He is coming ...

She whispered her heartbeats accelerated... As she took the support of the bed ...

After the whole month ... Main unhe dekhungi ... Wo ... Baat toh karenge na ? ... Meri taraf toh dekhenge na ? .... 

She asked herself...  voice held immense innocense

She kept her hand on her heart ... Her heart is yearning to see him ...

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Maa ... aap baitho na ... Ho gya hai sab kuch ... ab thoda toh rest karlo na ..  wo aate hi honge ... Sana pouts while talking to Rita maa

Achaaa ji ... Mujhse jyada jaldi toh aapko hai apne sidharth se milne ki ... Hmm hmm ... Rita maa teased making her look down with her pink cheeks ...

Hayeee meri bhabhi ko mere bina pareshan kar rahe ho ? ... Ahaan bhabhi ... Bhai aa rahe hai ... Said Abhishek coming out of nowhere to tease Sana ...

Amma ...aap log kinna tang karte ho meko .... Sana whines

Making both of them laugh ... Acha chlo nhi karte bas .... Rita mas said kissing her head lovingly

When the bell ringed ... Her heartbeats accelerated as she rubs to open the door ....

Opening the door ... Her heart thudded seeing the man standing infront of her ...

The one whome she adored loved and cared for ... Her eyes welled up ... She was about to step more towards him when the blank look on his face snapped her back from her dream world ...

She tools done steps back ... When heard rita maa's voice she controlled herself from breaking down ...

Kon hai bache ? ...

Aap khud hi dekho na maa ... She smiled a little .... Rita maa came as Sana stood back adorning him ... Who hugged his mother right once she came infront of him ... She smiled at them ...

Kaisa hai tu ? ... Rita maa asked caressing his head ...

Main thik hu maa ... His eyes feel on the person who was looking at him ... Their eyeset but she hurriedly breaked it ... Looking here and there ...

Abhishek and Ashok uncle hugged sidharth ... And asked him about his wellbeing ... where as she was too anxious on going infront of him ...

Jaa Pani dekar aa usse .... Rita maa said as she sensed her anxiousness ...

Maa main ? ... She asked her eyes widen in horror ... She didn't wanted to pace him ...that blank look on his pretty face pierces her heart like nothing else ...

Yaha koi or Sana hai kya ? ... Rita maa said nodding her head in disbelief

Jaa ... She kept the glass of water in her hand ...

And pushed her out of the kitchen slightly ... 

She knows that she is feeling nervous infront of him maybe because they have never interacted before ...

She goes in the living room ... With her thumping heart ...

She held the glass of water infront of him ... He looked at her ... Ten at the glass .... She bites her lips ...

He found that thing sexy mentally cursing himself ... He looked away taking the glass from her hand ...

Murmuring thank you again indulging with talking about some buisness related issues

Acha bas ab baatein ... Khana ready hai ... Rita maa said as everyone got up from their seats ...

Sidharth ... Tu bhi haath muh dho ke aa jaa bache ... Rita maa said lovingly

Ji maa ... He goes inside his room ...

Tu kya yaha par aa rahi hai ... Jaa Naa room main .... Rita maa said ...

Main kyu ? ...

Arey ... Jaa apne pati ke saath thodi baatein kar ... I know ... Yaha sab hai isiliye thoda awkward ho rahe ho ... Jaa na bache ... Rita maa said pushing her towards her room ...

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She entered her room seeing him standing looking here and there at the room ...

Wo ... Aapko kuch chahiye? ... She asked stammering ... As he turned back towards her ... As soon as his dark orbs with with her blue ones her breath hitched ... He felt like something completed his heart ... Just with an eye lock ...

Nhi ... Thank you ... He murmured slowly enrn he was not liking to ignore this girl ...

He looked around and found her suitcase there at the side on the room ... His room was the same nothing changed everything was on the place ...

He then looked at her seems like she didn't even touched anything without his presence ...

He took out a pair of clothes and goes to change where as she sat down on the bed waiting for him to come ...

After some moments he came out and was surprised finding her ... Sitting on the bed biting her nails ...

