Kya hua hai doctor ? ... sidharth asked trying hard to maintain his calm ...

But his voice betrayed him ..cracking on every word ...his eyes red in the glory and guilt ... the pain of loosing her shooked him.

He couldn't loose her now ...  never ...

He wanted to keep her near him ....in his arms hide her from the entire world let him engulf  her ... and take her every hurt every pain away from her ...

Nor wanting to let anything hurt HIS GURL ❤️

Abhi ke liye hosh toh aagya hai ... doctor took a deep breath ... looking down ...

He couldn't betray the hopes ... he found in his eyes but he has no other options ...

Injection Diya hai ... issiliye thoda waqt lagega stable hone ke liye ... tab tak aao mere cabin Mai aayie ...

We need to talk ... doctor said before leaving ...

Sidharth took a sharp breath composing himself ...

SHE IS OK ... UNIVERSE CAN'T BE THIS HARD ON ...

US

Tum thik ho jaogi ... he kept his longing hand over the glass trying to feel ... a faint smile tainted his lips ...

Faded in a second... he composed ... he needs to know. .. what's going on ...

Why doctor sighed ... serious ... is something up with her ...

The question eating him....

...............

Doctor's cabin

She is back to square 1 ... or maybe worst ...

4-5 din se dawaiya nhi le Rahi h ye ... stage crucial or complicated hai ...

Ek dawai bhi miss karna ... nerves or block kar sakta hai ... every medicine is linked with each other ... koi kuch cheezo ka kaam karti h koi kuch ...

Par agar kisi bhi element ka reaction Kam hua toh side effect karega ... that is what happened with her ... inhone koi bhi dawai nahi Li hai ... which side effected her ...

Hole badh Raha hai ... mr. Shukla.... the nerves are started to get block too ... breathing problems ... face karni padengi jitna late karenge utna .. unka heart kaam karna slow kr dega.... we need to operate her ... as soon as possible... jaan ka khatra hai unhe ...

Doctor warned him ...

Sidharth twitched his lips in a thin line ... his eyes burned with that emotion full liquid that threatened to stream down ...

Ba...ch .. to..h ... jay...egi .. na ? ... he on the verge of having a panic attack ...

His breathings faster than normal ...

Calm down mr. Shukla.... ap hi aise himmat haar jayenge toh unhe surgery ke liye ready kon karega ...

Kal subha surgery plan Kari hai ... think about it ...

It's important

Chances kitne hai ... sidharth asked ... his voice couldn't stop breaking ...

His breathings aren't normal ...

40% se bhi less ... another volt of shock ran through his body ...

His whole body jerked ...

Or... koi alternative...

Only surgery ... last option ... apko patient ko himmat deni hogi mr. Shukla ... jitna maine ajj tak unhe observe Kiya hai ..she never had the will to live ... unhe jeene ki wajah deni hogi ...

Agar wo hi mentally prepare nhi hongi toh 40% ho ya 90%. .. we can fail either ...

Doctor said ...

Ye forms hai ... you need to fill them ... surgery ke liye important hai ...

Take your time mr. Shukla ... doctor said rapping on his shoulder ...

Leaving him alone ...

The moment he realised he was alone ...his head burst out he leans his head on the table ..
As soon as he closes his eyes ... the tragic moment shooked his soul ...

The scene ... where she fainted just in his arms ...

And for once ... he saw his dream world his safe place ... his comfort person ...his world of love ... came crashing down ... breaking every shit of  hopes remorse emotions into  him....

He felt numb ... the way she closed her eyes with that faitned smile ... for once he thought that he lost ...

No ... no.... he don't wanna think negative ...

I need to be strong ... Mai hi aise rahunga toh usko kaise Sambhalunga ? ..

He looked at the forms ... it clearly said that if the patient died ... the hospital authorities would not be held responsible

He closed his eyes trying to gather what energy and strength left ...

Took pen in his shaky hands ... and signed with great difficulty ...

A tear of pain... rolled down his eyes ..

For the first time in his whole life he asked himself today ...

Why he ? ... always why it's him ...

The one he loved why they always have to suffer ?....

Why ? ...

He felt the voice echoed in his mind ... but no one answered not even he himself ...

What if he lost her ? ..

He would die... before she will leave this world ... he will close his eyes forever ...

......,...............

Sidharth ... she whispered from.the time she has opened her eyes not for once he had seen her ...

Though ... he was trying hard to maintain his calm... not to breakdown ... infront of her ... but stayed quieter mentally trying to prepare himself ... to make her agree for surgery ...

Hm ... he held the spoon full of soup ... infront her mouth ...

