They say down there in the silence but that silence was peaceful

She after a long time in her life experienced peace the peace his presence gives to her soul ... The peace she gets when she looks at him...

His eyes were her serenity ... For sometime she just want to forget about the past ... Not to worry about the future and live in the present

The beautiful present with him... living with him ... For him ....

She wants him in her every life in her every dream ....

She wants him ..

Meri qismat ke har ek panne pe
Mere jeete jee baad Marne ke

Mere har ek kal har ek lamhe main
Tu likh de mera usse ❤️

Mere lamhe main teri fikr ho
Mere hothon par Tera zikr ho

Kuch or na mangu main rab se
Tu mil jaye mujhe kahani mukammal ho ❤️

She smiled looking at him ...

Where as he was looking up straight ... At the moon as if silently talking and sharing with him...

His messy hairs coming over his head ... Eyes stuck at the moon still shining with something different

The blankness which his eyes held some time back is now fading slowly ...

Honestly she never ever expected him to reciprocate her back ... But when he is doing it's just growing her expectations more towards him ..

Having him as a partner is a blessing as finally everything is getting better ...

She just don't wanna think about the future sye don't know if she will live. ..  but she just want to spend her leftover life with him... 

Atleast sometime so that she could die in peace ...

She was feeling overwhelmed looking at him ... He turned towards her ....she was startled as she was caught staring at t him ... Bits her lips turning her face hurriedly ...

He smirked mischievously looking at her as he got the chance to these her now...

Arey meri biwi main tumhara hi pati hu ... Dekh sakti ho tum mujhe don't worry ... He giggles leaning over her shoulder ...

Her cheeks turned pink as she giggles awkwardly along with him ..

But his words always gave her the authority the right to call him her's ...

Here he was happy ... Genuinely happy with her company ... Her aura and her presence is something which makes his that side came up. .. which he buried deep inside his heart a long back ...

With her he felt mischievous like a kid ... He felt always being loved and pampered by her the way so softly she looks at him ..

The way she blushes everything is so new to him ... Yet he is living all those feelings ...

These changes were really not sudden ... He was changing slowly ... But still suppressing his feelings ...

But now ... He decided ... Not to stop himself more ...

Dekha jabse hai chehra tera
Main toh hafto se soya nhi

Bol do na Zara
Dil main jo hai chipa

Main kisi se kahunga nhi

Pata hai ... Mujhe wo jagah itni pyaari kyu hai ? ..

Jab bhi man kharab hota tha na mera ...  Toh main waha jaata tha ... Maa ko pareshan nhi karna chahta tha or main khud ki taklifo ki wajah se ..

Tab cutie se mila ...apni dadi ko kabhi nhi dekha majne shayad issiliye radhakrishn ne mujhe dadi ke roop main cutie di ❤️

Wo bohot pyaar karti hai mujhe ... Itna daanti hai na ke poocho Mat ..

Kitni unko ek mulakat main tum pasand ho na ... Utni hi nafrat wo Neha se karti thi ... He giggles ...

Nafrat wala nafrat nhi but she never liked her ... Unko pehle se hi feelings thi ke Neha sahi nhi hai ... Par main hi pyaar main andha tha ...

He fell a little sad remembering her ...

The constant mention of Neha in his talks were effecting and hurting her a little ...

But right now she needs prioritise him over her feelings ...

It will take alot of time and patience to let him ... Come out of his grief ...

Pata hai sidharth ....she spoke smiling looking at him ... Who looked at her sidewise keeping his head comfortably on her shoulder ...

Jab hum kisi se pyaar karte hai na ... Toh Hume unki kamiyan dikhti hi nhi ...

Hume lagta hai ke wo perfect hai .... Bohot perfect hai ... Pyaar karte hai na... Toh hame unke efforts bhi apne liye khud hi karne padte hai ...

Wo hame acha feel karwaye ya nhi pyaar ka izhar kare ya nhi ... Hum apni satisfaction ke liye apne aap ko ye ehsas dilate hai ...

Phir jab wo cheez jhoot nikalti hai ... Toh phir hurt ho jate hain...

Expectations rakhna gaalt toh nhi hota ...par jab hum un par parda rakhte hai ...zabardasti unke saath rehte hain ... Ye accept karne se darte hai ke wo hame nhi chahte .

Or jab sach samne aata hai ... Jab paat chalta hai ke unhe toh kabhi humse pyaar tha hi nhi jinko hum apni duniya maante hai ... Toh dil toot jata hai ...

Aapka pyaar Sacha tha ... Issiliye apne har koshish ki unke saath rehne ki ...

