harry

I wondered around Winter Wonderland. Good thing not much people bothered going to me. I looked up and saw it was about to rain. Aww sh!t. I forgot my umbrella.

I felt a bump on my leg and saw... Blue?

"Dada? DADA!" She screamed hugging me tightly. I hugged her softly.

"I was looking for mwum but then I got lost." She said. "Has your mum been wearing the ring she has?" I asked. She then made a thinking face and squinted her eyes thinking hardly. And then proceeded to nod. I smiled.

"Lets go find your mum yeah?" I asked she nodded holding my hand.

taylor

I AM SUCH A TERRIBLE MOTHER. FIRST I WON'T BE ABLE TO GIVE HER A COMPLETE FAMILY. And now I lost her. Hurray for Tay.

My eyes watered, tears want to escape but I'm like hell nah you won't. Okay I should start acting my age. I looked at my ring that Harry gave me. Gosh. Its so beautiful. I just want to cry some more.

I can't believe this! I texted Karlie.

(never mind the time tho 😂😊) (i should stop with the pictures 😂)

I grabbed the ring from my finger, slightly kissing it. Wishing, that everything will be okay. That I can find my daughter. Please. I need her. She needs me.

I cried losing hope. "Mum?" I looked up seeing her, hand in hand with Harry. Looking down at me. "Oh my God!  Blue!" I cried hugging her. "I bumped into her awhile ago saying she was lost, so I helped her. " he smiled.

"Thank you Harry, so so much." I smiled standing up, giving him his well deserved hug. He hugged back. I smiled I opened my eyes, seeing Blue climbing onto the bench and jumping towards our hug. "FAMILY HUG!" She screams.

I feel complete and happy, but I can't rush this. I have to wait. Should I wait?

"Nice running into you Hazz, thank you." I smile holding his hands with my tiny ones. Letting go slowly.

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UPDATE WEEK FAMM, MAY UPDATE AT CHRISTMAS!!!.

~mx