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Ajj bhi by Vishal Mishra suno or saath saath ye padhna ... Feel ayegi 🤧❤️

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The room echoed with the loud crying noises ...

Not anymore to control today she lost everything every freaking thing she had ...

Why her ? ... She don't even have anyone right now ... She needs her sidharth ... She needs to be with him ...

She needs to be near him ... But she knows that it won't be possible ...

Bs kar sana .... She yelled

bs kar pls ... Or kitna royegi ... Kitna nhi bachi na zindagi ..  usse jeene de uski zindagi kyu barbaad karna chahti h usko ? ... Kyu tu chahti h ke tere baad wo dard Mai rahe akela rahe kyu ? ...

Nhi hai tere pass zindagi ... Mar rahi hu main dheere dheere ... Khatam toh Mai ussi waqt hogyi thi jab sidharth ke kaha tha ke wo ab kabhi kisi se pyaar nhi kar payega ...

Nhi kar sakta wo mujhse pyaar ... Shayad Mai nhi layak uske ... Wo bohot acha hai ... Mai nhi ...

Mai nhi ... Tears fell down ...

Ye kya ban gyi hu mai ? ... Kya ban gyi hu ? ... Kyu ban gyi hu ? Sambhale rakha tha ... Sambhale rakha tha ... Nhi thi hopes ...

Par ab ... Ab hai .... Wo ummeedein jo toot bhi chuki h ...

She sobbed hardly ...

Kitni mushkil se paaya tha maine usse ? ... kitne intzaar ke baad Mila wo mujhe ... Par phir bhi ... Jab mila wo mujhe ... Intzaar kabhi khatam hi na hua ... Alag ho chuke hai hum ab ...par uska intzaar ajj bhi khatam na hua ... Shayad har roz uska intzaar karna hi aadat ban chuki hai meri ...

Shayad jab bhi chaand ko dekhti hu toh uska chehra yaad aaya hai mujhe ... Par kisne paya hai chaand ko? ... Usse chaand kaha tha ..  jitni chaand se dooriyan hai ... Ab utni hi dooriyan hai tere mere darmiyaan ...

Ab aadat si hai mujhe ... Main reh lungi tere intzaar main hi ... Hn jaanti hu ... Har roz zarra zarra marungi ... Par phir bhi Tera chehra dekh ... Samet lungi khud ko ... Akhir mujhe aadat hai is sab ki ...

She whispered her heart ...

Slowly steadily feeling the every word that ran through her heart pouting out the never ending emotions she have felt for him ... Every time she saw him ...

She was in her own dillema while ... The door went opened wide ....she turned around ... Immediately stood up wiping her eyes looking at him ...

Mujhe nai chaiye tumse divorce ... He hugged looking down then again looking at her ...

Mujhe nhi alag hona tumse ... Na Mai kahi jaunga na hi tumhe jaane dunga ... Sana main tumhara hu ...
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Her heart started to beat in a different manner eyes welled up suddenly she turned around to hide her emotions

Hamara alag hona ab zaroori h sidharth ... Apko ab meri zarurat nhi ... Na pehle thi na ab hai .. or na hi ab kabhi hogi ... She wiped her eyes ...

Waise bhi ... Mai sirf apki majburi thi ... Or ye shaadi ap par ek burden ... Issiliye ajj usko bhi khatam kar diya maine ...

Sidharth ab aap free h ...  mujhse or mujhse Judi har cheez se ... Ab apko zarurat nhi is zabardasti ke rishte ko nibhane ki ...

Waise bhi meri hi galti h ... Maine apke mana karne ke baad bhi apse expectations rakhi .... Her lips quivered ...

Apne toh kaha hi tha

KE AAP KABHI BHI MUJHSE PYAAR NHI KAR PAYENGE ...

Ye jaante hue bhi ke aap kabhi mere the hi nhi ... Mai phir bhi .... She stopped ...

Bites her lower lip to control herself .... Not wanting to confess ...

Phir bhi ? ... He whispered hurtfully teary eyes heavy heart shivering lips...

Ye kehna ka haq mujhe nhi sidharth ... Ye haq kisi or ka hai ... Uska jisse aap pyaar karte h ... She smiled looking outside the window ... The moon too hided himself in the cloud today ...

Tum kehti thi na ... Ki mujhse door nhi hona chahti ? ... tumne kaha tha mere saath rahogi hamesha ... Mujhe kabhi akela nhi karogi ... His eyes welled up ... 💔

Tumne kaha tha saath jiyenge honge juda na hum kabhi

Haath ye thaame chalti rahungi waqt ye le jaaye kahi

Phir ajj kyu mujhe khud se itna door kar rahi ho ? ... Jab koi nhi tha mere pass tum thi ... Agar aise door hi karna tha toh itne kareeb aayi kyu ? .... He whispered hurtfully

Bolo ... He wiped his tears ... going closer to her ... Jerking her towards him ...

Jab itna akela karna tha phir kyu aayi ? ... Kyu bole itne jhoot ... Ajj jab mujhe tumhari sabse jyada zaroorat hai ... Phir kyu door kar rahi ho mujhse khud se ? ... Kyu bole itne jhoot ... Kyu ? ... Tears rolled down his eyes ...

Jhooti hai ye saari kasmein saare waade pyaar ke

Dafan Mai unko hu kar aaya jashn main apni haar ke

Toh phir kyu aankhon main nami ? ... Kyu main rota hu ajj bhi ?

