*this chapter will involve sexual content that may be inappropriate for some readers*

I look up at the cherry blossom trees as they had slowly lost color. I cling to my thin sweater, wishing that I would have brought a thicker one. I remember the first time Jungkook had brought me here and that time I was a complete mess. And I cried like a little baby, but he didn't care. I look out to the sun setting, remembering more of that day we shared a kiss. The wind was harsh against my skin but the rays from the sun made my face heat up.

I smile to myself. I liked being by myself just for a while. Not that I didn't like Jungkook's company.. Which I do. But sometimes I like to take a small break from his hottness. Some time alone, if you know what I mean.

I head further into South Korea and the surroundings turn into unfamiliar buildings. I hadn't noticed for a while until I look at the stores and coffee shops. "Uh oh..." I say to myself as I turn starting back the way I came. Then I couldn't remember if I had turned a corner or not. "Umm." As I look around the people stared at me as if I were an outsider. I think to myself. I am an outsider. I had never felt so alone in a moment of peace. Then I just take a chance and start walking back the way I came, hoping I'd make it back.

Soon enough, I recognize the hill I had walked over. It felt like hours that I walked that stupid hill. It seemed much bigger and longer climbing up it. I let out a breath of relief as I see the cherry blossom trees. In no time I recognize my street and my apartment buildings. I scurry back to my apartment. When I finally get there its dark, and I see a man in uniform standing on my door step.

I wonder if I've done anything wrong. Then I remember the time I accidentally dropped a wrapper on the floor and I couldn't get it cause Jungkook was pulling me away towards another adventure. I found myself panicking. Though he was attractive from behind, no. Jungkook would be mad, that's not the point! There's an officer on my door step.

Then I wonder if they tracked my finger prints and I believe 100% that I'll be getting arrested tonight. As I walk up to my door I hold my breath, there was no point in talking to him if he won't understand me. I bite my lip and clear my throat. The man turns and I hold my breath more feeling light headed. My heart stops right away. "Jungkook?" I squeak out. God he looked finer than wine.

How I just wanted to.. "Yeah. Look at this stupid.. Crap they made me wear for the photo shoot." He interrupts my dirty thought. Heck no, he looked hot as hell.

I rush up to him, "No, I like it." I say smiling, biting my lip. And you bet I liked how he looked. He looks at me surprised. "You do?" I try to make him follow my lead, so I unlock my door. I look back at him and check him out. "Hell yes." I say biting my lip. He smiles as I open the door. We walk in and its dark, he's taken the bait.

I'm about to turn on the lights when I feel his hand stop me. I smile to myself. "Wanna play?" He asks. I look back at him not able to see his face. He closes the door making the room pitch dark. I hear him lock it and he holds onto my waist.

"What do you wanna play?" I ask as I feel him press against me. We had never role played before, I've especially never role played. And I was a little nervous. We hadn't had sex in two months and I was afraid I'd do something stupid, being since I still wasn't as experienced. But then again, neither was he. But he's an expert at teasing. He'd tease me by kissing my neck or my stomach but I had a feeling that he just liked to do that to make me nervous.

He pushes my back against the wall softly and he kisses my neck. He knows damn well that that's my soft spot. "Play along." He whispers, biting my ear. Automatically my panties become moist and he chuckles in my ear. He felt me shutter to his voice. "You've been a bad girl haven't you?" He asks in a seductive voice as he pulls away from me, leaving me wanting him. He switches on the light and I squint for a couple of seconds. God he looked so hot in that damn uniform. He pulls out hand cuffs from his back pocket. He swirls it on his finger and walks back over to me.

I bite my lip as the belt was tight on his waist making his hips look irresistible, they swayed side to side when he walked towards me. I felt like a dirty little bitch as my eyes fall to his crotch. Dear Jesus.

I stay pressed up against the wall, trying to stand still. He grabs my chin and makes me look up at him. He clicks his tongue and shakes his head. "No wandering eyes, prisoner." He grabs my hand and locks the handcuff onto it. He stares at me then turns me around pressing my chest against the wall softly, the wall was cold against my face. I bite my lip as he pressed his hips against me roughly. "You've been a really bad girl" he says as he handcuffs my other hand.

