I look down at her as she sits there watching television. The sound of the TV was all you can hear in the house. Jungkook was a work. "B?" She turns and looks at me. "Yes mommy?" She's grown up so fast! She's seven now and I can't believe how much she's changed. "Do you want to have fun today? Let's go do something." She runs over to turn off the TV. "Yes! Let's do something fun!" She yells. I smile. "Okay then go get dressed and we can go."

She runs over to her room and changes out of her pajamas. I go and fix myself so that I don't look too much like a hobo. "I'm ready!" She says. I turn from the mirror and smile. She's wearing her favorite stripped leggings and a black shirt with her black toms. I'm surprised that she actually has a fashion sense. When I was seven all I wore was my too too and my favorite spider man shirt, yeah. I was a confusing child.

She walks over to me and grabs her little tooth brush and stands up on the stool we bought her. I start to do her hair as she brushes her small teeth. Once she's done she turns towards me still on the stool. "I want to wear that." She says pointing to my lips. I'm wearing my favorite nude matte lipstick. "Okay." I say going to my lip drawer and grab a lip gloss. "No! Lit stick not gloss " smart kid. "Okay okay." I surrender to her and grab the same one I was wearing.

"Its lip stick. Say lip." ,"lip stick." She says it perfectly. I smile. I dab a little on her little pink lips and glide my finger on it. "Okay." I say, she turns towards the mirror. She smiles wide showing her missing teeth. "Wow! I look like mommy!" I pick her up and walk into the room. "So you ready to go now?" I ask setting her on the bed as I pick my shoes. "Yes." She says simply. "Okay let's go." I say walking out of my walk in closet.

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"And then Fin said that he doesn't like cake so I yelled at him because Jimin said that if someone hates cake... They are stupid." I almost choke on my frozen yogurt. "Jimin told you that?" I ask. She looks down at her frozen yogurt with no expression. "Mommy. How do you know someone likes you?" I remember the day she asked me something similar to this, she had asked me what love was, on her birthday when she was turning five.

"Well.. Is it because you like someone?" She looks up at me her cheeks red. "Well.. I do. But I don't think he likes me back." I smile. "Its like that sometimes baby. So don't worry. What's his name? Is it Fin?" She bites her bottom lip and smiles. "Ewe not Fin. Jimin." Was it just me or did she just say Jimin? "Oh. There's a boy at school named Jimin?" She laughs. "No Jimin Oppa" my heart stops. I adjust myself in my chair.

"Bella... You know that you can't like him right?" She continues to eat her ice cream. "No I don't like him." I let out a breath of relief. "I love him" it felt like someone punched me in the gut. "Baby.. You can't love Jimin. He's too old, you're just 7 years old you don't know what love is" she looks up. Her little eyebrows knitted into a mad expression. "But I do mom. I do love him." I stare at her. "No Bella. You can't." I say. "Mom! No! I can!" I grab her wrist.

"You never talk back to me you hear me? I will not raise a daughter who is disobedient to her mother." I say feeling all this anger in my chest. Her eyes grow big and watery. She pulls her hand out of my grasp. "I'm sorry mommy" she cries. My chest hurts, I've layed a hand on my daughter. I walk around the table towards her and pull her into a hug. "I'm so sorry baby.. Mommy didn't mean to hurt you" I say feeling a ball of emotion in my throat.

"But... I love him mommy..." My heart pounds, just then I see Jimin. He's also in the food court of the mall. He's with a girl. She's pretty, short hair, looks like she cakes her face but.. I mean. He likes cake right? I can't let her see this. It'll break her little girl heart. I let her go. "Why don't we go shopping? I'll buy what ever you want" she smiles and nods her head. I shoot a look towards Jimins way, I see him touch her hand, he intertwined their fingers.

The rest of the day I was cautious about seeing Jimin. I couldn't let her see that, shit, she just told me she's in love with him. It'll break her heart to see him with a other women. I follow her around as she walks around the mall. She stops and she looks at me smiling. "Mama!" I look where's she's pointing. My heart stops. Shit I suck at keeping people away from people... At that moment I witness Jimin push the girl up against the wall and press his lips against hers.

I look down at Bella. Her smile had vanished, she just stared silently. I stare down at her, my heart breaking as I can see hers breaking in her chest. She finally looks at me. Tears filled her eyes making her look like a puppy. She reaches for me so I can pick her up and I do so. I walk past them as he continues to kiss her. I hear her crying in my neck. I walk over to the Disney store. "Look." I say. She turns her head toward the store with her face tear stained.

"I'll buy you what ever you want." I set her down. "Bella?" Bella turns and looks up at him with the devil in her eyes. "Bella it is you! How's my girl?" He asks bending down in front of her. He reaches for her arm. She pulls away from him viciously and walks near me. I look down at him as he's still kneeled down. He looks dumb struck. "Bella? What's wrong?" He looks up at me and I look away. He stands up.

"Abby.. Did I do something wrong?" I pick up Bella and look at him. "Just go have fun with your caked faced girlfriend and leave my daughter alone." I walk into the Disney store and disappear with the crowd leaving Jimin and the random girl I had just insulted, alone.

"Abby. I don't understand what I did." He says pulling on my arm as I watch Bella look through the various Disney character plushies. I look at him. I don't know why I feel such anger towards him. His face is concerned. Still had that puppy dog look on his face. "I don't know what to say Jimin. She's only 7, and I don't think she wants to talk to you right now." His eye brows knitted. "Can I try?" I shrug coldly and walk over to Bella and he follows.

She turns with a smile then it goes away. She crosses her arms over her chest and walks near me. "Bella.. Please tell me why you're mad." He says kneeling in front of her again. She looks at me as if asking for permission. I nod giving her permission. "I hate you Jimin." She says simply. His face drops and he looks sad. "Why Bella? What did I do?" She looks at him mad. "Because! You came with her!" She points at the girl looking through Disney dolls. Childish much?

"Oh! That's my friend Quin" he says smiling. "She is not your friend! She is your girlfriend!" She says pushing his shoulder. "No! Why would you think that?" He asks sounding stupid. "You kissed her! I sawl you!" She says crossing her arms over her chest. "Oh Bella.." He runs his fingers through his red hair. "You're my only girl. There's no one but you." She shakes her head. "No. Go away Jimin" she says.

He leans in to pull her towards him but she takes a step away from him. He stares at her confused, still. This guy doesn't he the picture. "Bella..." ,"NO! GO AWAY!" she screams pushing him so hard that he falls onto his butt. He stares at her, his feelings hurt. He stands up dusting off his pants. "Bella.." She turns her back towards him. "No Jimin. I don't ever want to see you again" His face drops into a choked expression.

"But you'll be my friend again soon right?" He asks. She turns towards him. "NO!" She screams. She looks at me. "I want to go home now mom." She says reaching for me. I pick her up and start walking out of the store. I feel him touch my shoulder. I turn towards him with a dirty look plastered on my face. "She's joking right? She's not actually mad at me right?" He asks looking really worried. He cared for Bella, I knew that.

"Just give it a day " I say walking away from him. "I don't love him any more mommy." She says in my ear as I carry her. "No. You do. I know you do." She looks at me. "But I don't." Was she serious? Wait?.. Was I serious about telling her that she loves him? Did I want my only daughter to love an older man. It was just a crush. Right? I look into her eyes. "I don't mom." She says with no sign of hesitation, like she meant it for reals.

And for some reason.. I believe her.

This was a weird chapter but it just kind of happened. I was just going to have it be one of those days where Abby spends it with her daughter but It turned into this. I hope you still enjoyed it. Make sure to comment and vote.
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