He slowly steadily made his way to her ...not disturbing her even a little bit ...

She was sleeping due to the effect of medicines ... nor he wants her to wake up and see him ... Because right now ... He knows he won't be able to face her. ...after what he has done in the morning ...

He sat there on the side just looking at her face ... Oxygen mask was attached with her face ... As she breathed softly ... She was not in her senses ... Sleeping ....

Looking like a sleeping Beauty to his eyes. ..

Hr kept his big palm over her small one which was resting on the bed near her frame ...

He held her hand in his trembling one ... He don't know why .... But today he felt scared loosing her in the real senses ...

He don't know why ... But the feeling was really strong ... he couldn't help but the mere thought scares him ... However he tries ... But still it hurts ... With the mere thought that he can loose her ...

He couldn't able to stay there for long so got up ... And caressed her hairs one last time ....before leaving the room ....

Where as her face had a frown on the loss of his warmth ... Even she needs him near her so that she could sleep with her mind at peace ...

His presence is her serenity ... and his absense is her agony ... She couldn't help her heart who felt his pain ..  who felt his absence when he was away ... For a whole month ... who felt him distancing himself away from her ..  her heart pained but maybe this is what she wanted ...

She did married him for the sake of Rita maa ... Nor she wanted to ruin his life ....but deep down somewhere she knew that she don't have much life left in her ... The will of living is not there in her ...

But will he be able to awake the will ....will he be able to give her the reason to live ? ...

Will he be able to ? Or will he again push her away from him ... ? 🥺💔

Hua ye kya hashar mera ?
Juda hua sabar mera

Main tere bin ek lamha kyu kabhi na jiya ?

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Bas karo na ab maa pls ... She whispered... She was already full yet Rita maa continues to feed her .  

But not for once she talked with her making her feel sad and hurt ... .

Maa aap mujhse naraz ho ? .. Sana whispered controlling back her tears ...

Alot she wanted to say having her maa near her but something in her heart stopped her ...

Tu apni maa se baatein chupati hai ..  or main naraz bhi na hou ? ...

Rita maa whispered her voice reflected how hurt she is ... Making Sana feel bad ... and anxious she doesn't know how she will explain herself ...

Rita maa stood up closing the lunch box ...

When Sana hugged her holding her from her waist ... sHe dodged her face in her stomach seeking her warmth ...

She sobbed painfully ...

Maa ....sorry ....Sana whispered

Meri waja se aapko wapas aana pada ... Shaadi se ... Tabhi nhi batana chahti thi main ... Dekho jaane anjaane aap par bhi bhoj ban gyi main ....she whispered

Sobbing ... Sidharth felt her sobs were the transparency of her pain ....when she cries ... It broke his heart in millions today ...

Chup ... Bache kabhi maa par bhoj hote hai ? ...

Agar Teri jagah par ajj sidharth hota toh bhi kya wo mere upar bhoj hota ? ...

Hayeee naahi maa ....waheguru na kare sidharth ko lambi umar bakshe babaji ... Na kre nhi ... Unko kuch nhi ho aisa kabhi ... She whispered ... Even the mere thought scares her to the core ... he felt so much of love in her voice ... He adored her standing on the door ....where as Sana was too lost in her own thoughts ... She wasn't aware that someone is adoring her from the corner ...

The reason ... Even he don't know ... But today after going through alot he didn't stopped himself ...

Bache main bas tujhe samjha Rahi hu mera babu ... Ke tu meri beti hai ... Meri bachi hai ... Bhoj nhi hai mere upar ...

Hn mujhe dukh bohot hua jab mujhe pata chala ke tune itni badi baat chupayi mujhse ...par koi ni ... Main toh maa hu apne bacho ko maaf kar sakti hu ...

Ab meri beti thodi gadhi hai na .... Rita maa said eyeing her sidewishle caressing her hairs ...

Hawww maaa .... Main gadhi nhi hu... Sana pouts cutely ...

Beta tujhe nhi pata ... Main maa hu na ... Mujhe behtar pata hai .... Tu gadhi hai ... Par achi wali ....Rita maa giggles ...

Acha ... Aap maa ho apko behtar hi pata hoga ... Sana whispered innocently Making Rita maa laugh more ...

Kya hua maa ? .... Sana frowns not understanding why she is laughing on her ....

Mera bacha ... Jyada stress nhi le ... Kuch nhi hua ... Rita maa cups her face and kissed her head ..

Abhishek entered in ... Eyeing sidharth teasingly who rolled his eyes ... Trying to hide his embarrassment as he was cought adoring her ...

Bhai ....sorry ....Sana whispered as she looked at him ...

Kyu meri pyaari bhabhi ... Abhi pulled her cheeks ... Making her giggle ...

