Par Ghar jaana kyu hai ? ... Sana said shrugging her shoulders ...

Ghar jaana kyu hai matlab ab kya tumko yaha hospital hi rehne de kya ? ...he said rolling his eyes...

Pehli bandi ho jo hospital rehne ki baat karri ho ... gadhiiiii ... He said reading her reports time and again ... Memorizing the medicines name and emergency tablets the timings and everything as he took it on himself to take care of her medicines ...

Though for some moments it was an overwhelming feeling for Sana that he is so caring ... But all of a sudden ... Is it because he felt pity over her ?  .. or he is guilty ...

She shrugged her thoughts letting him do whatever right now she just wants to experience his care ... Maybe for some moments ...

She pouted listening him ...

Aisa nhi hai ... Pata nhi Mai kab tak hu ... Agar dobara phir attack aaya ya medical complications hui ... Even nightstares .... anxiety... Pata nhi kab tak jeeyungi par sab ko taklif hogi issiliye bol rhi thi hospital hi thik hai ... Phir meri waja se saare pareshan honge na ... She looked down her eyes filled up ...

She kept her point and her overthinking infront of him with rver so simplicity making him took a sec to calm.dpwn his breaths he was slowly loosing himself on her innocence ...

And somewhere he knows that is why he is trying to control himself ...

Tere paas aana mera naseeb nhi
Tujhse door jau itna mera dil nhi

Jaanti nhi tu kitna sochu main baare main tere
Sab jaankar bhi tujhe koi khabar nhi ❤️

Sabse pehle toh na apna dimag Khali karo ... He whispered... His voice was stern yet his soul shivered at her words ..  what she speaks so normally it breaks his heart that damn painfully .

Koi pareshan nhi hai tumse ... Jo bhi log tumhare aas paas hai isiliye hai kyuki tumhara khayal karte hai. .  tumse pyaar karte hai naaz ... He whispered trying to make her understand his point of view she needed to understand

Jo ye tum bolti rehti ho kitna jeeyungi kitna jeeyungi ... Meri jaan tujhe idea bhi hai ... Tu kitna dard deti hai sabko aise baat baat bol kar sabki ummeed tod kar ...

She looked down ... As the son escaped her mouth ...

Acha ro toh nhi ....he said panicked as her tears rolled down ...

She looked down ...

She is taking stress which is damn harmful for her ...

Acha sorry rou toh nhi ab ... He lifted her face up ...

Aap kyu sorry bol re ho ?  .. she whispered

Aap ro nhi isiliye... He said coming closer to her...

He stood there on her side just checking her heartbeats on the side machine. ..

She absent mindedly leans over keeping her head on his stomach ...

She closed her eyes ....where as his body freezed ....as his mind played the past scenarios

His eyes welled up ... As he remembered ... Neha ... Who used to lean over him like this only ...

And he would stood there for her ... Caressing her hairs ...

Sana was feeling homesick as it isn't easy staying at the place which suffocates you ... When he came near she absent mindedly put her head over his stomach ...
.as her heart felt that home comfort in his presence

She moved back in a fraction of second ... Her head paining ... She didn't realised it was him ... But he was frozed ... With his mind running back to the flashbacks ...

She was tired and homesick ... Her heart felt comfot when he came near so she just absent mindedly leans over him ...

She layed back closing her eyes feeling nauseaus and exhausted ... Maybe the effect of medicine ... Didn't even left with the energy to open her eyes ...

She fell into deep slumber as her heart was at peace with him near but he stood there in a wonder ...

Hus eyes closed... He was trying to calm himself down... But the past flashbacks ... The more he is trying to control himself ... The more hue is loosing himself near her ... He don't know why ... He really don't know what he really wants ... But one thing it is ... Sana effects him really badly ... Because her every movement reminds him of his past ...

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As Sana was finally shifted home ... She was again Back to squre one as her medicines were again changed ... So that it will cure her slowly ... The hole isn't that big there is not a serious problem right now ... But surgery is a risk ...

