Sidharthhhhh .... she whined she needs to be near him ... but maybe the file fascinated him .more than her ...

She pouted ...

Hn baby.? ... a sudden panic rolled in his voice tu thik h na ... kahi dard toh nhi h na ? ... he immediately rose up from his seat walking towards her

Cupping her face in an instance she felt so loved the moment his warm palm touched her soft skin ... the mere touch gave goosebumps to body .

She opened her arms .... they were left alone in her ward till tomorrow morning ... her medicines and injections were given to her....

He smiled... as he leans in her embrace but his body shuddered

What if he lost her tomorrow? ... what if he couldn't able to see her again ?

His body shivered at the thoughts ... no ... he just can't afford to loose her ...

Where as the fear was not less in her heart ... she embraced hum ... keeping her head on his stomach trying to dig herself in him....

So that she could just feel his body ... embrace his feel in herself ... in her skin ... his warmth in her heart ...

Her heart welling up ... what if everything ended tomorrow? ...

The fear was the most unspoken thing between them ...

Mereko chorh kar nai jaana ... she whispered... her voice numbing ...

Her chin wobbled as she held over him more tightly...

As if her life depended on that one hug ...

She wanted to be near him...she wanted to heal him ...she wanted to feel him every now and when ....she wanted him in every inch of her life
..

She wanted to see every phase of her life with him ...

She wanted to live ... for him ... she wants to heal him ... ever so beautifully ..

His heart pounded hard in his ribcage ... her words slashed down deep his heart ... beating do fast .... his eyes welling up painfully ... as he kept his hand over her head ... caressing it slowly ... calming her down ..

Na Mai kahi bhi jaa Raha hu na hi tumhe jaane dunga ...

Nhi jaane dunga ... he whispered... more to himself ...

Little bit he knows he don't have any control over the destiny ...

Sab thik toh hoga na. ....dhe asked her voice lacing he anxiety ....

He moved back ....and leans over her height ... cupping her face wth his palms ...

Wiping her tears with his thumbs as if they were damn precious..

Sab thik hoga ... he whispered controlling the crack in his voice ... he needs to assure her ... and remove her fear ...

Or waise bhi itni jaldi chutkara nhi milega apko mujhse samjhi na ap ... he snorted ... laughing ...the laugh was forced out of his throat but ... it was just intended to lighten up her mood ...

But she didn't laughed started at him with unreadable expression... before she whispered... her voice soft low and painful ... that pierced every layer of his body down carved in his soul ... the pain stucked in his throat ...

Jaanti hu ... apko bhi dar lag ra hai na ? ... par phir bhi normal rehne ka pretend karre ho ... her eyes welled up ...

Itne strong kaise reh sakte ho ap sidharth ? ... dard nhi hota ? ... gussa nhi aata ? ... meri wajah se kitni taklif jhelni padh Rahi h apko ?.... hurt nhi hota ? ... tear rolled down her eyes ...

He hissed at her tears wiping them away ...

Bas .... shhh ... he leans in his head over her ... as she sobbed... hurt slashed through her like needle that poked the deep pain of her heart ...

She couldn't bear it any longer ... but nor she wanted to hide anything from him ? ...

What if after today she never even got the chance to ...

Gussa kyu ayega ? ... wajah bhi toh hini chaiye na gussa karne ki ... his voice cracked before he stabled himself again ...

Or tum meri ho ... toh tumse judi har cheez bhi meri hi hai ...

Phir kyu Aisa sochti ho ? ... bolo ? ...

Khud ko mera samjho ... or mujhe pata hai meri naaz ... na hi kabhi mujhe akela choregi ... or na hi kabhi mujhe hurt karegi ...

His voice ever so soft and low ... that penetrated deep in her heart ...

As she looked at him with her innocent doe eyes not wanting to look away ...

Not wanting this time to pass ...

She wanted to live in this forever ...

In her safe world where she has him on her side ...

She was suddenly feeling drained out ... maybe because of the nausea... and sleepiness ...

Her body loosened a bit ... he felt in his muscles ...

The scenario of her fainting in his arms ... rolled infront of his eyes from the last night shooking him ...

As he pulled back ... her eyes slowly closing ...

Naaz ..
Kya hua ? ... panic shuddered through his voice ...

Kuch nhi neend aa rhi h ... she rubbed her eyes chrely whipering .. a breath of relief calmed his racing heart ...

Thik toh ho na ....still asked to make sure twice ..

It's 8 in the night

Thik hu baby ... she whispered... smiled ... a tiniest of smile hurted his face out of the scared hell drumming in his heart ...

So ja ... he whispered... his voice soft and shuddering ... as he laid her down on the bed ... the bed was quite large for her size she was too small ... more than half of the bed was empty ...

He dropped a kiss over head ... giving her the protection that he is near her only ...she smiled again...

He was about to go back to his couch when ... she pulled him ...

Meko hug karke Sona hai ... she whispered... opening her arms for him.... whining like a kid ...

He chuckled at her childish antics ... but loved them at the same time ...

Okk ... he whispered... getting in the bed .. covering her whole self from his body ... but not weighing over her ...

She snuggled deep in his neck ...seeking the warmth while fistung his shirt ... nor wanting to go away ...

He wrapped his arms around her as she snored softly ...

He kept his eyes over her face ....

