Hi! I'm so happy to be starting my second and last book of this series! To get what is going on reading the first book is highly recommended. But if you don't want to you don't have to. I'm not forcing you.

I run my hands over my tummy. Bella sits near me in the living room at her little plastic table that Jungkook bought her at target, she colors her homework from preschool. "An den I dwew a cat. An den I dwew a dog. An den I dwew a scary man." I look at her oddly. "What did you draw?" I ask.

She tilts her head while she stares down at the paper grabbing random colors and swiping them along the paper leaving thick and messy swiggles and is coloring out of the lines, everyone goes through that faze when they're little. "A dog." She says cutely. "And?" She looks at me mad, but I don't take her seriously because she looks so cute almost looking just like Jungkook. She crosses her arms over her chest.

"Ma ma I alweady told you!" She yells at me in a pout. "Oh I'm sorry baby show me your drawing I want to see it." I say. She smiles widely showing me her tiny bunny teeth reminding me of Jungkooks smile. There are things that she does that reminds me of him so much. "Okay." She slips off her little chair and runs to get her back pack in her room.

She pulls it into the living room, its one of those backpacks with the wheels on the bottom, I still remember the day she begged for it. She gets her homework folder and pulls out the first page and hands it to me. I look down at it. A dog. A cat. I see nothing else. No scary man. I look at her and she's finishing up her homework.

"Baby didn't you say you drew something other than a cat and a dog?" I ask, I don't know why I'm pushing her but I want to know, I needed to make sure that I wasn't hearing things and that we're safe. She places her homework in her homework folder and looks at me. She furrows her eye brows and shakes her head. "No mommy. I just dwew a doggy and a kitty " I could have sworn that she said a scary man, maybe I am just hearing things.

Its probably just my hormones playing with my brain.

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"Oh yeah?" He asks smiling. "Yes Jimin." Bella says touching his face as he squats down to get to her level, little girls can have crushes at four right? Well I think my little Rose has found her first crush, its cute. "You like cake?" She stomps her feet in frustration but she liked it cause she can't help but smile showing him her small teeth and fat cheeks that are flushed with pink. "Yeees." She says laughing ruffling his hair with her little fingers.

He picks her up and she screeches as he spins. I watch cautiously, she's still so small I don't want her getting hurt. Even though I know Jimin would never hurt my Rose but, I can't be too sure and let my guard down. That's when bad things happen. "Babe?" Pierces into my ear. "Huh?" I look at him. He's serious, he knew that I wasn't listening to what he was saying. "How have you been feeling?" He asks not bringing up the fact that

I wasn't listening to him, he must know that I'm watching Bella being tossed up in the air by Jimin. I look down at my stomach and I start to feel weird, a sharp pain hits my spine. "I..." I stand up and walk over to the fridge trying not to look like I was in pain from my spine. I don't know how I feel to be honest, what am I supposed to say? "Abby." He says with a soft concerned tone. With laughter in the background and my back aching, I can't think.

"It doesn't feel like how I felt with Bella..." I say finally not looking at him, still looking inside the fridge. I hear the chair screech against the hard wood floors and I know that he's walking over to me. He forces his hand on the fridge closing it, letting the cold air brush against my face leaving a cold sensation on my cheeks. I look at him. His eyes are worried, those worried eyes have been looking at me a lot lately.

Ever since I've told him that I couldn't stop throwing up a couple days ago. But oh dear how he would be mad if I don't tell him that my back has been hurting... But he's over reacting it was probably nothing, I'm over reacting. Honest. His eyes never leaving mine as if trying to look for the answer in my eyes, which he wasn't going to find one because I don't have any answers myself. His eyebrows furrow and he looks more concerned than ever.

"I'm fine, no really. Its nothing to worry about." I say feeling unsure, I didn't want him to sense it, I don't need him to because I feel just fine. I don't want him to feel held back and not go with his members bowling. That's why Jimin was here , to give Jungkook a ride.

"You're really close to your due date. The baby can come any minute. I just Won't go, nope not at a time like this. Not now. I'm not leaving you." He leans against the counter crossing his arms staring at me, and I knew that he wouldn't budge no matter how hard I tried to convince him that I was fine. "No. You have to go its not....." Everything goes black. What's going on?

Jungkook POV

How can she ask me to leave at a moment like this? She's not well, I can sense it, I know that shes hiding it from me. I feel a chill at the back of my neck and it trails down my spine giving me a feeling that something was wrong. I don't hear her talking anymore. I look at her. I become completely surprised when she slowly falls to the ground, she had seemed to faint for some reason. I catch her in time.