Wo ... Wo .. main aapka ... Wait ... Kar rahi thi ... She stammered ... Cursing herself for behaving like a nervous ass ...

He nodded as both made there way to the dining room. ..

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He was laying in on the couch with his head on Rita maa's lap as she caressed his hairs ....

Dekh lo bhabhi ... Abhishek whispered hugging Sana from sidewise ... Inka bada beta aagya na ab toh chote ko toh bhool hi gyi ...

Meri toh kisi ko padhi hi nhi hai sachi ... He sulked making Sana giggle .. 

Hayee nhi aisa toh bilkul nhi hai ... She giggles he was mesmerized by the way she was laughing ...

His heart felt alive again ... Which made him smile a little ...

Chod isse ye toh hai hi drama queen ... Rita maa said rolling her eyes while Abhishek made a crying face ...

Acha na maa aap aise nhi bolo ... Innaa pyaaraa sa hai mera bhai ... Sana lovingly pulled his cheeks... While sidharth made a face ... As she was pampering his brother ... Infront of his eyes ...

As soon as there eyes met she stopped laughing ... And looked down as for the first time she felt so shy infront of anyone ...

But he frowns ... She was laughing till now but as soon as he saw her she stopped laughing ... But as soon as he noticed her blushing ... A sexy smirk appeared on his face without his knowledge ...

Abhishek grinned ... Looking at them.

Bhai ... Sun na ... Mere ko na kuch dino ke liye ghoomne jaana tha .... Toh main jau ? ... Abhishek asked sitting near sidharth's legs ...

Nhi ... He said closing his eyes testing in his mother's lap

Jaane de na ... Bhabhi aap kuch bolo na Bhai ko ... Abhishek looked at Sana ...

Main ... She looked at sidharth ...

Nhi meko nhi aana aap dono ke beech main ... Sana said giving up ...

Dhokebaaz ... Abhishek murmured ...

She chuckles ...

Jaane do na yaarrr ... He pressed his legs a little ... He actually wanted to go ... He makes a cute face ...

But sidharth was not even looking at him ..

Hayeee ... Sana whispered looking at her baby brother who was on the verge of crying ... Or gaming it .. 

Sidharth jaane do na ... She whispered for the first time she called him..

He immediately opened his eyes ... She bits her tongue murmuring a sorry quickly leaving with her beating heart ...

He nodded his head at Abhishek as he chuckled seeing her shy nature ... She looked too cute to his eyes ...

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She came out of the bathroom after taking a shower changing into confy clothes ... As she looked at him ... Busy typing in his laptop ...

He was looking so handsome... To her eyes ... His eyes were digged into the laptop screen ..  he was continuously biting his lips as if being stressed over something as soon as he looked up from the screen ... She looked here and there embarrassed of being caught checking his features out ...

She made her way to the side table taking out her medicines gulping it in a go with some water ...

He looked at her ... He wanted to ask her about what medicines she is taking but didn't felt any right to ask hence stayed quiet ...

Ahh ...Sana ... He said keeping his laptop aside ...

Her name from his mouth felt like a sweet melody to her ears ...

Ji ... She whispered looking at him ... His heart welled up how innocently she looks at him making his heart flutter ...

Mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai ... He knee he is gonna break her heart soon ... But he didn't had any sort of feelings for her ... Nor he can try to give her anything from his side ...

Ji ... She whispered again ..

Wo .. yaha aao na ... He taps the seat beside himself ...

She nods sitting near him ... Of course her heart is happy as she thought that he is trying to talk with her ... But her mind didn't let her face show her happiness ...

Hnji ... She whispered facing him ... Sitting at the acquired distance ...

Ahh ..  Sana ... I just ... Wanted to ... He took a deep breath ... It's difficult for him to break her heart ... But it's needed ...

It's needed before she develops any feelings for him ... Any expectations from him ...

I was in love with a girl ... He speaks ... Looking in her eyes ...

Her eyes suddenly showed pain from whome he is unaware of ...

