Tu kab batayegi sidharth ko ? ... Rohit whispered driving the car to hospital it was her monthly checkup today ... Last month she didn't visited the hospital ...

But last night when she felt a little she shared with Rohit ...

From the childhood ... Rohit was her only family ... He has always been her side in her ups and downs ... The reason why she never slipped in depression ...

She has always shared everything with him ... Because he was the one played every role in her life whether it is caring like a mother protecting her like a father ... Teasing her like her bestfriend...

He was perfect in her eyes and the brother figure to her ... The bond between them is just as pure as holy water ...

Which can never be judged by anyone ...

Huhh ...she replied ... Her heart thumping down ...

But the look he had on her face while seeing her hugging Rohit ... Is bothering her ...

Is he jealousss ? ....her heart asked ...

Why would he ? ... Her mind retorted ... He has already given her a reality check last night that even if he tries he can never be her's with his whole heart because ... His heart belongs to someone else ...

Is it possible to love again ? ...when ...someone shattered you once you fell for them harder ...

If yes ... Then will her heart has that long life to make him fell for her ...

PYAR MAIN PADHNE KE LIYE TOH EK PAL BHI KAFI HAI ...

PYAAR MAIN MARTE BOHOT LOG HAI

PAR SAATH JEENA BHI HAI .. OR PAL PAL MARNA BHI HAI

USSE DEKH KAR ..HASNA BHI HAI .. OR USKE HALATO SE DARNA BHI HAI

MOHOBBAT HAI ... KHONE KO BOHOT KUCH ... OR PAANE KO KUCH BHI NHI ... PAR PHIR BHI WO SUKOON JO KABHI KISI KO MILA NHI ❤️

kab batayegi usse ? ... Apni condition ke baare main ? ... He asked looking straight at the road ...

Kabhi nhi ...she looked at him ...

Kyu ? ... Kya Tera man nhi karta ke tujhe bhi Tera pati support kare ? ... Tre saath rahe ? ... Bol ? ... Haalat Dekhi hai apni ? ...

TU PAL PAL MAR RAHI HAI ... PHIR BHI TERE CHEHRE PAR KOI SHIKHAR NHI ? ...

KAISE ? ... Rohit asked ...

Wo saath toh hoga mere ... Par apne dil se nhi ... Main nhi chahti ke wo mujhse pyaar kare ... Ek baar pehle bhi wo pyaar main thokar kha chuka hai ...

Wo jataye na jataye ..dikhta hai uski aankhon main ... Wo khaali pan ... Bohot mushkilon se apne aap ko sambhala hai usne ...

Agar wo ab toota na Rohit ... Jee nhi payega ... Chahe zindagi sukoon ki na ho ... Par marna main sukoon se chahti hu ... 💔

Agar mere bina wo toot jayega ... Toh kya kabhi mujhe sukoon mil payega ? ...

Her eyes welled up ...

IT IS THE TRUTH OF THE UNIVERSE ... THAT ...

IK tarfa shayad ho ... Dil ka bharam

Do tarfa hai toh ye ... Sanjog hai...

IF TWO PERSON FELL IN LOVE ... EVERYTHING IS PERFECT THEY WERE INSEPARABLE WHEN DESTINY PLAYS HER CRUEL GAME ..

apne aap toh maine apne liye ye zindagi nhi chuni na ? ...  She whispered

Making Rohit vulnerable

Tu bilkul positive nhi rehti. ... Tu jeena hi ni chahti yaar ... Doctor said ke there are still hopes ...

Chances hai ke you will survive medications chal Rahi hai na Teri ? ... Phir ...

Bakwas karti rahegi har waqt ... He scolded ...

Jeene ki wajah bhi toh ho ... Dar lagta hai... Ke agar usse pta chla or usne mujhe apne aap se door kar diya toh ? ... Her heart thumped loudly

Atleast uske pass rehne ka ehsaas toh hai na.... Main usse khona nhi chahti. .. her eyes welled up ...

