Accepted or not?
Two months pass
I look out the window as Jungkook drives us to the studio where some of the guys were at. I feel his gaze. "What's wrong? You nervous?" He asks. I look at him. "A little, yes." I confess. He grins as he looks out to the street ahead of us. "Don't worry, I know they'll love you." He says pulling into a special parking duplex. "Really?" I ask. He nods. "Yes.", "Do they know English as good as you do?" I ask. He nods parking the car and we get out.
"Yes. But depends on what they say, they'll probably talk in Korean so that you don't understand." He says, grabbing my hand and we walk out of the duplex. I become more nervous, wow.. so I won't be able to understand them what so ever, nice. So it'll be like watching the shows on my television without stupid subtitles, amazing. He chuckles when he sees my face and kisses my cheek. "I just hope they won't misbehave." He whispers. I look at him weird. "But you're the youngest." I say. He nods. "Doesn't stop them from acting the way they do. I've been told that I act older than my age, they act.. perverted." He says.
"Like how?" I ask, he hums. "Well.. they get really touchy." He says. My eyes widen, what does that mean? Touchy? What would they touch? Would I like- No. What the heck? I don't want other men touching me only Jungkook. Mm.. Jungkook. "Abby?" I hear Jungkook. I look up at him. "Yeah?" He chuckles. "You kind of blanked out." He says. Wasn't nothing dirty, sure. "Ahaha. Don't worry about it." I tighten my grip on his hand. He kisses my cheek and I smile. "Just take a deep breath." He whispers to me. I nod and do so.
We make it up to the studio and walk inside. For the past month I've been dying to meet his friends, and now that I was here, I was nervous. I wanted to impress them, I wanted to make sure that they'd like me. We walk into a room and there are four men there. "Ah. Jungkook-ah." Everyone of them say. Jungkook smiles at all of them. They all begin to talk in Korean to each other, just like he said they would. Until I catch one of the boys attention.
"Introduce us, Jungkook." One of them says. Now everyone looks at me, that's a good thing.. right? Little scared now. "Abigail, these are my group members. There are two missing, you'll meet them another day." He says. And before he can say another word they all start to introduce themselves.
A member with black hair walks up to me, he had little eyes when he smiled and grabbed my hand. His hand much smaller than Jungkook's hand, but still a bit bigger than mine. "Jimin." He smiles. I nod and he then picks up his shirt and makes me touch his abs. My jaw drops, he was definitely more built than Jungkook, but I still preferred Jungkook's body.
Jungkook looks pissed as hell, and everyone was staring at Jimin in disbelief. "Uh.." My face heats up as my fingers went over every bump, in his command. I'd be lying if I said that they weren't nice, cause boy! They're nice. "Really Jimin?" Jungkook asks pushing Jimin's shoulder, who just laughs and drops my hand and his shirt.
I smile nervously as Jimin continues to talk to me in Korean. I'm guessing this is what Jungkook was talking about, cause even in Jimin's tone, I can tell he was saying something completely inappropriate. "I..." They talk over each other. Jimin touches my hair and pokes my face as he says something in Korean and laughs. He winks at Jungkook, Jungkook looks at him mad and smacks his hand away from my face as he responds with something in Korean. I had never seen him like this, was he jealous?
At these times I wish I would have studied the language. Another member comes over and grabs my hand pulling me away from Jungkook, whose talking Jimin's ear off. "Don't talk to them." He says in an extremely harsh Korean accent making it hard for me to understand what he's saying. "Do you know Annyeonghaseyo?" He asks as he walks me to the other side of the room and sits me down on a chair. I smile nervously and Jungkook walks over. He talks to him in Korean and takes me by my hand.
It felt like they were children fighting over a toy, me, I was the toy. Another comes up to me and shakes my hand, finally someone not acting weird. He smiles and nods his head. Okay, maybe it was a little weird that he was just staring at me. "Hi. V." He says in an extremely deep voice, he does a backwards peace sign under his eye. I'm taken back, wow.. such a deep voice. "Sex porno star." He points to himself. I chuckle nervously. "Good for you." I whisper.
"Saxophone star. He wants to play saxophone." Jungkook says cutting into the silence. Another member comes over and pushes V away from me, but he pushes towards me again. "I have an elephant on my body." V whispers in my ear when I had looked at Jungkook who is finishing up a conversation with The guy who asked me if I knew Annyeonghaseyo. "Oh really?" I ask, hoping he wouldn't say that it's his member cause I've already seen Jungkook's elephant. Okay, I'll shut up now.
He pulls up his sleeve and I'm relieved. He squishes some of his skin together in the middle of two distant moles. I laugh when he makes a elephant noise, V laughs and it's such a cute little kid laugh. "Suga." The other member who pulled V before catches my attention. Such a cool name, his skin sure did look like sugar. "Best looking if the bunch." Suga smiles, I just smile back slowly nodding. Jungkook then walks over to me and sets his hand on the small of my back.