Wo chali gyi ... Iska matlab ye toh nhi ke aap pyaar deserve hi nhi karte ya aapke pyaar main koi Kami thi

His eyes welled up suddenly....her heart felt scattered ...

For the first time in her life she saw him... His eyes were teary ... How much in pain her love is ...

She don't even have the idea of how he go through all this everyday ...

Kami nhi hoti toh shayad kabhi door hoti hi nhi ... He whispered

She bits her lips to control herself ...

She still effects him 🥀

Khair ... Chalo Ghar chalte hai ... Bohot der ho gyi .... He smiled ... But the emptiness in his eyes pained her ...

It isn't that ... He is in love with her or anything ... It's just ... The guilt ... He still blamed himself

For what he never done ... He never left a chance for her to leave him...

He was perfect he did everything ... But

Jaane Wale ko kon rok sakta hai ? ...

Shayad logo ke jaane se hi zindagi main ek Naya daur aata hai ... Naye log aate hai ...

Shayad tabhi Neha gyi toh shehnaaz ko uske hisse ki jagah mili .

She just nodded she wants him ...to confess his heart ..  by his own ... Not by any kind of forcing ...

Dil ki baatein hai ... She knows that she needs to deal with him softly and patiently ...

Right now how much he will try but she knows that he won't be able to express the pain ....

Because he never learned to ... He never wanted anyone to know his pain but wants to spread positivity and happiness every where with his work ....

He got millions of smiles .... People that watch him everyday ...

He got enough to make his heart know how to suppress the pain

They head home ... But the night ... They spent ... Will always reside somewhere in his .. and her heart ...

Somewhere in the deep last corner ... The night will be still alive.❤️

He smiled thinking about it as he looked at her ...

Main nhi chahta naaz tum mere dard ko jaano ... Already tum bohot saari cheezo se deal kar rahi ho ...

I just don't want you ... To be stressed for me ...

Jaanta hu ... Tumse ab kuch bi chupana galat hoga ... Kyuki ab tum meri partner ho ...

You keep the right to know anything and everything about me ...

San kuch janne ka haq hai ... Par filhal tum us state mai nhi ... You are too sensitive about the smallest topic which relates with me ...

Main apne dard tumhe suna kar tumhe khud ki wajah se taklif nhi de sakta ...

Kabhi bhi nhi ...

Par ab mera Jo bhi ho ... Tum hi ho ❤️

Shayad kabhi na keh paun tumse main ... Par ab meri har dua main tumhara zikr zaruri hai ... Meri har fikr main ... Tera zikr zaruri hai ...

Tumse pehle mere pass na paane ko tha na khone ko tha ... Par ab jab tum mili ...

Toh haan main tumhe khona nhi chahta ... Tum meri dost ho ...

Bestfriend ho ... Meri partner ho ... .
Meri biwi ho ... Nad I want you with me ...

Forever ❤️

Khayalon main laakhon baatein yun toh keh gya
Bola kuch na tere saamne

He smiled looking at her ... Who was continuously looking outside thinking  about the day they spent ...

Everything was so precious... The way he smiled wholeheartedly with his everything that made her heart helt melt ...

Mujhe nhi pata sidharth. ...forever hota bhi hai ya nhi ... Bas itna pata hai ..  kr mujhe sirf thoda sa waqt chahiye aapke sath ...

Jaanti hu main sirf aapki dost hu or aapki biwi ...

Aap pyaar nhi karte mujhse ... Or shayad kabhi kar bhi nhi payenge ....samjahti hu main sidharth ...

Main chahti bhi nhi aap mujhse pyaar kare ... Kyuki jeene ki acha main kitni bhi rakhu ...

Ye baat mujhe pata hai ... Ke jyada zindagi nhi hai mere pass ... Or main kabhi nhi chahungi ... Ke mere baad phir se apka pyaar par se bharose uth Jaye ...

Mainr aapse pyaar kiya hai sidharth ... Or kabhi nhi chahungi ke mere waja se aap ...taklif main aao ...

Pata nhi aap mere ho ya nhi ... Par phir bhi ... Is pal ... Is waqt dil ko ehsaas hai ... Ke aap mere hi ho ...

Huye na begane bhi tum ho ke or ke
Dekho tum na mere hi bane

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Sorry for the small update yar ... Main na ... Bs ajj bohot exhausted thi ... But I still wanted to type ...

And yes ...

Our stories ... Broken but beautiful and deedar got selected ... 😭❤️

Thank you so so much 😭❤️

I love you alll ❤️