He turns me over to face him. He smiles. "No shoes in my prison" he says. I kick off my flats. He grabs a hold of my waist pulling on the waist line of my jeans. He unbuttons the front and slowly pulls them down, falling to his knees. As he does so, he kisses the inside of my thighs making me weak. He finally slips them off and throws them on the couch. He looks at my shirt and smacks his head. "Stupid stupid" I hear him whisper to himself. I look at him confused. He spins me around and unlocks one of the handcuffs. He quickly slips off my shirt and locks the handcuff again.

As I'm still pressed up against the wall he examines me. Making me feel nervous. "Uh huh..." He mumbles behind me. "And what do you plan to do to me officer?" I ask. He smacks my left butt-cheek. "No questions prisoner." I throw my head back and laugh in pleasure. "Oh you think its funny?" I turn towards him. "What are you going to do about it?" I ask wanting more. He uncuffs one of my hands and pushes me to my room. He picks me up and places me on my bed.

He intertwined the handcuff on the head board and handcuffs my other hand making it impossible for me to move me arms. He hovers over me. "I'm going to punish you." he says as he pulls my panties off me. He unbuckles his pants and undresses. He smiles as he heads for in between my legs. He had me purring like a cat. He did everything to me that I wish he wouldn't have. It made me want him more than ever.

He made me wet and I couldn't fight myself but need him. I'm near my climax for the third time since he had been in between my legs. He had sucked me all in causing my back to arch for the hundredth time. His tongue. His lips. As I finally hit it, harder this time leaving me breathless. He finally picks his head up from between my legs and smiles. "Sorry.. I could stop." He says biting his lip. I was out of breath and I couldn't speak. He hovers over me.

"I guess I shouldn't apologize. You seem pleased." He smiles, sitting up on the bed and he reaches into his pocket of his pantd that were on the floor, for his wallet. I watch him, my legs rubbing together as I wait for him. He pulls out a condom, I guess he wants to take better precautions, even though I'm on the pill.

He must have bought a pack, he climbs back onto the bed and he adjusts my waist to get me ready for him. He grabbed his member and directed it towards my entrance, when I felt him inside me, I wrap my legs around him tight forcing him inside me.

He throws his head back and I moan as he slowly thrusts inside me. He holds onto the head board as he roughly pounds me. This was definitely different from our first time together, and I liked it. He groans loudly as he thrust faster making me want to scream his name. My eyes roll back into my skull as I seem to hit my climax for the fifth time tonight.

This time I knew it was the big O as I feel weaker than ever, though I've never hit it before.. I can guess. I can tell he's close too as he speeds up more, if that was even possible. I grip the head board as I feel it close. I moan loudly. "J..." I can't finish his name as I finally hit my climax. Right after he groans loudly. Letting me know he was done. He slows down into long and slow strokes until he finally pulls out. He flops down next to me completely out of breath and I look up at the ceiling feeling completely satisfied.

I look at him and his hair is drenched in sweat. I was about to reach for him as I remember that I'm handcuffed. I laugh, he looks at me. He continues to look at me as if confused to what I was trying to get at. "My hands." I laugh as they start to hurt. "Oh!" He quickly unlocks them and sets them on the small night stand next to my bed. I right away sit on top of him and he looks at he surprised. "I just want you to kiss me..." He smiles and sits up until his face is in front of mine.

He wraps his arms around my bare waist and presses his lips against mine. I wrap my arms around his neck bringing me closer to him. He slips his tongue in my mouth. I remember what I had learned from him, and put all my might to kiss him. He took his tongue back in his mouth and I'm discouraged. His smile breaks the kiss. I hug him close, "Just hug me.. Please. Lay with me." I say. He hugs he close.

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My eyes flutter open and he's staring at me. It's morning and the soft light from the window lightly reaches my eyes. The sun reflected off his hair making him look like an Angel. I grin and close my eyes as I touch his hand. "Good morning beautiful." He says. I open one eye and look at him. He smiles. "I was thinking we can do something fun today." He says pulling me towards him. I check him out, he's fully clothed.

I look down at myself and I'm wearing an over sized shirt. I look at him. "I didn't want to you get cold." He says smelling my hair. I grin. "Thank you." He leans towards me. "Ugh I need to take a shower." I say rolling out of his arms and off the bed. He sits up and shakes his head at me. I look at him from my closet and laugh. "What?" I tease. "You are such a huge tease." He says standing up. "Oh well... I mean would a huge tease invite you to take a shower with her?"