Meri wajah se apki trip kharab hogyi na ... Itni mushkil se apka plan bana tha ... Meri waja se kharab hogya ... Maine jaan ke nhi kiya ...

Main sachi Jaan kar nhi karti par pata nhi kyu mere se sab kuch kharab ho jata hai ....Aisa kyu hota hai ? ... Her eyes welled up ...

He adored her from outside ... He was listening everything ... He frlt to smack his head .... When she blamed her self ...

She isn't the only cause for everything then why she takes everything on her own ? ...

Maybe there's something too deep in her which makes her blame herself ... She needs to understand that she is not the cause for everything ...

Maa ... Main Jaan kar nhi karti ... Par sab kuch kharab ho jata hai mujhse ... Toot jata hai sab kuch .... Tear rolled down her eyes as she remembered the morning incident ...

He too remembered the broke frame listening her ...

He felt even more guilty making her feel like this ...

Her heart is too heavy right now ... She couldn't say nor express anything ...

Mera bacha ... Rita maa hugged her ...

Kuch nhi kiya mera beta tune sachi ... Dekh kuch nhi hua ...

Haan bhabhi ...waise bhi apko pata hai main ap sab logo ko kitna miss kar Raha tha....or bhabhi aapne apne khane ki aise aadat lagayi hai na ... Ab mujhe bahar ka khana acha bhi nhi lgta ..

Waise bhi main apni pyaari si bhabhi ko bohot Miss kar Raha tha ...

Or mere dost kamine ...ek toh waise hi meri koi girlfriend nhi hai ... Upar se wo log apni girlfriends ke saath the main waise hi bore ho Raha tha 😭

Abhishek whines ... making her giggle while crying ...

Bhaii ....she said giggling ...

Ap bhi na ...

Or kya maine bhi un saali ko bol diya ... Meri wali meri bhabhi layegi... He said proudly ...

Making her smile and laugh ...

Phir toh apki shaadi jaldi karwani padegi ... Kya pata main kal hou na hou ? ... Sana whispered...

Sidharth Abhishek and Rita maa frowned

Bakwas nhi kar ... Rita maa pulled her ear softly making her whine ...

Acha sorry ... She whispered

Prajakta entered in ...

Di ap kaise ho ? ... She whispered hugged Sana ... Emotionally ...

Main thik hu ... Tu kaisi hai ? ... Or hamara chotu baby ? ... Wo kaisa hai ? ... Thik hai na ... Sana askeda s prajakta moved back ...

Betu ... Sana looked at her tummy ...

Ye tere mummy papa terko jyada pareshan toh nhi karte na ? ... Bua ko batade ... Wo daant lagayegi dono ki ... She giggles caressed her belly ...

Hnji bilkul ... Doda Doda ayega ... Apke pass ... Maine toh chorh Jana hai ...aap hi sambhalo ... Aap ko toh pata hai di ... Main ek bache ko... Rohit ko sambhalu wahi bhot hai .... she
giggles

Hai kaha wo ? ... Milega bhi nhi mujhse ... Itna naraz hai wo ? ... She whispered

She already depicted that he is hurt because of her ... because it's been more then a hour she got her consciousness and not for once he came in to check her ..

Though sidharth didn't even come ... But she buried the thought deep in the corner of her heart so that her expectations will not grew more ...

Naraz toh hai ... Rita maa whispered

Manana padega usko ... Prajakta too said ...

Sana humms ...

Tu stress mat ke bacha ... Wo samjahta hai ... Tu manayegi toh Maan jayega ... Rest kar ... Teri dawai ka bhi time hogya dekh ...Rita maa pointed at the nurse who entered in with the trolley containing her medicines ...

Everyone left the room ... As she was being treated with her medicines ...

Ad soon as she was lonely ... Her mind stuck to the sad reality ..  her heart felt heavy as all the emotions suddenly flowed ...

Was she that bad ? ... Then why he asked for friendship? ...

When he don't have space in his life ... In his heart .. 

For a time ....hr himself gives her expectations... And the next moment he shattered them ...

Is she taht bad ? ... Then why is she always being REJECTED BY HIM ?

He rejected her everytime ... Every fucking time ...

Her eyes welled up painfully ....but she controlled her tears ...

If her presence effects him ... Then she will try distancing herself ...

Call her selfish ...but still her heart wants to be near him ... To look at him ...to be there ... Near her family ... Maybe in her last times ....

She don't know how much life left in her ... But she wants her last time to spend with his presence ...

She will stay away she promised....she won't bother him ... She won't touch his things ... She will never invade his presence ...

But ... Atleast she can see him ? ...

Itna haq toh hai na mera ? Sidharth

Ye haq mat cheeno mujhse please ... Main toh chah kar bhi tumhara dard kam nhi kar sakti ...

