After all the blood, sweat and tears I'm finally a college graduate. I tried not to cry but I did. My mom and Maya cried to as we have a giant group hug. I hold my flowers sent by Dad as we all take a picture.

Mom: Congratulations Jasmine I'm so proud of you.
Me: Thanks mom.

These four years have been equally fun and stressful. Would I do it all again? You know what, possibly! If it means meeting and those three again I would in a heartbeat.

The guys and I pose taking a picture as well. Our moms gush over how cute they think we are. Plans got changed and we're having a small dinner party at Jungkook's parents' house.

My dad met us over there with the babies and they were lively as ever. My heart thumped in my chest as they did the open mouth place on your cheek baby kiss. 

Of course I never have them long before a family member swoops them away. It makes me happy that they'll always be loved with a family who cares for them though.

Jungkook: Christmas is going to be extreme for them.
Me: Oh yeah, hella' spoiled.
Jungkook: So are you going to tell him?
Me: Tell who what?

He giggles.

Jungkook: Changkyun. It's obvious you both like each other so what's the hold up?
Me: I've never asked a boy out before. I don't know how to go about it.
Jungkook: Please your confident was oozing that night.
Me: Shut up.

I look over at Changkyun whining at his mother pinching his cheeks. You can tell he is not use to his parents being so soft and smothering. Same with Jungkook, Jin enjoys his brother's embarrassment though.

Shout out to Mrs.Jeon though because these meatballs are good as hell! One thing about me if rice and meatballs are in the same vicinity I'm going to chow down every time!

The pasta isn't too shabby either. Just the right amount of cajun sauce and shrimp!

Haechan: Someone's eating like they're pregnant again.
Me: Someone's in my business.

He flicks me in my forehead.

Haechan: So tomorrow I'm go look at some internships.
Me: Really? I thought you were just gonna' wing it.
Haechan: I was but with my Godsons having rich ass daddies and grandparents I have to keep up.

I smile.

Me: Your humor, support and love is all they need.
Haechan: That's sweet but I aspire to have the best birthday and holiday gifts. They need to be able to say: Oh you won't get it? My godfather will!

Oh God.

Haechan: I'm the Godfather, call me Don-Haechan.
Me: Oh you can go to hell.

Jungkook comes to the table with his second plate.

Jungkook: Have you guys tried the curry wings yet? These shits are good. Usually they have boring seafood but my parents really outdone themselves.
Haechan: I agree, these buffalo chicken sliders? I need the recipe.

Changkyun comes with a plate similar to mine. Meatballs, cajun pasta, rice, shredded parmesan chicken. An intellectual

Changkyun: Jasmine is eating without chewing, Haechan is drooling and Jungkook is chewing angrily. Just like the old days.

"Shut up!"

The babies are having their food too. My mom and Mrs.Im smile as they practically reach for their bottles. This is not how I pictured things going for me at all.

If you were to tell me last year any of this would happen I would laugh then ask can I have some of whatever you were smoking.

Things were shaky and uncertain in the beginning but now it's a wonderful aura, more than I could ever ask for. More than I could ever deserve.

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The babies had a thrilling day so once we got home I gave them a little wipe down, checking to make sure their little belly buttons were healing correctly. Them falling asleep during a feeding always makes me laugh.

They're definitely my kids.

I make sure the nursery cameras are on before going to take my shower and doing the rest of my night routine. Maya is out at Mingi's place so it's just me.

I light a candle and turn on a rom-com because that's my comfort genre. Early 00's romcoms were some true gems.

After thinking about what Jungkook said I think tomorrow is the day I'm going to ask Changkyun.. out? To be my boyfriend?

I don't know but I'm going to put my big girl panties on and do what I have to do!

My phone vibrates.

Changkyun🐺: I'm omw over.

I choke on my wine.

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*tears* we're getting down to the wire!

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