Kya hua bebu ? ... itne shant kyu ho ? ...though she had asked him earlier ... but he told nothing except dogded the question

Nhi hu ... he smiled ... faintly ... trying to feed her ...

She kept his hand low ...

Jhoot bol re ho . .. how much he tried his body language told her

He took a deep breath ... somewhere he is responsible ... he went to deep in his own pain

Could take care of her medicines... she is hus responsibility... and he failed somewhere to look after her ...

And even after being a complete jerk ...still her being this soft ... maybe he didn't deseved her behaviour but right now he is too tired to discuss it with himself what he deserved what not ...

Right now his priority is her ... her ... only her ..

Tum toh sunti ho na mujhe ? ..  he asked ...

Panic nhi karna ... he took a deep breath ...

Naaz ... he held her hand closer to him ...

Kal surgery hai naaz    ... tumhe strong rehna hoga .. jeena hoga apne sidharth ke liye haina ? ...

He whispered ..
His voice betraying him breaking ... but he composed himself

While she smiled ...

She don't cares whether she died tomorrow or even at this moment of her life ...

She got everything she desired for ... what to ask more ? ...

Tumhe jeena hai ... mere liye ... chorh kar nai jaogi na ? ... the innocent hope in his eyes faded her smile ... into the most thrilled pain

She don't know ... whether she is going to live or not ..

Suddenly felt numb to say anything.... but ... leans forward in his embrace ... he wrapped his protective arm around her frame pulling her closer he closed his eyes in longingness ...

She smiled ... she wants to live ...

But her destiny is as cruel to her as her past ...

Mai kahi nahi jaungi apko chorh kar ... khud ko chorh kar kon jaata hai ... she looked up at him...

Aap toh Mai hi hu ... agar physically na bhi rahi ... tab bhi yaha toh rahungi na ... she pointed towards his heart ...

Phir kabhi hawa ban kar apko choo jaungi ... kabhi baarish ban kar apko choom jaungi ...

Kabhi kinara ban kar apko rok lungi ... toh kabhi lehar ban kar .. apko aage jaane ka rasta dungi ...

Kabhi bheed Mai akele hue toh aapke saath apke sahare sa rahungi ... or jab paana chahoge mujhe ...toh apke khwab ban apki aankhon Mai rahungi ...

Mai toh har pal apke pass hi rahungi ? ... mehsus karna ... is dil ki zimmedari hai ...

she smiled portrayed the most painful experience in most beautiful words

Nhi ... par Mai raazi nhi ..  mai raazi nhi ... tumhe in hawao Mai mehsus karna ... he held her frame more tightly ...

Mai raazi nhi tumhari aankhon se wo roshni jaate dekhna... Mai chahta hu tumhe har pal apne pass .. dil main tum hamesha rahogi .. par mai chahta hai tumhe apni nazron se dekhna ... tumhe apne kareeb rakhna ...apne dil ke sabse azeez rakhna ...

Mai chahta hu har pal apna tumhara saath bitana ... tumhare saath apni zindagi haseen banana ...

Issiliye nhi karna is dil ko mehsus unn doorion ka ... dil ke pass rahogi ...par jeene ke liye tumhe dekhna bhi toh ...

Zaroori h ? ❤️

He answered her just in her way ... her eyes welled up ... having the most precious man of her life near her is nearly the experience of living a dream ..

She lifted her head a little up ... attaching her sweet lips to his rough ones ... he was surprised yet didn't moved his lips letting her do whatever she wants ...

She cupped his face from one self letting her flie in the world of ecstasy ... their bodies flushed together ... making both of them feel literally of bunch of butterflies

Dancing a happy dance in their stomachs ...

She moved her lips with slow pace ... lining his lips with her tongue .. letting her taste him ... he giggled in the kiss ..  she is just a kid ... don't even know how to kiss ...

He took the lead ... as their tongues enterwined together ...

She didn't wanted to move back ... she wants to feel him every sec ...but ...

She is already having hard time with her breathing so he moved back ... as soon as realised ..

Kissed her head in assurance that neither he will go anywhere ...
Nor he is letting her go away from him

She is his ❤️

Maine nahi jaane dena ... ,held her close his heart ...

Maine jaana bhi nhi kahi ... she whispered too ... kissing his heart ...

He is her ... ❤️

Kaise ho ... shukriya
Mujhko jo chun liya ✨

Haal e Dil na keh sake
Tumne toh sun liya ❤️

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How was it ? 🥹❤️

Ik am late ... maaro meko ... parbaxho ko maarte nhi h 🥺

Acha suno ... pyaar barsake jaana ...

Radhe radhe ✨❤️