He continues

And she used me ... He whispered his voice breaked though how much he compensates with the loss .. how much he tries to forget her betrayel he still can't do that. ..

He still can't because he believes that he is still in love with her ...

She keeps her hand over his hesitatingly

He looked at there hands and took his hands back ...  She took her hand back gazing him ... His action hurted her ...

Uske jaane ke baad se ..  main ab pyaar par bharosa nhi karta ... I don't believe in love any more ... Wo sirf dard hai or kuch nhi .. 

Ye shaadi ... Bhi sirf maine maa ke kehne par ki thi... He whispered hurting her ..

Aapki ... Marzi .. nhi ...thi ..isme ... She whispered her eyes welled up ...

She don't want any one ... If the person is with her because of someone else ... With out there agreement ...

Matlab .. haan ..  but i just agreed for her ... Pls tum ... Mujhse koi bhi expectations mat rakhna ... He whispered

Emotional support ki toh bilkul nhi ... Pls ... He whispered he was too broken then how can he fulfil any kind of her expectations.

She gazed at him for 2 more seconds before nodding her head getting up from the bed going outside the room ...

She knows this thing shouldn't hurting her ... Because someday or the other it's gonna happen ...

But her poor heart ? ... What about it when he just loves him with everything he has ...

The every emotion he can feel .. not only love but she trusts him ... With her everything she values him more than herself ...

She knows this thing is gonna happen ok e day or the other but it's hurting her like nothing else hurted her ever ...

She comes on the terrace to breath som fresh hair. ..

She rubs her chest to sooth the rosing pain ...

If she gets a little bit of stressed the pain roses up ... Giving her more of a reality check that her life is too short to take any tension ...

She sits down on the near by swing as the tear rolled down her eyes ...

She closed her eyes .. gulping back her tears ...

And smiled a little atleast she is happy that he will not be effected even if she will be dead ...

She is happy that it won't devastate him ... Her absence will never effect him ...

She smiled ...

Thank you baba ji ... Koshish karna bas apne paas jaldi bula lena... She whispered with her misty eyes ...

Main unki ignorance ... Nhi jhel sakti jyada din... she whispered

Khush rakhna unko ... Mere saath bhi mere baad bhi ... She whispered smiled a little with her teary ...

I'll come soon mumma .. she whispered looking at the star ..  when she was small she used to think that her mother has became a star ... With her father she used to watch h both of them at the night ...

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Hmm ... Kabhi hua ye bhi
Khaali rahon PE bhi

Tu tha mere saath

She remembered when she used to get...upset on anything missing her family ... She used to watch his videos to uplift her mood ...

When he was healing someone whome he never broke ... She had always felt some kind of connection watching him ...

Kabhi tujhe milke

Lauta mera dil ye
khaali khaali haath

She had always knew while wat hing his videos ... Watching had always soothed her broken heart ... Somewher giving her the hope to live ...

Which she brutally killed by herself ... Maybe because she didn't wanted to live being a burden on anyone ...

Ye bhi hua kabhi
Jaise hua abhi

Tujh ko sabhi main paa liya

She songs her heart out looking at the Delhi city aimlessly staring at something while singing the song ..

Tera mujhe kar jaati hai
Dooriyan..

satati hai dooriyan
Tarsati hai dooriyan ..
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan ... ..

Kahi in faaslon ke mitne se pehle main hi na khatam ho jaun sidharth ...

Agar mar gyi toh ek baar gale se lagayenge na ?...ek baar apna batayenge na ? .... Agar koi poochega kabhi ke main kon thi toh mujhe apni amanat batayenge na ? ... Kabhi yaadon ke sahare mujhe yaad kar kar muskurayenge na ? ... Itni jaldi apne zehen se nikal toh nhi denge na ..

She asked smiling ..  her heart was in pain ... But there was still a smile on her face maybe because she knows that she don't have that much time to live and keep grudges with anyone

Khair ... She wiped her face ...khush  rahiyega ... She whispered going down in her room ... She saw him laying on the bed his back facing her ... She slowly took the pillow and the blanket making her way to the couch ....

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