Brie pov

It is Wednesday and I got the day off. Bryan is working a house show, then after that he got a meet and greet so I'm home alone......basically all day. I'm happy for that though, I need to think. I sighed and curled up on the chair outside, out looking my garden.
Thoughts of all the times I lied to Bryan came rushing through my head. The times where I lied to him about what I was thinking about, about where I was going and so much more stuff. I didn't think I'd ever cheat on Bryan but I was wrong. I gave into the dark side, I couldn't resist Dean, the funny thing was I didn't even notice him before all that! It is also funny how I found THE ONE in the dark side. I'm just being honest right now, maybe not to everyone but I'm being honest with myself. That counts right? I'll take.
Even though I'm super happy I found Dean there. I'm feeling like such crap! Sure I told Bryan I cheated on him, but he knew I was up to something already. I promise to be faithful forever to him but I didn't, I failed him. If I was to go back and redo it all over again I'll do the same thing every time because I found Dean.
I exhale and finish the rest of my cold cranberry juice, the one which Bryan and
I love so much. I look up at sunny sky, shading my eyes with my hand as I wave a plane goodbye, fully well knowing no one on that plane saw me but it was a thing Dean and I did. "Josie, see that plane?" She tilt her head to the side looking up "say later suckers!" I said to the French bull dog but she just lay down. I rolled my eyes and got up, opening the door so we could go inside. I like the outsides and sky is a pretty baby blue color but that sun is overly hot.

Dean pov

Day off! Day off! I chanted mentally as I walked around in my boxer briefs with a plate of slightly burnt noddles I made in my hands. In my defense I was too into the music to remember I was boiling noddles! Plus they aren't all that burnt. I'm to lazy to sit up and eat so rest the food on the bed and flick the TV on resting the remote right besides as I dug into my food. I look up at the tv and saw a happy couple and rolled my eyes thinking about Brie.
I know goat face gives Brie everything, she has everything with him, if I'm Being honest. They have the same likes in stuff, they grow earth together and shit and what do I do? Well, I do quite a lot too but you know what I mean. Monday when she came over I couldn't even give her what she wanted which was more than a kiss but I have a reason.
She has it all, loving family, tons of friends, a husband and she has a great house and her career is great right now! I have nothing without her. She is my everything! I need her, I need to be who take her home. The one whom she lives with and married too, I need to be that one. I promise myself after she choose Bryan to let her go but I just need her to be with me right now, I wish she was here with me. We could laugh about my burn noddles. I don't care for her little troll ass husband. I don't care that she loves him because she loves me more and I love her more than he could ever. She should be with me. I need to be the one she marries and never gets divorce too. I heard my door knock and I sighed pushing my plate aside getting up and walking over to the door. It may only be Roman he saw me like this millions of times all he will do is throw something over me. Or it could be Seth but he is super busy and even he saw me like this too. Maybe Nicole but there is a first time for everything.

"Hellooo" I greeted and once more I'm shock to see her there. It is like god read my mind and answered my not yet prayed for prays. "Hi, I know you may not want to let me in-" she stop talking when I step aside, signaling for her to enter.

Brie pov

I walked in his hotel room and look around at the nice room. I blush bit at his attire but I saw him in less. He walked over to his bed and lay on his belly. Okay, I thought following behind him. "I know I don't deserve to be here with you but I can't help myself." I told him as he nod putting a spoonful of noodles in his mouth. Yes, I said spoonful. Dean is the only person who eats noodles with a spoon! My little weird baby-cakes. "Can I stay with you for a minute?" I held my hands together tightly "I swear I'll make it worth it." He look up at me a smirk. "Only if you eat my noodles," he challenged and I look at the beyond burnt noodles. "Can I add ketchup?" I ask super cute but he didn't budge, shaking his head. I rolled my eyes and took his spoons putting some noodles on there and then in my mouth. It was horrid, I close my eyes as I swallowed. "Aww, it was good she closed her eyes. It took you heaven didn't it?"  I laughed loudly laying besides him. "No, more like hell. Why didn't you make something else with it or add some sauce?" I look into his blue eyes as he shrugged looking at me. "Disrespectful and no need too." He is confident in his cooking alright.
Being around him is nice and all but I can feel his inner walls with me. "Did Madison tell you I apologize to her?" I tried to interact with him some more. He finish his meal an I took the plate and spoon resting on the ground besides the bed. "She told me you just said sorry and walk off," I twisted my lips to try not to laugh "yeah that." We began to laugh and I want to kiss him no, I want to do more than just kiss.
He flip onto his back and I don't know what came over me but I got on top of him and kissed him, he surprisingly kiss me back, it just feels like heaven kissing him. I took a risk further and entered his boxer briefs. He moan out before coming to senses and pulling away from our kiss, shaking his head. "Dean please forgive me." I said as I slowly started to massage him in his briefs, his body wants it but his mind says no. "I..." He trail off but shake his head. "Just temporarily? Yeah I know it is my fault you put up your walls and made that deal with yourself. Sure, I shouldn't have pick Bryan. I could have just run off but I need you now," I told him. He pulled away my hand from touching his 'wand' as I like to call it, holding both my wrist in his large hands. "I'm sorry Brianna I just can't."
I sighed defeated and rolled off him, I'm not going to leave him now though. I then got a bright idea! "How about you get rid of your boner while I watch?" Technically we won't be having sex. "We played that game already and we all know how it end." He held his grounds as I let wind out my mouth, hunching over a bit. "Fine, you go and do what you have to do in private while I listen behind locked doors?" I'm not giving up.
He stared at me and I did a cute smile, he was the one sighing in defeat now as he got up with a tent in his briefs, walking over to the bathroom, closing and locking the doors. I then got off the bed and press my head against the door hearing his deep moans which made me moan, only he can do that. Just one more time Dean, just do me one more time! I need to be the one you bed, the only one you bed. "Just once Dean, then I promise no more?" I tried to reason from behind the door but no response came. I don't care if he have a thing for Madison or she has a thing for him, he is mine and only mine.
When did became a need whore? I don't care though.

(A/n: I was so close to making Dean cave in bug then I remembered.......... Thanks to all you guys who commented and gave your opinion. Turns out I know what I'm going to do but I just don't know if to write into this book? Or make a squeal. You decided on that one love ya.)