Jhoot nhi tha sidharth.... Jhoot nhi tha ... She looked down not meeting his eyes ... Realising that somewhere she was impulsive ...

Jhoot nhi ... Sab sach tha ... Sab sach ...

Phir kyu chorh Rahi ho mujhe ? ... Bolo na ? ... Kyu ? ... He whispered helplessly crying for the first time in his life ...

Kyu akela kar rahi ho mujhe ? .. main bohot akela hu Sana ... Mere pass nhi hai koi bhi tumhare siwa ... Pls mujhse door mat ho ...

Mat chodo mujhe akela ... Main mar jaunga tumhare bina ... 

Shh ... She kept her shivering hand over his lips ...

Bolne do mujhe ... Ajj bas bolne do ...

Tum kehti ho ke mujhe tumhari zarurat nhi ?.... Mujhe zarurat hai tumhari ... Mujhe aadat hai tumhari ... Har pal ... Bas itna satata hai ke kahi kisi bhi reason se main tumhe kho na du ... Kaise ? ... Main kaise jee apunga tumhare bina ? ...

Agar aise door hi hona tha phir kyu itne kareeb aayi ? ... Bolo na ...

Ajj tum bhi mujhe akela karne Jaa Rahi thi ..

Haina .... Tears fell down his eyes ... She nodded her head in no crying she hurted her sidharth so much ...

Sorry ... She whispered he pulled back ... Turned around from her ... Wiping his face ...

She hugged him from behind ...

Sorry ... she sobbed against his back ... His heart cried ... Hearing her sobs ...

Kya karu main tumhare sorry ka ? ... Hurt toh kar hi diya na tumne mujhe ? .. he whispered

Di..vo..rce .. divorce dene Jaa Rahi thi na mujhe ? ... Chorh rahi thi na mujhe ? ... Phir ab kyu sorry ? ... Bolo ... He whispered sniffing like a kid

Apne bhi toh hurt kiya ? ... Bolo kyu kiya itne waqt tak ignore ... Main intzaar kar Rahi thi sidharth ...

Main intzaar kar rahi thi ... Phir mujhe laga ke shayad ... Shayad apko meri zarurat nhi ... Mujhe laga ke jaise main apke or neha ke beech aa rahi hu ... Aapke pyaar ke beech aa rhi hu ...

Apki ignorance hurt kar rahi thi ... She cried ...

(Man this is making me cry)

Main tumhe ignore kar raha tha sirf tumhare liye ... Kyuki nhi tha main sure apni feelings ko lekar ... Waqt chahiye tha naaz ... Issiliye door tha ... Kyuki main nhi chahta tha Mai kuch bhi Aisa kar du jisse tumhare or mere beech dooriyan aaye ...

Par jaane anjaane main wahi kar baitha ...

Main nhi kho sakta tumhe ... Tum meri ho... Main nhi khona chahta tumhe ...

Agar tumhe jaana hai toh jao ...

Agar chorhna hai toh chorh do ... Par mujhe khud se door mat karo ... Kyuki ab main kahi nhi jaunga ...

He sniffed just like a kid ...

Main kidhar jaungi apko chorh kar ? ... She cried ... Keeping her head over his heart ...

Kidhar jaungi ... Mere pass nhi hai koi bhi ... Koi nhi hai ... Mera Jo bhi sirf aap hi ho .... Ab se nhi ... Jabse apako dekhna shuru kiya hai ... Jabse aapke pass aayi hu ... Apki biwi ban ke ...

Tab se ... Sirf aap ko apna maana ... Apne kaha tha ap mujhse ....she stopped ...

Phir bhi ... Phir bhi ... Apke pass rahi ... Kyuki ... Mujhe pata tha sidharth meri zindagi jyada nhi ...

She sobbed ...

Par sidharth main toot gyi ... Kuch toot gya mujhme ... jab maine apko itna toota dekha ... Uske liye jo apse pyaar nhi karti ...

Dard hua sidharth ... Main kaise batau ? ... Kya karti main ? ... Ek taraf mujhe pata tha ke app ... Her whole body shivered ...

Main dar gyi thi sidharth ? ... Mujhe ... Mujhe lagne laga tha main apko kho dungi ... Bs issiliye ... Sirf itna chahti thi ke ap khush rho mere sath ya mere bina ...

Main jhoot nhi kaha sidharth ... Sachi ... Apki kasam .... She whispered cried in his arms ...

She broke down ... His ignorance hurted her the most ...

Bs kar mera bacha pls ... Pls he caressed her back sliding down ....

Mujhe nhi pata tha tum itni hurt ho jaogi ...

Pls apne sidharth ko maaf kardo ?.... wo ab kabhi tumse door nhi hoga ...

Where as she yelped quietly in his arms ... her whole body shivering ...

Sana ... He called her but she didn't responded ...

Bacha ... He whispered...

She looked at him ... Pulling back ...

Sid... Dharth... She whispered painfully uttering ...

A sudden pain arised in her chest ... Making her breathings ...

Kya ho Raha hai bacha ? ... He panicked caressing her back ... Panicked ...

I ... I .. love ... You ... She whispered painfully sweating ...

And smiled ... The last time ....before fainting in his arms ...

Sana .... He jerked her yelling her name ... His eyes welled up ...

Sana ... .

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Hope you all liked it hehe 🤧❤️