Fiancé Kookie
Weeks later
I wake up in the morning and I look at his sleeping face. I smile. My heart stops, it felt like I had seen him for the first time and I was falling in love all over again. I move the hair out of his eyes. He's so gorgeous when he sleeps. I lean over and kiss his cheek. "I love you..." I whisper in his ear. I roll off the bed.
I walk into the kitchen in my small apartment. We haven't officially moved in together, but he comes over to sleep next to me sometimes, he says that he feels lonely. Maybe because of the band thing that's going on. A lot of the members had asked for separate rooms from everyone else. Sadly, it's gotten worse, and Jungkook had told me that he didn't feel comfortable sleeping at the dorms where the atmosphere was negative.
He felt happier when he was with me, he said kind of how he used to be when he was with the group. Which makes me sad to think that Jungkook will lose something important to him. They've been on the news a lot lately, and when they had interviews, it was only a couple members at a time. Or only one. Jungkook told me not to worry about it, because once all this controversy was over, we can live in peace.
But I knew deep down inside that idol persona he's going to miss it like crazy.
But, something that distracts him from all that drama, is the drama that happens at work. And he said moving in together makes him feel less insecure about me. I don't know what he's talking about, I think he's just jealous that the guy at work thinks I'm "fine". That's what he apparently told Jungkook. That I'm fine. Honestly I think Jungkook is over reacting. Like, what kind of fine was it? Like a, "Oh, you know, she's fine." Or like a, "Damn. That girl is fine."
Ever since I've had this ring on my finger, which will almost be a month, he's the only man I care about. He believes me but I personally think he still gets all... Jealous. He needs to realize that I don't care about other men, he's the only man for me. I don't care what the guy at work says, he's irrelevant to my life with Jungkook. But Jungkook doesn't get the idea, when I say I don't care about Seth. It's because I don't care about Seth.
Maybe he thinks I got a thing for him because when we first met at that grocery store, I was looking at Seth because I thought he was cute, but obviously I don't think that anymore. I was a complete horn dog back then, now I'm not.. that much. Only for Jungkook. And if Jungkook wants this engagement to go well and have a wedding and get married, he needs to be able to trust my word.
Because from what I've seen from his parents and my parents, there was trust and understanding. And possibly a lot of sex, but we're not talking about that. I really want this engagement and hopefully marriage to go well. I want to grow old with Jungkook, until we're wrinkly raisins.
But sometimes when he's jealous makes me feel like he really cares, my fiancé is jealous. Hehehe it makes me feel happy when ever I think about that word. Fiancé. Soon he'll be mine, soon I'll be Mrs. Jeon. Soon.
I look into the cupboards trying to debate whether I should have cereal or if I should make pancakes. At that moment I feel arms wrap around my waist. I turn towards him. Right away he kisses my lips, I can taste the mintiness from his breath. I lean against the counter as he continues to kiss me. He picks me up and I screech. He sits me on the counter and kisses me more. I know where's he going with this.
"Mmmm.. No Jungkook." I say as push him gently away from my neck. He looks at me "Why not?" He asks. I try to get off the counter but he grips my thigh. Daym Kookie... "I have work today, I don't need to be going into work smelling like...", "Smelling like me?" He interrupts me. He had a point, but I wasn't in the mood. I mean, I'm pretty sure he could get me in the mood pretty quick, but I don't want him to. His hands trail in between my legs.
I shut my legs, but of course that doesn't stop his hand from touching me. I set my hand on his hand, I can feel his veins.
"You won't even let me have a small taste? Before you have to go, I'm hungry.." He growls. Jesus. "Jungkook ..." I don't finish what I'm about to say as the way he uses his hands gives me chills. He hasn't even touched me yet. That shows something right? I finally jump off the counter forcing his hands off me. "Awe, babe." I hear him say. I don't turn around. "Wooow so you're just gonna go to work and give it up to that Seth guy?" What the fuck did he just say?!
I turn right away the temperature has just risen in my body. "What did you just say?" I ask ticked off. "Don't worry about it." He says crossing his arms. I walk up to him pissed off. "No! What did you say!? Something about the guy at work?? Say it to my face!" He lifts his chin showing off his jaw line being stubborn, and I knew that it was about Seth.
"What the FUCK Jungkook!? How could you just assume that!? Just because I don't want to have sex with you before I go to work!? How is that right!? How is that okay for you to say!?" He looks down at me, and I've never been so scared in my life, we've never had a fight like this. "No! Not just that! I want to know! Every since you started working at that job you never want to be intimate with me! Maybe you're giving it up to Seth the cashier!"
