My dad and I stare at each other. Maya got a call from our parents this morning saying they wanted us to come over for breakfast. I didn't mind seeing my mom but seeing my dad bean-head ass wasn't on my to do list.

Mom: Extra cheese and parsley on your eggs right Jas?
Me: Yes ma'am!

I smile at her before straight facing my dad again, he sighs.

Dad: I'm sorry.
Me: Is that all?

Yes I'm going to be an asshole every step of the way because what he said was really hurtful. As a parent it's your job to be there for your child, it doesn't matter if the entire world is against them.

I touch my stomach. My child will know I'm here always, no matter what!

Dad: There's no excuse for my choice of words that day. It's true I was shocked and you not knowing who the father off really had me confused. Either way you didn't need criticism, you needed support.

I hum.

Dad: Don't get me wrong I'm still pissed at that irresponsible choice you made, but those three guys man.

A sigh leaves his lips.

Dad: They're nothing like I could imagine. Great guys honestly. I knew Haechan already but the other two? Good picks.

As much as I want to pick a fight about the irresponsible comment he's not wrong. Sleeping with three different people unprotected is irresponsible and I won't pretend like it isn't.

Dad: What I say to you was the cowardly way of thinking, I'm happy I raised you smarter than I.
Me: Yeah well, I got my brains from mom.

We both chuckle.

Dad: I'm sorry Jasmine.

I nod my head.

He isn't completely off the hook but I can forgive this time.
Maya comes in carrying a bowl of biscuits.

Maya: Breakfast is ready!

My mom gives me my plate first and I can cry at how good this food looks and smells. Bacon, cheese eggs, biscuits, corn beef hashed, and home fries.

Oh there's a bowl of fruit too but I can careless about that right now.

Mom: Jungkook's mom and I went shopping for the baby the other day.
Maya: Again? The nursery is going to run out of room soon.
Dad: So the apartment..

Maya and I sigh.

He's always hated our apartment.

Dad: I'm not knocking it! I'm just saying with the baby..-
Maya: The guys already baby proofed it.
Dad: Really?
Me: More like Jungkook and Changkyun did, Haechan took a nap on the couch.

Maya laughs.

Maya: Are you having a gender reveal?
Me: Those are so corny to me.
Maya: Are not! You're just a hater.
Mom: I had a gender reveal, pink balloons each time.
Me: Did you want girls?

My mother shrugs.

Mom: Didn't matter, as long as the babies were healthy.

I smile, I can relate to that.

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I enjoy coming to Changkyun's house and eating all his captain crunch. He sighs wiping my mouth with a napkin.

Changkyun: You're like a child.
Me: Which is why I can't believe God gave me one.

He laughs making his dimples poke out.

Me: Um, actually I have something to tell you.
Changkyun: What's wrong?

At first I wasn't going to tell him about the Clover situation but after having a babyfather meeting with the other two they agreed I should.

Of course it went exactly the way I thought.

He's pissed.

Changkyun: You should've called me the moment she came in there!
Me: I didn't think anything of it honestly. I don't take that girl serious.
Changkyun: Yeah but at a certain point it's harassment. I don't want her at all and she knows you're pregnant and picking fights with you.
Me: Oh look at the protective daddy bear.

He's not amused.

Me: It's okay.
Changkyun: It's not.

I stand up to stretch and my shirt rises a bit.

Me: Oh look at my belly!

A small smile tug at his lips. He's still irritated but let's it go for the moment. He touches my stomach and the baby kicks making us gasp.

Changkyun: I don't know if that means I'm loved or hated.
Me: In between?
Changkyun: I'll take it.

Our eyes meet and my face heats up. I clear my throat before looking at his TV.

Me: M-movie, wanna' watch a movie?
Changkyun: Sure.
Me: Beetlejuice.
Changkyun: Random but whatever you want.

We settle onto his couch and as always I grab the throw blanket snuggling into it. The movie starts and within' the first twenty minutes my eyes are drifting shut.

I was more tired than I thought.

Changkyun's voice is low but audible, his hand strokes my hair gently. I notice he's not talking but singing. His voice is velvety and smooth, I love it.

I open my eyes and notice my head is resting on his lap. With him singing and playing with my hair I end up falling back to sleep.

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