"What's wrong?" I ask him. "I'm so sorry.." He says. I look at him confused. "Don't look at me like that you don't know what I'm talking about." He whispers. Wow. Is he really that annoyed that he can't even have me around his friends? Was this all the problems they were having? Jungkook had finally told me about something that was going on in the group. Members unable to get along, something that has to do with fans. But I see nothing wrong, they seems very happy to see him and surprised to see me.
I look at the other guys who are pushing each other around. "They always act like this." He stands up and he takes my hand. He tells them something in Korean, I'm guessing he's telling them that we're leaving because the other members start to whine as he pulls me out the room. We were there for no longer than fifteen minutes. We make our way out of the studio. What a shame, we hadn't been here longer than thirty minutes. Did it bother him that much with what they were saying?
"We can schedule a better day for you to officially meet them, today wasn't a good day." He says. I look at him odd. "I wasn't that bothered by it, we could have stayed longer. I wouldn't have minded." I say. He looks at me. "You looked uncomfortable when Jimin grabbed your hand and made you touch his abs." I blush. "Oh yeah... that was awkward." I say staring into space.
We make it outside and the sun makes me squint for a couple of seconds. "Let's go." He says still holding my hand, he pulls my hand not even letting my eyes adjust to the light difference. He must have really been bothered by what the members were saying, but of course I wouldn't know. I can tell that what ever they were saying to Jungkook, they didn't want me to know. He was right about them talking in Korean so I wouldn't understand. Sucks for me, cause now I want to know.
"So... Do they like me though?" I ask. He looks down at me. "I think so. They couldn't keep their hands off you." That wasn't the answer I was looking for. "So.. Yes.. No?" He stops in his tracks and I almost crash into him. "Its a good thing that you don't know Korean cause they were saying... Things." He says, completely avoiding the question. It made me feel like his group didn't like me. He started to walk again. I look at him confused, catching on.
"Wait.. what?" He doesn't look at me. "What were they talking about?" I ask and he stops again, this time I crash into him. "Stuff." He takes a step. "Well, now you have to tell me" I say he stops, "Jimin kept asking me if you taste like candy, while he touched your hair and poked your face." My eyebrows go up. "And what did you tell him?" He blushes. "I told him that it was None of his business." I look at him and his face was red. "Awe Kookie. Your face is so red." I tease. He stops and picks me up. I scream and he slips us into a small alley way near by.
He pressed me up against the wall above his head my feet dangled. "You know what I wanted to tell him?" My heart pounds. "What did you want to tell him?" He smiles "I wanted to tell him that you taste much better than candy." I blush. He says lowering me to my feet. "And yes. That was supposed to be dirty." he admits as he kisses me. He looks down at me and smiles bigger.
"Awe Abby your face is so red." He says teasing the way I had teased him, he wraps his arms around me and picks me up a bit. "Ugh shush" I say kissing him as I wrap my arms around his neck. He chuckles against my lips, "Is this supposed to make me forget that you were blushing really hard right now?" He asks as I peck his cheeks. "Yes." I say simply.
"Well its working." He say making me chuckle. He sets me down. "We should go." I nod and he takes my hand leading me out of the alley way. I fix my shirt and my hair, it had gotten pretty steamy. But still, I began to wonder what had happened to this.. Bangtan group. I've never personally heard about them until I met Jungkook. Or when I saw the merchandise in the store. They seemed like a nice group, and it didn't seem like that they had problems. But then again, I don't know what happens behind closed doors. I don't know what goes on in their life. But the whole concept of it seemed interesting to me.
There's nothing like this back in California, and it seemed so entertaining. I'd be interested in seeing their work, if Jungkook would ever let me.
I feel him intertwine his finger with mine, I lean my head against his shoulder as we walk. Korea was so different, but a good homey different. Maybe this was my new start, my new life. Yes, an escape from my past. And maybe if Jungkook really liked me around.. he'd want me to stay. Everything that I wanted a couple months ago, I was receiving.
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"Is it really a big deal?" He asks me. I look down at me shoes. "A little bit yeah..." It felt like we were falling apart so quickly just because I wanted to know if his friends liked me or not. I didn't think it was too much to ask for but apparently it was. Seven months knowing him with two of them that we've been dating and he can't even tell me if his friends like me. "If I had friends.. I'd tell you if they liked you." I look up at him from the couch. "I don't see why it's such a difficult thing to answer, I just want to feel accepted." I say with no feelings in my words.
He runs his fingers through his hair and walks away from the door. He kneels down in front of me. "I'll ask them later on today. If that'll make you feel better. Okay?" I grin and touch his face. "Okay." I say. He pulls me off my couch and I squeal as it surprised me. He places me on the carpet that covered the floor. He hovers over me and I look up at him. He just stares at me, and it wasn't long until my face started to heat up. He smiles, "I still make you nervous?" He asks.