I turn quickly turns and head for my room not saying a word, he was being stupid!. He didn't deserve to hear me talk when he would just talk over me and make outrageous accusations. "Oh!! What!? Not gonna deny it!? I knew it! You've always found him attractive since the first day you saw him!" I walk into my room and lock the door to put on my uniform. "Really ABBY!??" He yells as he bangs on the door and fiddles with the door nob.
"Why can't you just own up to your shit and tell me the fucken truth!? You're just running away from your problems and not telling me what's going on, I'm your fucken fiancé, I deserve to know the truth!" I bite back tears, he's accusing me of cheating, something I would never do in my life. Once I'm done putting on my uniform I walk past him and grab my bag. "So you have nothing to say!!?"
I open the door and look back at him with tears flowing out of my eyes. "You're a Fucken jerk." His face drops into a surprised look. I slam the door and begin to walk to the store. This was a stupid fight, I needed time to breathe. I can't be in the car with him, I don't want him to drive me to work. I don't want to see his face, he was talking stupid and out of his ass. This was our first real fight where we yelled and cussed at each other. But over something so stupid and something that doesn't exist.
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I walk into the grocery store and its still empty, the store hasn't opened yet. Seth smiles at me from behind the register, he's setting up the cash. When he sees my tears his face drops into a concerned expression. "Abby what's wrong?" I don't look at him "Its just Jungkook." He drapes his arm over me. I shrug it off of me. I turn to him, I was going to settle this one once and for all. "Did you tell Jungkook at any time, that I was fine?" I ask.
"Why? Did he tell you that I did?" He asks. "Just answer my question." I tell him. "Did I cause problems with you and Jungkook?" He asks the most obvious question. Duh, I walk into work with tears running down my face and I tell you it's because of Jungkook. You've obviously caused problems. "Yes, You did Seth." Is all I say. He didn't need a whole explanation for something that was completely obvious.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to. And it's not how I meant it, he had asked about how I thought you were doing as a worker and what I thought about you. And you know Kim? The store Assistant manager? She had passed by in a tight skirt, and I guess my dirty thoughts and talk came out of my mouth. Jungkook thought I was talking about you. I just meant that you were doing fine in your work." I wipe my face with my hand.
"Seeeeeeeth. Couldn't you control your hormones in front of my fiancé? He's super pissed at me, he thinks I'm sleeping with you." I explain, fresh tears running down my face to the thought of Jungkook hating me for nothing. Seth smiles face drops to seeing me sad. "I'm sorry. I didn't..." ,"ABBY!" I hear Jungkooks voice. I turn towards the back of the store towards the employee room, I don't want to see him.
"Abby.. Please. Just let me apologize " I let my tears fall down my face and I walk into the room and close it behind me. "Abby.." He leans against the door. "Please... I was stupid. I shouldn't have said those things." ,"Jungkook I think you should leave Abby alone for a second. I have some explain-..." Seth is cut off by Jungkook. Jungkook looked like he was ready to toss Seth across the whole store and plow into his face.
"I don't care what you think. This is all your fault. So, I just suggest that you should get the fuck out of my face before I FUCK you up. Now stop breathing on my neck, I'm trying to talk to my fiancé." , "JUNGKOOK! Just stop!" I yell as I step out of the employee room. I look at Seth. "I'm so sorry Seth none of this is your fault, well... it kind of is." Jungkook ignores the fact that I said it kind of was Seth fault, and yells at me anyways.
"How it this not his fault!? He's the one who told me that he thought you were 'fine'. How am I not going to think about what he's capable of doing to you? That you two have done something?" Jungkook looks at Seth.
"It was a huge misunderstanding Jungkook. I wasn't walking about Abby." Jungkook calms down. "You weren't?" He asks Seth. "No, the moment I was going to answer your question about how I thought Abby was doing as a worker, my fine ass assistant manager passed by with her nice-" ,"Okay, Seth, we get the idea." I say.
Seth smiles nervously, "I was describing the assistant manager, not Abigail. I'm so sorry for the misunderstanding." Jungkook looks at me "Sorry man.. I didn't know I was causing problems between you two. I shouldn't have been watching how I was saying my words." Seth says. Jungkook held out a hand and Seth shakes it. "I shouldn't have over reacted like that." Jungkook looks at me.
"Babe.. " he steps closer to me and caresses my face wiping my tears. "I'm so sorry.. Please forgive me.. Abby." He pulls my face close and kisses me slowly and passionately. I was happy that everything was set straight and that Jungkook and I were okay. Seth just needs to learn to keep his dick in his pants. But besides the problem between Jungkook and I, I hoped there would never be a problem again.