He shoots me a look. I grin and look into my closet. "But I mean since I'm such a huge tease I guess I'll have to take back my idea for another time." I feel him hug me from behind. I grab a T-shirt and some shorts and a matching pair of socks. I nudge him away and I walk over to my drawer. I grab a cute little thong and a matching laced bra. I make sure he sees it. I turn and he stares at me. "What?" I ask walking past him.

Before I leave the room I look at him again and he just looks at me. "You said I'm a tease so I'm being a tease." I say winking at him. He groans and flops on the bed. "Why do you play that way?" He whines and I just walk away and laugh.

After my shower Jungkook decided to take me to a nearby arcade. It was really laid back and quiet. He beat me on the racing car game, he won me a teddy bear on a crane machine, and I had beat him in table hockey. I had a lot of fun, and it was a cute date. With the tickets that we won, which was a lot, Jungkook used all of it to get me a bear. It was so big he held it under his arm. I hugged him close and leaned my head against his chest.

"You were right. It was fun." I smile. He kisses my head and smiles back at me. "It was." He agrees. "Thank you.." I say. And he gives me the you're welcome, with a kiss. How can I get enough of him?

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Month passes

"Mmmmm.." He looks a me with his eyebrow raised. "So I mean... I guess." I say looking away from the menu. "You guess you want the toast? Or you want the toast?" He asks with his voice raised. I look at him from my menu with no expression. "I want the toast." I say simply passing the menu to the waiter. Jungkook tells the waiter the order in Korean, then the waiter walks away. I cross my arms over my chest and look at him with no expression. "I'm sorry..." He says. I lower my arms.

I couldn't stay mad at him. He reaches his hand across offering to hold my hand. I take his hand and he smiles. He bites his lip. I raise my eyebrow. "Do you know what today is?" He asks me. Obviously I know. His grip on my hand tightens a bit. I smile. "Of course I know." I say crossing my legs under the table. "Today is the 8 month anniversary since we've met." I say. He smiles. "Yeah..." He says sweetly. He stares at me for a while. "I have some good things you might want to hear." He says leaving me curious.

"Oh really?" I ask leaning towards the table still holding his hand. "The group is quite fond of you. For such a long time they have finally decided to tell me." He says with a smile. My heart jumps up with joy. "Really?" I ask surprised. "Why do you seem surprised? I knew they'd like you." He says playing with my fingers as he looks down at me unpainted nails. My heart goes out to him, he knew just the right words to say to make me feel special.

"Oh.. And another thing." He adds becoming serious as he let's go of my hand. He sits up straight and looks at me with a serious expression. "My parents want to meet you." My breathing becomes hard. "The thing is.." He smacks the back of his neck and looks away from me. "They don't know English... And.." He stops short as the waiter brings our plates. I smile at the waiter and she walks away not looking at me. Rude. I look back at him and he's eating quickly. "Jungkook.." He stuffs his mouth more. "Jungkook.." He looks at me with his mouth stuffed and he tries to chew. "Oh Jungkook..." I say shaking my head as I watch him struggle.

It takes a while for him to swallow his food. "Jungkook.. What is it?" I ask. He finally swallows and then he clears his throat. "My parents expect me to be with a Korean girl... Because they say the American women don't know how to treat Korean men." I feel my heart fall to the pit of my stomach. I haven't even met his parents and I was already being stereotyped.

I stare down at my plate of French toast. The steam hit my face feeling warm and I can smell the sweetness from the syrup, but it doesn't seem appetizing to me anymore. I've lost my appetite.

I'm lost in thought. "A..... Ab.... Abby..??" His voice pierces my ear sharply "Abby." I look at him and he's touching my hand, he's concerned. I say nothing, I'm completely insulted and I have nothing to say to that. I know I probably should, its unfair to hear Americans be brought down like that. To be thought of like that. "Abby... Say something..." I stand up and head out of the restaurant.

Maybe I should take this all in a better matter, and I should have eaten my food.. but at this moment, I didn't care about the food. I have the right to care about my own feelings.. right? Or am I over reacting for feeling hurt and insulted?

"ABBY!" he yells my name. I don't stop as I head to my apartment. "Abigail!" I hear him call me. I feel my eyes water and they're tears of anger. They're hot on my face. He pulls my arm "Stop walking away .." He forces me to face him and I look down at my feet as my tears fall. "Abby.."

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Hey! Revised!

Hope you enjoyed this chapter, it's longer now :)

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Hope this book is becoming more bearable.

~ Authornim