I pull on the collar of his shirt to bring him closer to me. "You'll always make me nervous." I say kissing his neck. "So I have that effect of you?" He asks with a shaky voice as I continue to kiss his neck. I say nothing as I'm concentrated on leaving no inch of skin unkissed. "Abby..." He manages to squeak out. He sounded nervous. I don't know why though.. But he did. The way he called for me made me love my name when ever it left his mouth.
As I finish with one side of his neck I trail my kisses across his throat kissing his Adams apple. He stops me and I wonder why. He pushes me down with both my hands on the floor with one of his hands, our fingers intertwined. I look at him confused, more like disappointed. "Once you start something don't expect it just to stop short." He says pulling up my shirt as he places his tongue on my bare skin causing me to squirm. He holds onto my wrists and I don't plan on moving.
He teased, his lips placing small wet kisses on my stomach. Before I knew it he was sucking on my neck making me quiver. "Jungkook..." I always found myself saying his name. He buried his face in my hair and let's me wrap my arms around his neck. He whispered words in my ear, "You make me feel different." He says. I grin, running the tips of my fingers through his hair that fanned his neck.
"I never knew that I could meet a girl, and feel this strange beat in my heart." He whispers. I was relieved, now I felt really special, and happy because that's exactly how I felt about him. "I think about you all the time." His lips touch my ear, making a shiver go down my spine. My stomach turning and I couldn't help but smile bigger. "I'm in love with you, Abigail.." He says even quieter. I turn and press my cheek against his. This was a very intimate moment, listening to his words.
He wraps his arms around me, bringing me close to his body. "I love you Jungkook." I whisper. He kisses my cheek, then picks up his head. His eyes looking at me. He leans in and kisses my lips, a small make out session. He slowly pulls away, getting off of me and helping me up. His phone beeps and he looks down at it as he takes it out of his pocket. His eyebrows knit. "Ugh. My manager is pretty mad that I left." He says. "Is he really mad?" I ask. He let's out a breath and nods. It makes me feel bad that I was probably the huge reason why Jungkook is in trouble.
"I have to go" he says walking over to the door and opening the it. I cling to his arm. "But Jungkoooook. " he looks at me and smiles, even though he had to go I wish he could stay longer. "You're cute when you beg... And I can't stay. The guys need me to record the new album and apparently we're taking pictures." He kisses me. "I love you..." He says making my heart skip a beat. I pull him towards me and kiss him as I do so. He can't help but pick me up and take a step back inside my apartment. "Mmm." He moans as he places me on the floor. I kiss him for a little longer, savoring his taste.
"I have to go." He says unlocking our lips, though it was quite obvious that he wanted to continue to kiss me. I cross my arms over my small chest. "You're no fun" I say frowning. "I'll be back right after okay?" He says lifting my chin to kiss him. I pucker my lips just a bit in a pout. He kisses me and the next thing I knew his tongue was in my mouth. I knew it, I knew he couldn't resist.
My heart stops and he seems to know what he's doing. I tried my best to learn from him, I get the hang of it and follow his lead. His hand caresses my face for a second then he probably remembers he has to go. He pulls away, his eyes hooded as he looked down at me. I stare at him a bit surprised, but pleased. He bites his lip and places his thumb on my bottom lip. "God, you taste good." I blush harder than ever. He smiles.
"I promise. I'll be back later. Okay?" He places his forehead on mine, repeating what he's been saying for the past minute. "I promise" he says again. I hold onto his shirt and hug him close. "Bye.." I say pressing my face against his chest. He hugs me back making me feel safe. "I'll be back." He whispers, repeating himself again. He kisses my head, and walks out the door. "You'll ask them if they like me or not right?" I call out to him as he walks away. He turns his head,"Of course!" He says shooting me a smile. "I love you!" He yells. "I love you!!" I yell back.
He smiles back at me, waving his hand. I lean against the door and wave back to him, watching him walk away. I let out a small breath as I watch him turn at the end block and he's out of sight. I close the door and lean against it for a while. My fingers fall onto my lips that he kissed, a small smile pulls on them. I found myself blushing and my heart became happy.
His warmth lingered in my cheeks and his taste on my lips. The taste of his vanilla flavored chapstick. But, despite all that, I began to feel lonely. When ever he had to leave, it was the hardest part for me, for some reason..
I walk over and sit on the couch, throwing up my legs and laying there for a while. I look at the ceiling, I was smiling like and an idiot to the thought of him.
I look at the clock as its still early. I look towards the door, getting up again and walking towards it, instantly opening it. I take a deep inhale of the fresh air. "A small adventure wouldn't be so bad." Right? I say to myself locking the door behind me and heading out, to only God knows where.
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Hey! Revised!
I just realized that around this time in the book BTS would be working on BS&T but I have them taking pictures like back when they did dope. I have no logic, just shows back then how little I knew about BTS. Please forgive my rookie mistake.
Hope you still enjoyed the revised chapter!
~ Authornim
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