Right then and there I wanted to melt. Our first serious fight was solved. I guess this is what I'll have to go through in marriage. He pulls away from me. "I love you Abigail." He says in a whisper. I peck his lips. "I love you more." He pecks my lips. "Okay. I have to work now. Maybe you should go to the studio, you know.. Meet up with the guys. Have fun." He shakes his head and presses his forehead against mine.
"No..no no no.." He whispers over and over again. "I'll wait until you clock out." He looks into my eyes. "Then.. I'm gonna.." ," shhhhh.." I put my finger on his lips. "Keep it a surprised baby." I say smiling. I kiss him. "You should go." I suggest. "Fine. But I'll be back to pick you up from work." He says. I nod. "Okay." He pecks me on the lips and starts to walk to the front, on the way out he slaps Seth on the back nearly making him fall over.
When Jungkook was out of sight, Seth turns to me. "Jungkook is scary as fuck." He says making me laugh. "Yeah, so be careful about what you say around him." I tell him. He nods quickly. "For sure now." He let's out a breath of relief. "And you like Kim?" I ask. He smiles. "Have you seen the booty on her?" Come to think of it, she did have a nice butt. "Yeah." I whisper. "This was all the bootys fault." He adds. I laugh. "Shut up and set up the register." I say. He chuckles, "Fine." And we get to work.
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"No! Ah! Stop!" ,"So, you are ticklish." He grabs a hold of my waist. "Its not just something that goes away Jungkook." I say, chuckling. He nuzzled his face in my neck, making me laugh move as his hair tickled my ear and he kissed me lightly.
He pulls away and looks down at my face. I stop laughing and look into his eyes. I had forgotten his hurtful words that he had said to me today. I had forgotten our anger. Though I'll never forget Seths stupidity. He looks at me as he tilts his head to the side. He hovers over me. God how I love this man.. I touch his sweet face. "I love you." He says. "You're mine. And only mine Abigail Thomas."
I smile at him. "And I'm forever yours." He says, taking the words out of my mouth. He pecks my lips. "Let's go." He suggests. I stand up from the bed and we head out of my apartment. "Where are we going?" I ask. He smiles. "If I told you, it wouldn't be a surprise... right?" He asks. I grin. "No." I answer.
We got in the car and he drove us to a destination. I was a bit tired, but being with Jungkook gave me energy. He held my hand, I pull him hand to my face and kiss the back of it like he would to me. I see that bunny smile grow on his face. I then bring his hand to my chest, over my heart so that he can feel how hard it pounded for him.
We drove for a while, and I became extremely drowsy. "You can sleep if you want, it'll be a while." He says, he takes his hand away from my grip and pats my head, running his fingers through my hair. "I'm not tired." I whisper, obviously tired. He hushed me and ran his fingers through my hair rubbing my skull. My eyelids struggling to stay open. After a couple of minutes later I hear Jungkook's voice.
I slowly open my eyes and he pecks my lips, causing me to smile. "You up, sleepy head?" He asks. I shift in the passenger seat, pretending to go back to sleep. "If you don't wake up, I'll kiss you awake." He says. I right away make fake snoring noises, I hear him chuckle. He then turns me and I keep my eyes shut until I feel his lips on mine. "You up now?" He whispers. I peck his lips and nod. "Yeah." I smile, opening my eyes.
"Well.. we're here if you want to see where I brought you." He says. I sit up straight and look outside the car. A smile appears on my face. It was beautiful.
Night had fallen and the lights were amazing. "Its called Gyeongju." He says. I look at him. "Its beautiful." I say. He smiles. "Sorry it took so long to get here." He apologized. I shake my head. "I love it. I really do." I say. That smile appears on his face. "Let's go?" He asks. I nod. "Please." I say. We get out of the car and when we're next to each other, he grabs onto my waist and pulls me close to him.
When we get to the huts, we look over the water and I feel his gaze. I let out a breath and chuckle, I meet his eyes. "Yes?" I ask. He slowly exhales and smiles. "I can't believe you'll be my wife soon." He confesses. I smile, stepping closer to him. "Well, believe it Jungkook, cause it's happening." I tell him. He kisses my forehead leaving his lips against my skin, I close my eyes for a while enjoying his touch.
As I stood here, with this man.. I begin to feel parts of my heart such as insecurity, fear and worry, slowly heal. I've noticed that the longer I've been with Jungkook, the more I've changed. It was obviously we good change. My heart was less damaged, and the beats were different.
I pull my head back to look at him. "Do you believe in luck?" I ask. "Definitely, that's how I met you." He says making me smile. "Let's walk around, I weren't you to see how beautiful it is during the night." He suggests, I nod and he takes my hand. Of course, taking me on another adventure.
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