Dean pov

It isn't even five minutes since Brie left and I'm already regretting everything I said to her. I ran up the stairs and grab a tee throwing it on. I rush back down the stairs and grab my car keys running out front. I have messed up really badly in the past. I did a lot, a lot of shit but none compare to look in her face when I threw back everything she done because of me in her face. All the rest of the shit I did in the past don't even come near to that heart broken look she had since I saw her when she walked into the bedroom.
I look across the road and saw the neighbors looking at Jordan in shock an disgust as she tried to cover herself. The dogs were growling at her I laughed and sped off. Speed off away from my home I wanted to sell because of what happened in it. The one that Brie and I now called our house. I can't believe what happened in it moments ago. I really can't.
Now, look. I know I have let her down many times before and were the reason for her tears many times. I know this. This time is not like all those other times. It isn't like she was the one in the wrong this time. She isn't married anymore and is all mine. I fixed her heart, the same one I cause damage too. I fixed it. And I fixed it back better than before but this time I don't know. This time it might not be the same.
I'm now driving through allies trying to find her. Hoping, praying she is somewhere near. Hoping she stop drive to let the morning wind calm her down. Each street seem empty expect for the trash and stray cats and dogs. "Brie!" I called out hoping she was there and hear me. If she does she could at least reply. Corner after corner I do this but the only thing that comes back to me is silence or my echo. I sniffled and continue driving.
I just want to see her. Make sure she is safe? Make things right but I just don't know where she goes when she is heart broken? I just want to tell her what I have been telling her home and for her to believe me. And make everything better with a kiss. It seems to be the only thing I want or at least it is to the top of the list. I stop at the red light, thinking about running it but cars drove in front of me. I watch myself in the rare view mirror and fix my mess up hair. Why can't we just have a smooth relationship? Why are me always going in circles? When will we get it right? I literally hate Jordan for coming in between us! She is like my arch enemy at this point. I hate that bitch!
Realizing me driving away in search of Brie is just a way to run away from my problem. Even if it seems like I'm running towards it. Driving and searching helps distract my mind so it won't hurt so much. I place my head out the window hoping to find her but I can't. I can't even see her car so I could follow her. Now, she told me she loves me a lot but I didn't I not tell her it enough? Is that why she doesn't believe me? Whatever it is I'm going to make it right.

I wish I had a genie besides me right now. That way I can ask it where do broken hearts go? That way I can find out where she goes when she is afraid. When she is let down. When she hates me. Because apparently it isn't anywhere I search or am searching. I turn up a hill to somewhere which has trees hoping she is there since she likes trees, hoping she is safe. Hoping she isn't sleeping with someone as I look right now as a way of vengeance. I got angry and even more hurt when I thought of the latter. "Please dear god don't make her be sleeping with anyone else." I prayed. She isn't here either. Where could she possibly be? In a hotel or a motel? I need to know.

I sighed and drove somewhere with life as I park to the side of the road. I pulled out my phone and press Brie's numbers. After three rings she answered but didn't say a word. I don't mind though once she is safe. "Brie are you safe?" Was the first thing I ask. It is the most important thing if you asked me. I don't want her back in hospital. "Yea." She replied coldly an I heard the pain and anger in her voice. It hurt me but I guess I deserve it for going to a damn club!

"Where are you?" I asked but received silence.

"Where do you go when you feel afraid?"

"Where do you go when your heart broken?"

All these questions I asked but got no reply but I know she is there. Knowing that she isn't even speaking to me broke down into tears but I need to know one thing. One thing that can either make or break me.

"Will you ever love me again?" I asked. Come on Brie answer. I need to know an I need her! I need her to get me out of this horrible feeling. Get me out from this pit of all my doom. I need her. "Will you Brie?" I choked out. All I heard was a sniffle followed by a beep, representing she hung up. I throw my phone to the back and just began to beat around in my car before pulling on my hair crying. Great I lost her! I lost her to something I don't even remember doing. It all started because I accused her.

Still I'm left to wonder where she is.

(A/n sort of like a filler chapter. Stay tune for the next chapter 😊 I hate the new wattpad update 😣😡.)