Dar lag raha hai ...he whispered kept his voice low ...

Bohot dar lag raha hai ... tumhe khone ka dar ... phir se tumhare kareeb na hone ka dar ... phir se tumhe muskurate na dekhne ka dar .. phir se tumhe gaana gaate na sunne ka dar ... phir se tumhari aankhon main dekh kar khud ko na khone ka dar ...

Dard ho raha hai ... is dar se ke kal ke baad shayad Mai khi tumhe kho na dun ... dard ho raha hai is baat ka ... ke kyu tumhe har cheez jhelni pad Rahi h ? ... pehle childhood trauma ...

Akela pan ... kyu tum ?... dard ho ra h ye soch kar ...bke main is dard ko tumhare saath baant nhi sakta..

Kaash tumhari jagah main hota ... tear rolled down from his eyes ...

Kaash...

He felt ever so vulnerable ...

He can give up on anything for her ... but not on her ...

He kept his eyes admiring the lady love of his left sleeping soundedly ... snuggling to seek more warmth from him ...

Her face lit up with contentment ...

But her breaths were slow ... she was having a little problem in breathing .

Mera baccha .

He kissed her head ...

I don't want to lose you ... sunshine

Not now ... not in future ... never forever..

He slowly tapped her head ... as the veins of her forehead thickened

He tapped her with all the love ...

For her .. he is the ocean ... of love ..

Affection... and everything ... because she is the only one who has the right over his this side ...

The side which no one knnew ... which triggered him for her...

He craved from her in a secret ... ❤️

She is his secret obsession ... the life to his lifeless soul ...

The heart to his emotionless structure ... and the sunshine to his dark Ness ...

He peched her forehead again ...

The sleep stayed far away from his eyes ... the tension and anxiety welling up each second in his heart ..

..................

After 3 hours ...

A knock snapped him out of his never ending thoughts ...

Come in ... he whispered... his eyes stayed over her ... forgetting that they were in hospital ...

As soon as the nurse entered in ... looked at them ... she turned around embarrassed ... her cheeks turned pink.
.

Sidharth was embarrassed of himself but didn't get pulled back keeping it in mind that she will be scared ... and shocks are not sensitive to her condition ...

Hnji ... he whispered again ....

Wo so rhi h ... he added quickly ...

Sir ... ap unhe utha dijiye last some checkups hai ... they are needed to get done ...

Pehle nhi kiye gye just because she needed rest to take that medicine affect her ... the nurse said ...

Hnji ... he said ...

Tapping his palm over her cheeks softly

Naaz ... utho ... he whispered...

Utho baba ... he tapped her cheeks making her groan ....

She opened her eyes lazily ... her cheeks dimpled as she hugged him ...

Utho naaz ... his cheeks turned pink ...

The nurse was standing still ... but she could very well see what they were doing behind her back from the reflection on the glass of the door ...

She pulled back and was about to say something when he softly turned her head towards the nurse her eyes widen ...

He got up ... corrected his clothes and brushed his hairs. .. blushing ...

The nurse took a deep breath before turning ...

And pulled of a smile over her face ... she is in her early forties ... .

As she admired the couple

Sir apko bahar jaana padega ... she said ... as she made Sana wear her oxygen mask ...

And some machines ... as she checked her heart beats ...

He nodded before smiling at her ... going out ...

At the same time rita maa called him ...

He is dealing with so much all alone lately ... that when her name flashed in his phone's screen he got teared up ...

Sidharth bacha ... Sana kaisi hai abhi ?.... hum log bas nikal gye h ... subha pohoch jayenge surgery se pehle .... Rita maa said in a breath ...

Maa sab thik toh hoga na ? ... his voice cracked ...

Sab thik hoga bache ... apne ap ko sambhal ... tujhe usse himmat deni h to fight back ...

Ye ladai main usse Teri zarurat hai ... aise weak ban kar ... nhi chalega ... Rita maa said ... her voice liked with concern ...

We need to be strong bacha ... she said on the call ..

Hm .
. He hummed his lower lip stucked between his teeths to calmed down his cracking voice and anxious heart ...

He talked a little more before being called by the nurse

All done sir ... now she's ready to sleep ... Sana rolled her eyes at her statement ...

She was already sleeping only ... but she disturbed her ... but she couldn't even blame her ...

She needed to be prepared for the surgery ... and everything is important

Thank you ... he retired politely ...

God bles you both ... the nurse said ... smiling at them ... before going ..

Chlo so jao abhi ... he said ...

Caressing her hairs ...

Tying them up in a loose braid ...

Neend toh ayegi nai abhi ... she said pouting ...

Phir ? ... phir kya karna hai ? ... he chuckles ...

Ruko sochne do ... she dramatically kept her forefinger over her chin ...

Nautanki ... he pinched the bridge of her nose ...

Sidharthh ...

She whined ..

Maine na kabhi bhi raat ko delhi ki gedi nhi maari ...

Ajj mauka hai ... chale ? ... she said with a hint of mischef in her voice ...

He was surprised ...

She is mad .... he chuckled ...

...............

Surgery se pehle gedi ? ... I thought to give you all done happy moments of them just being together ...

❤️ I hope you all liked it ...

If you did ... phir comments kon karega hn ? ..😒

Chlo bye 😭🤌🏻❤️