I'm more than worried, I pick her up bridal style and rush her over to the couch. I was about to set her down when I feel wet on my hands. I look down at my hands. My heart stops and I'm in shock. What do I do? Blood... I've read this in a pregnant lady catalog once when Abby was at a check up and didn't want me in the room for some reason. Blood usually means.. ugh! Fuck! Right when I need to know I forget. ".. J... Jun... Jungkook..!?"

A voice echoes in my head and as I continue to look at my hand, I just want her to be okay. "Jungkook!?" The voice shoots into my ear making me turn to looks at the person calling me. Its blurry and slow motion, it feels like I'm intoxicated, like I've been drugged. At first the person looks like a smudge in my vision. Then the face comes into view.. Its Jimin and he's holding crying Bella under his arm.

"Maaaaa maaaaa!!!" She cries harshly probably hurting her little vocal chords as her face becomes a dark red. He looks like he's worried. He's talking to me. I can't hear him. A ringing sound leaves then comes, then leaves, then comes still making it hard for me to understand what he's saying. "We... To.. Go!" I hear in short waves not hearing all of what he's saying. I feel him grab onto my shoulder and he shakes me.

I look down at Abby in my arms and her head is dangling backwards life less, her arms and legs look fake like a doll. I look back at Jimin. He had set Bella down and is reaching for Abby. He takes her out of my arms, I let him. He's in a much better state than I am right now. "Jungkook we have to get her to the hospital!" He yells with seriousness in his voice. I some how get my hearing back. I follow him to the car with Bella in my arms.

Everything is still in slow motion, my foot steps echo in my ears. I hear Bella crying with fear in my arms. She can't see this... She shouldn't see this... Echoes over and over again in my head, and its my head telling me what to do. I then hear the thudding of me heart in my head. So this is what it feels like to panic. Jimin sets Abby in the back seat and he jumps in the front. His left arm covered in my wife's blood. I sit in the back with Bella on my lap.

Its not safe... Buckle her in , sit her down .. I close the car door behind me, set her next to me in the back seat and buckle her in smearing blood on everything I touched. Bella continues to cry and scream. I touch her face to wipe her tear, but now it has blood on it. Tears run down her face causing the blood to fall with it down her neck and onto her shirt, possibly ruining her favorite unicorn and rainbows shirt. Jimin hauls ass to the hospital but at a safe speed.

We were almost there when Abigail becomes conscious. "Jungkook!!!? Jungkook!!?" She screamed as she is completely confused with where she is at. She's in shock. We pull into the hospital and Jimin runs inside to grab some nurses to help us. I walk around to where Abby is at. But the Nurses beat me to the chase, they rush before me and take her out. They haul her in a hospital bed. I follow them.

"Jungkook! Jungkook!!!" She continues to scream as they push her away in the bed. I was about to follow them into the room when a doctor with a surgical mask and gloves stops me with a hand to my chest. "Are you the husband?" He asks in a mumble. "Yes. I'm her husband. " he pulls me in.

They have her in a delivery room, they already have her legs elevated and have her laying in the bed. The doctor sits on the chair and goes in between her legs. I hold onto Abby's hand. She's shaking and she keeps mumbling my name as she shook her head and tears welded up in her eyes. "Doctor I don't think we'll be able to have her deliver. " one of the nurses says. The doctor shoots her a dirty look from behind the surgical mask

"I'm the doctor here not you." The nurse quiets down. Hey don't hurt my wife, if your nurse is telling you that its not safe please don't you dare do it. "The bleeding has stopped we can try." Try!? No! you better know!! I don't need my Abby dying on me! The doctor says as he grabs a medical knife and cuts. "Okay we're going to have to ask you to push Abigail" the doctor says. Abby starts pushing and I can see the pain in her eyes, I kiss her hand as she grips tightly.

"Wait!! No stop!" The doctor yells. But Abby doesn't stop pushing. She then let's go of my hand unexpectedly and I look at her. Her body shakes uncontrollably and her eyes roll back into her head. My eyes water at the scene and my heart pounds against my chest rapidly causing my legs to become weak. The nurses push me away from her body. "ER we need to get her to the ER! she's going to bleed out!" The doctor says and they wheel her out of the room.

Bleed out?? I'm about to follow them but one of the nurses stop me. "I'm sorry sir you can't come." Then she leads me to the waiting room. "No but I have to be there for my wife. For my baby. Please just..." She sits me down in the waiting room. "I'm sorry sir but you can't." She says then jogs away trying to catch up with the staff that took my wife away from me.

