whole time we were eating all I was thinking about was what Louis was wearing underneath those black pants. I kept eyeing Louis and he caught me several of times but I could give less fucks. Louis mom put her fork down and smiled, they don't really make conversations when they are eating which is weird since I'm use to my parents always arguing when we eat together.

"Harry are you done?" I looked up at Louis and looked down at my plate.

"Oh, uh yeah" I said smiling.

"By the way, the food way amazing thank you Jay" I said, She smiled and said a thank you once she was done chewing her food.

"Let me take this"Louis tried grabbing my plate but I quickly stopped him.

"No, it's fine I'll take it" I got up and grabbed my plate.

"Nonsense, you are a guest. Let Louis do it" Jay pretended to be made but I saw the small smile under her fake seriousness.

"No it's totally fine, now if you don't mind Louis you can lead me to the kitchen" I looked over at Louis and he nodded before walking in front of me. I followed behind the small boy making sure to keep my eyes forward and not stare at his bubble butt, but of course me being a pervert I give a quick glance at it and I let out a sigh.

"Are you alright?" Louis asked when he heard me sigh.

"I'm alright" I said smiling at him, I put my plate down in the sink and Louis grabbed my hand leading me out the kitchen and upstairs into his room again.

"So how was Cheshire?" Louis asked sitting down on his bed, I walked towards him and sat in his bed that was the right size for two people to lay on.

"It was good, my sister finally visited after 2 years" I bit my lip and Louis smiled.

"That's great!" Louis clapped his hands together and I smiled at his cuteness.

"Have you talked to erm, Alex?" I asked kinda feeling a pitch of jealousy. Louis looked down and started to fiddle with his fingers.

"Nope" He popped the 'p' and I smiled widely showing off my dimples.

"Have you talked to your boyfriend?" Louis asked and I let out a small laugh along with a giggle.

"Geez, do you not like him?" I teased.

"What? Yeah, I didn't mean for it to sound bad" Louis put his hands in my arm and I looked at them. Louis noticed me staring and he quickly took his hand away.

"Sorry" He mumbled. I nodded and said no worries.  Louis moved higher up on his bed and he crossed his legs. There was an awkward silence until Louis phone started. He took out his phone from his pocket and looked at the ID caller 'Zaynie'

"Hey Zaynie" Louis almost yelled I looked over to my side and and tried to ignore their conversation.

"Oh ugh, I'll see if I can" Louis asked happily. I turned my head over towards him and he had a huge smile on his face.

"Okay bye Zaynie" Louis giggled before hanging up. He put his phone down onto the bed and finally looked up.

"What did he want" I scowled.

"Asked me if I was available to hang out tomorrow" Louis put his elbow on his thigh to keep him promptly.

"Oh, and are you gonna go?" I found myself asking.

"Probably, I don't have anything to do anyways" Louis shrugs his shoulders and I roll my eyes but he doesn't catch me.

"How long have you two been hanging out?" I asked putting my hands on my lap Louis looks up at the ceiling tapping his index finger into his chin as if he's thinking.

"Well we started hanging out more often when you went back to Cheshire" Louis said with honesty. I raised a brow and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Have you two ever done anything?" I started to ask him a lot if questions and Louis stayed quiet.

"Anything as in sexual? Or friendly? Louis asked with a small blush in his face, i stood up from his bed and walked over to his desk chair. I sat down and looked at Louis.

"Sexual" Louis eyes widen and smiled but I knew he had a blush.

"Of course not" Louis giggled and I started to get mad.

"You're lying" My seriousness was finally caught when Louis saw how I scowled at him.

"I'm not, we only kissed but we were drunk thats all" Louis stayed serious and I just stared at him. My eyes were burning into his and I knew he felt uncomfortable.

"You guys kissed?" I asked.

"Yeah" Louis mumbled and I stood up walking close to him.

"Okay, was he a better kisser than me?" I asked standing in front of him. I saw Louis swallow hard and I smirked.

"I'm sorry what?" Louis asked confused.

"Come on princess, was my best mates lips better than my lips? Was he a better kisser than me?" I leaned down as I whispered into his ear. Louis quickly wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me down onto him connecting our lips together. I put my hands beside his hips and Louis started to kiss roughly and harder.

"Slow down" I mumbled onto his lips, Louis started to lightly kiss me and I flipped up over. Louis ass was in my d¡ck which made me groan. Louis and I both moved our lips in sync slowly which made the room feel a bit hot. Louis eagerly moved his hips upward and I pulled away from the kiss making him look confused.

"We shouldn't be doing this" I whispered before pushing Louis off of me my lightly. Louis looked hurt and I wanted to say something but nothing came out.

"Louis I-" I stopped mid sentence when Louis nodded.

"No, I understand. Sorry for coming onto you like that" He mumbled and I stood up from his bed.

"Uh, I should get going thanks for lunch though" I quickly kissed Louis forehead and walked out his room. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Was all I can say, I felt bad for leaving him hanging and rejecting him but I couldn't lead him into things he burly got out a relationship and I dont want to hurt him, but i know I already did. I ran my hand through my hair as I opened his front door and walked out running into Abbies house.

Louis P.O.V

I stared at my door for god knows how long, I felt my lips start to tremble but I quickly looked up at the ceiling thinking that it would help the tears stay and not run out of my watery eyes, but it didn't help. The tears ran down to the side of my eyes and near my ears but I wiped them before the tears got closer. I laid myself down into the bed and curled myself into a ball, my muffles of cries werent too loud for anyone to hear from the other side of my door. I felt so stupid and embarrassed. I threw myself onto him as if I was some hungry man who was just given some food. I closed my eyes and I quickly felt my eyes get heavier. I grabbed my phone and sent Zayn a quick message telling him that I am free tomorrow, I turned off my phone and light laying in the darkness of my room until i fell asleep.