Kyuki na tum chahte ho ki main tumhare pass aau ... Na main ..  agar dobara ummeed tooti na toh is baar sachi main mar jaungi ...

Oh sorry ... Mar hi toh rhi hu ...

Baba ji ... Or kitna tadpana hai ? .... Dekho sabko kitna pareshan kar rahi hu main ... Maa ko bhi ... Sidharth bhi pareshan hai ... Rohit bhi ... Bhoj ban gyi hu sab par ...

Ap jaldi bulao na ... Or kitna dard baaki hai ? ...

Main aise nhi dekh sakti sidharthh ko ... Wo mera hokar bhi Mera nhi hai ...

Paas toh hai hum ... Par phir bhi chaand si dooriyan hai hamare beech ...

Main bhi kitni pagli hu ...

NAAM UNHE CHAND KA DIYA ... OR CHAND SE HI SHIKAYAT KI ITNI DOORIYAN KYU ? ...

she wiped her tears ... Un her eyes ... He is not at fault ... He can never be ... She can never stay angry ....who was at fault is her only ...

She knows that she is like this only ... Dhe accepted the fact long ago that she bothers everyone ... Hurts everyone who is near her ...

She accepted

(If my closer ones will read this they will definitely say ... That in this phrase i portrayed myself ... 😂💔)

Maybe for her own sanity ... Because there was no one to comfort her ... Rohit was there ... He tried his best ...

But still at the end dhe was tortured by the society like that only ...

Her dark past is the reason she is so insecure ... As she faced so much ...

Was she always like this ? ... A big no ...

She was a jolly person ... But after her parents left her .... The real trauma began ... She had no one ...

She survived alone faced alot of things ... Rohit was also an orphan that is why they were always together ...

She had considered him ... Her brother her mother and her father ... Because he tried his best to never let her feel the absence of her family ...

Rohit entered in ... She turns around ... Looking at him ... For a second she thought it was sidharth ...

But sidharth didn't have the heart to see her in this condition... After knowing her condition it's damn difficult for him to be normal again ...

He was going through alot but silently ... He didn't had the courage to face her ...

Kutte sharam nhi aayi ? ... Itni der se kon aata hai ? ... Yaha main bimar padi hu ... Meri mummy ko sabse pehle hona chiye tha yaha par ....dhe whines looking at him ...

Her eyes welled up ...

Tereko kya zarurat meri ... Kamini dil ki mariz tu hai attack mere ko deti rehti hai ... Tereko pata hai na ... Mera tere or prajakta ke alawa koi nhi hai ...

Phir bhi ... Ye sab kya harkat Li tune ... Jaan ke medicines ki dose higher Li na ? ...

Tereko nhi jeena ? ... Bata de ? ... Tujhe nhi jeena ... Kyu aise karti hai tu ? ... Dekh ab toh tere pass family bhi hai ..  sab kitna chahte hai tujhe ...

Tu chahe na shehnaaz tu thik ho sakti hai ... Par tu hona hi nhi chahti ...
Agar ajj medicine ke side effect se tujhe kuch ho jata toh ? ..

Ankhein di nhi hai kya bhagwan ne ... Dekhkar dawai ni Li jati tere se ? ...

Pagal aurat ... He took a breath to calm himself

Mummy mummy shant hoja bhyi kya hogya ... Mari thodi hu main ... She chuckles ...

Dekh bilkul thik hu tere samne fit and fine ... Maine Kasam lage Jaan ke nhi Li thi medicines ... Us waqt pain jyada ho raha tha mereko kasam lagr pata nhi chala Maine kitni goliyan Li ...

Sorry ... Meri waja se tu pareshan hogya na ... Her eyes welled up ...

Mera beta ... Teri waja se kuch nhi hua ... Sorry ... Teko samjahna chahiye tereko daant diya ...

Par terko pata main kotna dar gya tha ... SIDHARTH ne sambhala mereko ...

Wo kaha hai ? ... Sana asked immediately as he mentioned

Wo doctor ke pass hai ... Tere Jo doctor hai na ... Unse poochne gya hai ... Kaise kaise cheezein hongi kya kya hoga ..  surgery necessary hai ya nhi ...

Waise abhi toh doctor ne mana hi Kiya hai ... Halat critical hai na ... Surgery main risk hai ...

Issiliye ... He said comforting her ...

Medicines se bhi bilkul thik ho jana hai tune ... ok

Chl soja ab ...

Kumbkaran

Hawww kutte ... She hits him on his arm ...

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Why is sidharth caring ? ...is it because he felt pity on her ... Or he was guilty ... Or he was doing this because his heart said to ...

I hope you all liked it ❤️

But sidharth will be able to accept her? ... Is sana really gonna die ? ...

Let's see what happens next