Or agar usne mujhe apnaya bhi ... Toh wo bhi shayad taras kha kar kyuki wo mujhe saaf shabdo main bata chuke hai ke wo kabhi bhi mujhse pyaar nhi kar sakte Rohit ... He can never accept me with his whole heart ...kyuki shayad ... Uska dil uske paas hai hi nhi ..  kisi or ke pass hai ... She gulped the painful lump ...

Acha tu ye sab chod ... Rohit whispered as he saw her condition she was taking too much which is the biggest threat to her life ...

Waise tu na ab ye hug wag karna chod de ... Specially apne dear husband ke samne ... Sala sidharth ne pakkaa apne man main Mera katal Kiya hoga. .. he said dramatically

Main nhi chahta abhi hi mar jau bhaiii ... Abhi toh apne hone wale bache ko dekha bhi nhii ... He said acting like he is scared ... Making her giggle ...

Kitna drama karta hai tu kutte ... Or maine tujhe thodi apni mummyyy ko hug Kiya tha na ... She chuckles as Rohit makes a face ...

Sana used to tease him calling him mummy ... But honestly ... He has always played every role in her life wheyher it is of a mother a father a bestfriend or a brother ...

As they both reached the hospital... Doctor checked her ..  thankfully ... There wasn't anything but her blood pressure is the biggest issue which roses up because of stress that is why doctor advised her not to take stress ...

After when.... Both of them goes to meet prajakta at his home ...

Though Sana didn't asked him to take her hospital but it was him ... Who knew that today she needed to visit hospital... It was her weekly visit ...

Last week he wasn't there that why she missed going to doctor ...

Plus she knows that now Rohit has his own priorities that is why she thought not to disturb him ... But he knew that she needed to visit the hospital every week ...

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Kya hua bacha? ... Rita maa said as she saw him sitting on the couch ... Looking at the door time to time ..

Sana ka intzaar ho ra hai ? ....Rita maa said with a
Teasing smile ...

Huhh... He was snapped back by her voice ...

Nhi nhi ... He said hesitant and embarassed being
Cought ...

He don't know why he is waiting for her ... But his heart wanted to get a glimpse of her ...

Itna hi yaad aa rahi hai toh call karle ? ... Hmmm hmmm ... Rita maa teases ...

Making a face ... Frustrated by his own growing feelings he nodded. ..

Main studio Jaa ra hu ... He didn't waited for her reply making Rita maa frown ..

Hmm ...jaa ...mujhse toh tu chup jayega ... Apne jazbaaton se kaise chupe ga ? ... Kaise bhagega unse sidharth ... Rita maa said ... She needed to make him realise that he needed to move on with her ...

She is his wife now ... His responsibility... She should be her love ... She should be his priority

She is happy that atleast he is taking done steps but little bit she knows that the fear of falling in love in his heart is pulling him back from taking steps towards Sana ...

He closed the door of his studio ... Furiously ... Looked here and there. .. punched the nearby wall to calm down his frustration ...

He pinched the wall making his knuckles bleed thankfully ... His studio was at the topmost floor so that no body could listen his voices ...

He sat down on the nearby chair ...  Holding his head in his hand ...

Why is it so complicated? ...

He is attracted towards sana ... It's just a mere attraction ...

Just an attraction ... he whispered trying to convince his heart who gradually has started to fall for her innocence

Nhi sidharth ... You can't feel like this ... You can't ... Wo bas teri ek zimmedari hai ... Usse jyada kuch nhi ... Kuch nhi ...

Dost bhi nhi ...biwi bhi nhi ... Kuch nhi .... Nhi hai kuch ... Maine nhi Diya usse apne upar koi bhi haq ... Behtar rahega agar wo bhi mujhse ummedein na lagaye ...

Ummedein jp bas insaan ko tod kar rakhti hai ..   ye sab ehsaas... Ye jazbaat ko mehsus karne ka haq nhi hai mujhe ... Maine sirf ek shaqs se mohobbat ki hai ...

