Shehnaaz sidharth shukla 🥺❤️

(I wish it was the truth but destiny 💔)

She is an orphan ... A middle class girl she lives her life to the fullest as she knows that her life is too short to keep any grudges...

She is suffering from an ATRIAL SEPTAL DEFECT ... basically has a hole in her heart ... not very big but still ... She knows that she won't live longer ... She is an overthinker ... An introvert ... Not much expressive ... But her eyes ... Her eyes acts opposite of her heart ... They were expressive ...  Every emotion her heart feels ... Were clearly seen in her eyes ...

She is pure like holy water ... And sweet like honey ... She loves everyone around her ... But never shows it ...

Knowing that sidharth ... Her life ... Her husband ... Her heart ... He doesn't love her back ... He can never do ... But still she loves him ... Secretly ... From the deepest corner of her heart ... But realised it a long back that she fell in love with the person she adored on the screen ...

Dil mera hai na samajh kitna ? ...
Besabar ye bewakoof bada

Chahta hai kitna tujhe
Khud magar nhi jaan saka ❤️

But

She never wants him to know how much she loves him ...  She didn't want him to fall in love with her as she knows that ... Once she will die ... His life will become a living hell.... She had always adored him as his fan never thought that one day she would be tied in a knot with him forever... She won't let him know her feelings ..  because

She knows ...

Ek insaan toh mar jaata hai ...

Par jo reh jata hai ... Wo har roz Marta hai ... Har din Marta hai ... Har pal Marta hai ... Unki yaadon main ... 💔

She didn't wanted him to becomes like this just because of her ... She just wants his happiness ...

But her heart ? ... Even her heart wants love ... Her heart had the wishes ... The wishes that he will love her back ... The wish that he will care for her ... The wish that he will pamper her listen her ... But neverthelessly she never let her heart do that ... She didn't wanted him to know about her love ...

Alas ... She had didn't even told him about her disease ... Because she didn't wanted to bother him ... Nor his family knows about her disease ...

She knows his past ... Somewhere it pains and breaks her heart that ... In the past he loved a girl more then his own self and the girl left him broken and shattered ... He somehow handled himself ... But she knows how much broken he is maybe she can read him ... As an open book ...

It's been a month of their marriage ... On the first day he left her as he had some work commitments ... And maybe because he wasn't even happy marrying her she knows that ... She wanted him to not to love her ...

But her heart ... Her already suffering heart won't be able to take his hatred when she just loved him from her all might

Dil mera vi kar de Chad da
Par Teri aadat pai gyi aa 💔

It was her habit to adore him ... To look at him for hours. .. it was her desire and her wish to see him happy ...

It's been a month that she saw him ... Her heart yearns to see him again ... But he was too busy maybe he busied himself with his wish ...

Just one wish she had that ... If she would be in her death bed .... She wanted die in the arms of one person she loved with her soul. .

Isse jyada haseen maut hogi nhi
Teri baahon main hum mar sake 💔

Sidharth Shukla 💖

He is calm from outside but broken from inside ... He doesn't believe in love now ... He once fell in love with the wrong person ... Who breaked him apart .... She just used him ... For her needs for fame ... Ther was a time when sidharth and Neha were the hottest couple of the social media ... He was so much in love with her ... But she just used him for fame and once got what she wanted ... She left him ... Broken ... He was shattered after her... Thought to quit YouTube but his fans ... Were the reason that made him come back from depression and started doing his work back ...

He is soft but too much hurted that now he just stops himself from attaching with someone ...

From the deepest corner of his heart he knows that the girl he has been married with ... Is pure and sweet .... But never talked with her ... he was away from her from last 1 month maybe because he wanted some time for himself ...

He is a content creator ... A youtuber ... With millions of followers and fans ..... He makes family friendly clean content with no abusive words ...

(Samajh toh gye hoge ? ... Nhi samjhe toh offcourse i have taken a little of personality from my hommmieee... Nischay offcourse par sidharth ke one liners and cuteness were ❤️)

He is a gamer and a roaster ... Who roasts a person even so cutely that the person can never feel insulted ... But his one liners were fire 🔥

But his anger issues were something which she was unaware of ... maybe because they didn't even interacted with each other ...

It's been a month of their marriage ... As after a day of his marriage he neede to leave for his business commitments ...He had not even talked with her once nor he asked for her ...

He never interacted with her just busied himself in the work ....

He has been to silent ... Which pains her heart as when she used to see his videos he looked like a jolly person ... But he wasn't... He has just busied himself in work like nothing else matters to him ... But the way he loves his family ...

Her heart Wells up at the man she adored her whole life ... She wished to meet her whole life but never thought that one day she would be tied in a knot with him ..

She was aware of her disease... She also know that she won't live long ... That is why she don't wants him to connect with her. ..

But how can she control her heart ? ... When she yearned for love her whole life she was deprived of her parents love ... Nor she had any sister ... She was an orphan ...

Her best friend her best buddy was her only hope ... Her only family

Mr. And Mrs. Saraf

He is Rohit saraf ... Sana's only bestfriend they were bestfriends from childhood ... He has always been on her side ... Loved her just like his friend he knows about her disease he tried explaining to her about telling him or her family about the disease but neverthelessly Sana is too adamant ... He is scared to loose her

He knows how pure hearted she is and wants her to get every bit of happiness.

He is kind and bubbly and a gossip queen for Sana ...

A complete drama .. 

Prajakta kohli saraf ... Wife of Rohit she is sweet kind and a friend of Sana too ... She too wants her to get every possible happiness and she loves her like her own sister ...

~side characters~

Rita maa ... She is sweetheart ... Loves Sana alot ... She is kind ... But a mother whose heart pains seeing her son in so much pain ... She just wants his happiness.... When she met with Sana in the first meeting she knew that she is perfect for sidharth maybe because her heart accepted her ... Heart knows everything ❤️

Ashok uncle ... He is stern but soft hearted ... He is a funny person ... With a kind and jolly nature ... Loves Sana more then sidharth ... In one month everyone connected without th Sana ... They pampered and loved her ... But still Sana wanted that one person ... He felt bad when sidharth left her on the very first day of there marriage but sidharth was too adamant to leave .... He didn't forced him ... But felt bad for the girl who everyday yearns to see her husband ...

Abhishek shukla ...

Little brother of sidharth... He loves his bhabhi more then his Bhai ... In very less time Sana and Abhishek had bonded so well together .. 

He is a cutie ... And Sana's favourite person who takes care of her happiness and always tries to make her laugh smile and be happy .. 

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