Maya and I decided to spend the morning out grabbing coffee and going to the bookstore. Well, she got coffee I grabbed matcha because the baby is really loving it these days.

As always she goes to the thriller section while I go to romance. I'm a sucker for clichés, romcoms, slice of life, and all of the above! I use these stories to compensate for the love life I can never have.

My basket is filled with three books already and I didn't even hit the manga section. The plan is to buy the entirety of the Tokyo Revengers set.

Yes I can read it online for free but all the best things need to be physically in my hands as well!

Imagine my surprise when I see Changkyun there holding Death Note.

Me: I could totally see you and L being best friends!

He rolls his eyes.

Changkyun: This isn't for me, it's for my friend Jooheon.
Me: Mhm then why didn't you question who L was?

We both laugh.

Changkyun: What're you doing here? You should be resting your feet.
Me: I'm fine plus it does my body good to get some air.
Changkyun: I talked to Jungkook.
Me: Yeah, that day was something. How is he?
Changkyun: He's good. Thankfully he has Jin to be his rock.
Me: And you? How are you?
Changkyun: I'm my own rock.

Maya walks over with her basket full as well, she waves hi to Changkyun before looking at what's in mine.

Maya: To all the boys I've loved before? You watched that movie a thousand times.
Me: Yes but people said I'd appreciate the book more!

She glances at the newest release.

Maya: Forever yours?
Me: I love that right person wrong time trope!
Maya: What a hopeless romantic you are.
Me: And don't you forget it.

"Changkyun?"

We all look over and Clover is standing there. As always she's dressed as if she's going to New York fashion week and a conference meeting at the same time. Expensive and pretty!

Changkyun sighs.

Changkyun: Can I get two seconds by myself?
Clover: We're suppose to be on a date.
Changkyun: Put together by our fathers, against my will.
Clover: I'm sorry you're such a prisoner.
Changkyun: Don't apologize when you're in the same predicament.

He's right.

She thinks she like Changkyun because she was forced to think she do, it's giving Stockholm Syndrome eventhough Changkyun isn't the one shoving that down her throat.

Me: Well uh, we're going to grab some food and what not. I hope you guys have great day!

Clover smiles politely while he scoffs.

Changkyun: I'll check on you later. Get off your feet!

I shoot him a look before nodding.

Chicken fire noodles for the win! They're always so good.

Maya: So that's the girl Changkyun's father is forcing on him?
Me: Yep!
Maya: She's pretty though.
Me: She is, she deserves someone who actually wants her though.
Maya: I agree, Changkyun also deserves that.
Me: Oh for sure. Everyone deserves to feel and experience love.
Maya: Oh God here she goes.

I laugh. All in all I'm serious, this is all so shitty. After our morning adventure we get home around one and I take a nap. Well I intended to but when I opened my bedroom door Haechan was in it already snoring.

Mingi must've let him in.

I sigh before shoving the boy to the other side of the bed. I curl up on the other side grabbing some of the blanket from him, he groans before rolling over and tossing an arm around my waist.

Me: We don't go together anymore.
Haechan: My arm is comfortable so hush.

His raspy sleepy voice makes me squirm every time.

Haechan: Had fun?
Me: I did. I seen Changkyun today too.
Haechan: Oh really?
Me: Mhm he was on a make believe date with Clover.

He doesn't say anything so I turn around to face him. We both lie there just staring at each other.

Haechan: Your roots are showing.
Me: Shut up! I need some more peach hair dye.
Haechan: I miss you being a jet-black head.
Me: You're in my mentally ill era. Congrats.

He frowns.

Haechan: Jokes aside I was there for your worse breakdowns and moments. I've read on how postpartum effects most mothers and I need you to know just say the word and I'm here for you.

It's not too many serious moments we have but this is definitely one of them. I smile before nodding, he place his hand gently on my cheek and smile.

Haechan: Take a nap creep.
Me: I was trying until you infiltrated my bed!
Haechan: Please. You miss sleeping with all of this.
Me: You're such a dork.
Haechan: I love you too.

____

you and meeee gotta' whole lot of historyyy!
we can be the greatest team, that the world has ever seen 🎶