Or sirf ussi se karunga ... Sirf ussi se ... For once he named his heart at one girl ... Whome he loves till now ... He knows that she can never be his ...but still ...he thinks that his heart only belongs to that person ...

PAR SHAYAD MAN KE BHRAM KO YE NHI PATA ... KE MOHOBBAT TOH USSI DIN LHATAM HO GYI THI ...

JIS DIN WO CHOD KAR GYI THI ... ISTMAAL KAR KAR ... BEDARDI SE BEKHAR DIYA ... USSI DIN MOHOBBAT NE MUH MOD HI LIYA ...

Anjaam-e-mohobbat ne toh bohot dard Diya
Warna yaadein toh ajj bhi Dil main samet rakhi hai.

agar wo nhi toh haan mujhe ab kisi se mohobbat karne ka koi haq nhi ...Sana meri zimmedari hai ... Usse badh kar kuch nhi ... Or shayad main usse kuch de bhi na pau ...

He whispered... His past was dreadful ...how much he had suffered when she just left him ... Alone ... Let him suffer ... He couldn't able to hate her ... Because his love was alot more ...

He kept on to love her ...secretly ...

Sana came back home ... As she sat down with rita maa

She wanted to see him ...but he didn't came from his studio ...he stayed the whole night in his studio didn't had his dinner ...

Whole night she kept waiting for him .... She wanted to go to him ... But her heart didn't felt any right to ask him anything ....

Sighing ...she slept on the couch ...
It was midnight as he came back home to take water bottle ...

He didn't know why his heart wanted to just once go in his room and have a look at her ...

He taking slow steps made his way to his room ....opening the door as he saw her sleeping on the couch itself ... In a sleeping position ... Her hand under her head ...

He nodded her head in disbelief

Maybe she was waiting for him ... His heart whispered he felt like to punch himself having that thoughts ...

Why would she be waiting for him.... When he didn't even gave her any rights ... He shrugged his thoughts ...

Keeping the bottle on the side table ... Holding her legs gently straightened her on the couch and pulled her down ...making her lay on the couch ...

She was looking adorable sleeping ....with a pout ... Like a baby ... Her forehead had some frowns....

As if she is seeing something unpleasant in her dreams ... He chuckled at himself ...

It's been a while he is laughing on his own ... All thanks to the little bundle of cuteness in front of him ... Picking up the driver gently opening it covering her with it ...

As she turned snuggling into the duvet ...

He unknowingly caressed her hairs with a smile adorning his lips ... Immediately pulled back as his mind was knocked some senses ...

Cursed himself for loosing control like this ...to avoid more attraction ... He left the room quickly ... Calming down his racing heart ... This is wrong his mind whispered

But his heart was loving the feeling of sukoon he gets while having her near him ... The sukoon which he never got from anyone but her ...

She is different.....something to pure and positive.... To innocent yet too attractive ... He was lost in her daze. ...

When snapped back again cursed himself ...

Main pagal ho jaunga ...he who's holding his confused head he is definitely behaving like a teenager who was experiencing all the feelings for the first time ....

Well his condition wasn't any different

With Neha he never got that feeling ... His heart immediately scrunched as Sana being compared to Neha and nodded in disbelief

SANA CAN NEVER HURT HIM LIKE NEHA ... NEVER... ❤️

he don't know why but he knows this .... From the corner of his heart ...

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It was the next morning ... As Abhishek left for his journey with his friends

Sana was sad as he won't be there ... Even rita maa and Ashok uncle were going ... Out of the city for some days attending some family functions ...

More than that Sana was anxious as they would be alone....

Having some kind of intuition that something's gonna happen ... She shrugged her thoughts ...  Getting back to her work ....

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Will sidharth be able to accept his feelings for her ? ....

Or will he deny being in love with her ...? ...

Well ... Well ...do you all missed me ? ...let me know ... I missed you guys and I'll try be regular ... Pakkkaaaaa .... Lovee ❤️

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