Maa bass ... She said pushing her hand away time and again ... She is full still Rita maa is feeding her ... With an healthy home made food ...

Bas kya? ... Abhi khaya kitna hai ? ... Chup karke kha isse ... Rita maa scolded...

Maa ... she whines

Hn maa danto isko ... Sidharth too came ... And hugged Rita maa from behind looking at her with a sinister and mischievous smile ...

Hawwww sidharth aap bhi ... She made an adorable crying face making his heart melt ...

Dant khaane wale kaam hi hai tumhare .... He smirks

Chup karke khana Khao phir dawai bhi Leni hai madam apne ... He said ...

While Rita maa was surprised looking at him .... She didn't expected him this much caring somewhere today she saw the glimpse of her old sidharth ... In him ...

Sana made a poor pouty face ..  where as Rita maa fed her with her own hands ... In the mean time sidharth came with the box of her medicine ...

Sana looked at each and everyone around her teary eyed ...

Ashok uncle and Abhishek entered in the house ...

With hands full of bags for her ... All her favourite things which they got to know from Rohit ...

The way everyone pampered her she felt so loved ...

Abhi kya hua ? .... Sidharth panicked seeing her teary eyes ...

He wiped her eyes with his thumb ...

Kuch nhi ....she giggles wiping her eyes.... She was overwhelmed with everyone the way everyone loved her she felt as if her small dream of having a happy family is fulfilled now ...

But will she able to live her happy dream ? .... Atleast for a while creating some ....some of the memories for her soul to cherish after life ...

Will she ? ... What she deamnded ? ... Isn't that big for the universe that couldn't complete ... Her wish isn't that complex ? ...

But ... Maybe destiny has some other plans ...

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Or bhai ... Ki haal chaal phir ? ... Ahh kitna waqt hogya hum aise ek saath ikathe baithe hue nhi ? ... Abhishek chured sitting near his big brother ...

Who sat on the swing on the terrace looking straight at the moon ...

Aapki abhi tak Chand dekhne ki aadat gyi nhi na bhai ? ... Abhishek asked ...

Looking at the serenity of moon trying to figure out since a while atht why his big brother stares at the moon like that ...

Aadatein ... Itni jaldi toh nhi chootti na abhi ? ... Sidharth asked looking at t the moon ... In a complete serenity...

Par Aisa kya hai us Chand Mai ? ... Abhishek asked his curiosity at it's peak ...

Sukoon ... Chaand nhi milta abhi ... Or agar mil jaye ... Toh daag us par bhi dikhne lagte hi hai ... Main jisse apne chaand main dhoondhta hu ... Wo toh mujhse chaand se bhi jyada door hai ... Sidharth whispered

Bhai ... Neha ? ... Abhi whispered looking at him ...

Koshish kar Raha hu abhi ... Par pehli mohobbat ko bhulana itna asan toh nhi na ? ...

Or ye koshish kiski wajah se ? ....Abhishek asked ... More for sidharth to know that for whome he is trying ...

Sidharth looked straight at the moon again ... Abhi took a deep breath ... And smiled a little ...

Pata hai bhai ?... In 5 saalon main maine aapko bohot Miss Kiya ... Neha ke baad toh aap kahi kho se gye ... Ghum hogye aap ...

Aapne jeene ki ummeed kho di ... Hum sabka nhi socha sirf us ek insaan ka socha ? ... Kya wo sab kuch thi apki Bhai ? ... He asked his eyes welled up ... Damn he missed his big brother ... Even in the small banters or the times when he needed him the most but sidharth ... He was not stable ... He was dealing with alot alone ...

Par Aaj na ... Mujhe mere bhai dikhe ... Wo sidharth dikha ... Jo hasa karta tha ... Dil khol ke bola karta tha ... Or ye pata hai kiski wajah se hua hai ? ... Bhabhi ki wajah se ...