**

Jimin walks over to me and Bella is in his muscular arms, she had fallen asleep. Probably from crying too much. My eyes water to the sight of my daughter, whose a spitting image of her mother. I drop my head and begin to cry. Out of anger, out of sadness. "I didn't get to tell her I love her..." I whisper to myself as tears run down my face.

"I'm sure she knows Jungkook. She knows. Don't beat yourself up about it... She knows." I feel Jimins muscular arm around me and I fall apart and cry harder, his words made my throat swell up with emotion and I then hoped that she really did know that I love her. He layed Bella down on the couch next to us covering her with his sweater. He had cleaned up his arm, but it was still blood stained. He comforted me, like a brother.

I cried until I couldn't breathe, until my lungs gave me a burning sensation and my throat was sore, until my eyes went dry, no longer able to produce tears and I stared blankly at the hospital floor.

**

"Oh hi Mr. Jeon? Correct?" The doctor asks me. I nod my head and stand up from the chair in the waiting room and walk up to him. "I'm sorry to tell you the news but your wife didn't make it. And neither did your child. I'm so sorry for your loss. We tried the best we could but sadly she bled out and the infant wasn't able to be revived." I drop down to my knees and begin to cry at the shoes of the doctor.

"Not my Abby doctor! Not my Abigail...." I whimpered like a crying dog in pain. "Now now Jungkook.. Shhhh... Don't cry." I look down at the shoes I was crying on, tears blur my vision. But I can clearly see that they are no longer black dress shoes. They're now white glittery heels. I look up and its Abby. She looks so beautiful, a white dress complimented her body. I stand up.

Our surroundings are pitch black, but I can honestly care less she was the only thing I wanted to look at. I can't keep my eyes off of her. "Oh dear... Why do you cry Jungkook?" She asks as she touches my face, her skin had a certain glow to it. She was soft and warm, her touch felt like a gentle breeze against my skin, like she wasn't really even there .

"The doctor just told me that you died. What else am I supposed to think or do? You're my wife. The love of my life." Her face looks concerned but beautiful at the same time. "I can't live without you Abigail. We have a family together. Our Bella Rose." I say my voice shaking tears continue to fall down my cheeks. "And you won't live without me, because everything is just fine." She says her voice echoing.

The light behind her blinds me for a bit, it was like some kind of gate was opening for her. Possibly the gates to heaven, of course God would want her, she's an Angel. She's my Angel. My eyes adjust. There's a beam of light in her arms. She rocks it back and forth, she begins to sing. "Hush little baby don't say a word..." Her voice sounds like gentle waves hitting against the shore at the beach.

It echoes away as she starts walking towards the light, away from me, out of my life. I run up to her and touch her arm. "Abby don't. Please don't leave me. I... I love you." I say. She turns her face and looks at me. "Do you really?" She asks. I furrow my eyebrows and frown, how can she ask this?

"Yes. Of course I do!" I hear a baby cry and it is loud at first then its sweet. "Oh its the baby." She says turning towards me with a smile that I can never forget. I can't see anything but the beaming light. Faint baby cries come from it. "Isn't our baby beautiful?" She asks me. The light begins to blind me and I look away. "Oh.." I look at her. Her face has fallen to no expression and she looks hurt.

"You can't see.." She looks at the beam of light then back at me. "I ... Want to though I really do Abby believe me." I say and she frowns. "I can't show you if you can't see.. I'm sorry. We have to leave you now. It's for the best. You can find someone new Jungkook I know it. She'll be very lucky. Take care of my Rose for me. I love you." She says turning towards the light again her voice echoing her last words.. 'I love you'.

"No! Please Abby don't leave me! I don't know what to do without you!" I cry. But she doesn't turn back. "Abby!! Abby!! Abby!!!" I continue to scream. "Jungkook..."

Her voice echoes in my ear sounding ever so sweet as the light slowly dims as she walks into it, away from Bella and I... Forever. I'm back in the hospital on my knees. Nurses and patients stare as they pass. I could care less. I look up at the doctor who is still standing there. His hands on his hips. His eyes were full black as his whole eye was his iris. His chin elongated and it frightened me to see such creature.

His mouth opened wide. His arms and legs grew longer making him look like a spider, be grabs a hold on my shoulders as if ready to devour me. He shakes me viciously aggressive, making my head hurt.

"JEON JUNGKOOK!!"

How was the first chapter guys? Its really long, 3000 words. I really got into it. So I apologize if it was too long for some of you. I really needed A new scenario I mean its sad but I needed more emotion. There wasn't much in the first book so I was like 'why not'? And it just happened so don't hate me with the out come okay? So make sure to tell me what you think and how you like it. Vote and comment! It means a lot.
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