Bhai ... Bhabhi na ... Bilkul apke jaisi hai ... Bholi hai ... Bohot masoom hai ... Zindagi se haar chuki hai ... Par phir bhi apna dard kisi ko batati nhi ... Apne aas paas positivity rakhti hai ... Chahti nhi kabhi koi unki wajah se pareshan bhi ho ... Yakeen maniye ... Bilkul apki jaisi hai ... Bas farak itna hai ... Ke pehle wala sidharth ...apna dard atleast bola karta tha ... Par bhabhi ? ...

Wo nhi bolengi ... Toot jayengi bikhar jayengi ... Nhi bole gi ...

Jitna main jaan paya hu na Bhai unko .... Wo bohot achi hai ... Sabse bohot pyaar karti hai ... Tarasti hai pyaar ke liye ... Par phir bhi sabko itna pyaar deti hai ...

Mujhe bhi ... Ek bache jaise ... Kehne ko toh bhabhi hai ... Or mere liye ... Meri maa jaisi hai ... Meri dost ....

Jab aap nhi the na wo ek mahina ... Apki zarurat thi mujhe ... Par bhabhi ne ... Apki Kami poori ki ... Haan aapki jagah kabhi nhi Li ... Par apki Kami ka ehsaas nhi hone Diya Bhai ...

Kehte hai na ... Jab ... Ek ladka or ladki shaadi karte hai ... Toh ek dusre ki zimmedari lete hai ... Promises karte hai ... 7 phere 7 vachan ... Apne vachan toh wo nibha rahi hai bhai ...

Par ... Baari apki bhi hai ... Rishte main do logo ka hona zaruri hai ...

Efforts zaruri hai ... Aap ek kadam badhayenge na bhai wo apne aap apke paas aaye gi ...

Unhe is waqt apse jyada apki zarurat hai bhai ...

Abhi whispered... Looking straight whereas sidharth felt every word he said is stuck in his heart ...

Apne aap ko thoda waqt do ... Unhe janne ki koshish toh Karo ...

Apne aap ko ab roko mat Bhai ... Bohot kuch kho chuke ho .. shayad unke saath reh kar apne aap ko wapas paa lo ap ..  he whispered... With his eyes misty ...

Though he is small he don't keep any right to say anything in between Sana and sidharth ... But it was his heart ... Whome he opened infront of his brother today ...

As today ... He found that old self of sidharth back ... The way sidharth was devastated by the news ... The fear of loosing her was evident in his eyes ... In his body language what he was doing ....

Apne aap ko or unko ek moka do Bhai ... Roko mat khud ko ... Abhi whispered as sidharth hugged him ...

When did his baby brother came so much mature ? ....

Sidharth missed alot. ..

Abhi ... Sorry ... Sidharth whispered

As Abhishek hugged him more tighter....though how much he fights with sidharth ... How much sidharth teased him at the end both of them loved each other to no end ...

Jab tujhe meri zarurat thi tab main tere pass nhi tha ... Sorry ... I failed as a brother also ... Sidharth whispered

Bhaii ... Aisa kuch nhi hai ... Us waqt hum sabse jyada zarurat apki ... Apko khud ko thi ... Kyuki us waqt apka sbhalna zaruri tha ... Par ab apki sabse jyada zarurat bhabhi ko hai ... Unko sambhal lo bhai ... 

Sidharth nodded. ..

Cupping his small baby brothers face ... Kissed his head ... Abhishek is the smallest and the most pampred by everyone ...

Chlo main jaa ra ab sone girlfriend toh meri ab so gyi hogi ...he joked ...

Shakal dekhi hai apne ... Bada aaya girlfriend wala... Koi ladki bhao bhi na de tujhe ...

Hm hn .. apko toh meri phool jaisi bhabhi mil gyi ...ap toh yhi kahoge ... Abhishek smirked going away

Where as sidharth smiled ... Maybe it's the time ...

Maybe he could again find a reason to live in someone ...

He really don't know anything except the realisation that not to stop himself more but leave everything and listen what his heart says ...

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But is move on really that easy ? Falling in love is not that easy. ..

Love wants the assurance the want the need and most importantly efforts ... And sidharth ... He is not rely ready for all this ? ... Is he ? ...

Let's see what happens next 💔❤️