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SIDHARTH'S P.O.V-

I rush back home driving like a mad man. I should have bought her the medicine the doctor prescribed before I went to deal with that clown, now she is vomiting again. I pull up at my house and walk in heading straight to the bathroom to take a shower before Shehnaaz sees me with all the blood stains. I take a quick shower and make my way upstairs to get a change of clothes. I find her lying on the bed, looking weak and my heart sinks. I feel like I am failing to take care of her and my little bundle of joy.

I walk into the closet taking out my grey shorts and a white t-shirt. I slide in my slippers and walk back into the bedroom.

She turns her head to look at me and my heart melts. I love this woman with everything I have.

"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" I asked her.

"I am fine. What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at work or out with your girlfriend?" she questions coldly and my heart starting palpitating. I took another step and settled on the bed next to her.

"I am exactly where I need and want to be Cupcake. My wife is sitting right next to me; I dont need anyone other than you." I confess knowing she probably wont even believe me but I really want her to believe me and atleast smile. I miss her beautiful smile, the way her face used to lighten up when she sees me.

I shouldn't have cheated on her in the first place, its not like I dont love my wife. I love her very much. I screwed up and lost what I had over what I didn't even want.

"Thank you." Shehnaaz suddenly said breaking my thoughts.

"For what baby?" I ask curiously.

"For this house. I know you only bought it for me because you were feeling guilty but thank you still. I love this house."

"Hey Cupcake." I murmur holding her chin so her eyes are locked on mine.

"I bought you this house because I knew you loved it, am I guilty for cheating on you? Yes I am, I really am. I wasn't going to disrespect you further by taking you back to that house. I want us to start afresh please Cupcake. I am begging you. I acknowledge that I hurt you baby and I am sorry. All I am asking is that give me an opportunity to make this right baby. Please dont leave me. I will live rest of my life making it up to you. I promise." I state truthfully, eyes filled with unshed tears.

She doesn't say anything back but she just stares at me and I dont know what she is thinking. Tears well up in her eyes and my heart clenches.

"Please dont cry my love." I whisper. She tilts her head back holding back her tears. I hate seeing her cry. It makes me feel like punching a wall or anything! I just dont want her to cry.

I just couldn't control and pulled her in my embrace and she burst out crying.

I am helpless. I cant see her crying but I am the one because of she is crying. I fucking hate myself. Tears streamed down my eyes and I cry silently.

But suddenly she jerked out of my embrace and started glaring at me. I dont know what happened to her suddenly?

"GET OUT OF HERE NOW. I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR DAMN FACE." she yelled loudly pointing at the door and I stared at her helplessly.

She even doesn't want to see my face. More tears streamed down my cheeks. We both were crying looking at each other. She with hate and I with helplessness.

I turn around and left her room to buy her medicines. I cant ignore her health. She and my child are the most important in my life. I am nothing without them. I love them very much.

I went down towards my car and left.

After sometime I pull up at the chemist shop and take the prescription the doctor gave us and step into the shop to buy my wife the medication she needed.

I reached home soon and went towards my room.

Just as I was entering my room I saw....

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SHEHNAAZ'S P.O.V-

Its been a month since I came back. Sidharth has been nothing but incredible, he is taking care of me and being good to be. Though I cant forget what he did to me. I will never forgive him.

Right now he went somewhere and I dont know where he went.

I am being so emotional these days. Everything is effecting me.

I dont want to feel anything but I guess I feel too much.

I was sitting lost in my thoughts when suddenly I felt very uneasy, nauseous and weak.

Oh Fuck!

I am vomiting again..

I stood up hurriedly to go to bathroom but after walking some steps I couldn't control and vomited on the floor..

I am feeling so weak. Maria is also not home.

By the corner of my eyes I saw Sidharth entering my room.

He is panicking as usual, acting like I am about to die. I rolled my eyes at him but he didn't care. Maria and servants wasn't home. I prefer less servants that's why we have only 1-2 servants.

I am feeling very weak after vomiting. He scooped me in to his arms and laid me on the couch.

Then he started cleaning the mess. I couldn't believe it.

THE SIDHARTH SHUKLA IS CLEANING.

He is a very proud person and his ego is very big. Doing such things are very much big for him.

After he was done cleaning he cleaned me and then took me to bed for rest and then he went to cook for me and I found myself melting a little looking at how attentive he was towards me.

I was resting on the bed and I thought I could forgive him, maybe try again but then I remembered how he moved in with his mistress in our home, slept with her in our bed and then I realized that I could never forgive him.

After sometime he returned to my room with food and juice.

I didn't want to eat his food but now I have to think not only for me but for my little baby so after his lot of persuasion he made me eat and drink the juice.

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SIDHARTH'S P.OV

When I entered inside my room I saw Shehnaaz vomiting. I was so scared looking at her like this. She looks so weak and my heart pained. She is suffering so much and I cant do anything.

I just wants to take her all the pains. I cant see her sick and so weak.

I scooped her in my arms, laid her on the couch and started cleaning the mess.

She is doing so much for me. She is suffering so much for our baby, our little bundle of joy atleast I can do this much for her. Atleast I can take care of her.

After cleaning I left to make some food for her. She must be hungry.

When I returned to our room with food and juice, She directly refused to have food made by me.

Her rejection broke my heart

She used to love my hand made food so much and now she doesn't want to eat it.

I remember how she used to hug me, kiss me and become so much happy whenever I used to cook for her. She used to say that I look sexy when I cook.

And just look at her now. The hate in her eyes for me.

If only I hadn't cheated on her.

If only I didn't broke her heart.

If only I hadn't lost my control and my senses.

We would be so happy now. I always wanted a baby. I always wanted to become a father. I always wanted to see Shehnaaz pregnant with my child.

I always wanted to become the best father for my child which unfortunately my father couldn't become.

I always wanted to give all the love to my child which I couldn't get in my childhood.

I couldn't become the best husband. I know and I regret that a lot but I promise I will become the best father and will give all the love and happiness to my child.

After lot of persuasion and begging Shehnaaz agreed to eat the food and finally I was relieved.

After making her eat, I give her the medicine which I bought for her. They were prescribed by her doctor

She was looking at me with shocked filled face.

Does she really think I will forget about her medicines.

She take the medicines and gulped them.

"Thank you Mr. Shukla." she states and I cant help the irritation I feel at her calling me that.

"Are you ever going to stop calling me that?" I question annoyed. She glances at me and smirks.

"Yeah I will, the day you finally decide to sign the divorce papers." She states and my heart almost stops. I kept quiet and was just staring at her.

She really wants to leave me. She said it so casually.

My eyes burn from the unshed tears but I push them back.

I dont know what to do to make Shehnaaz believe that I would never cheat on her again. I really wish she would stop asking me or divorce because she will never get it. I would rather be dead than to let her go.

I would rather live in the same house with her and continue sleeping in separate rooms from her than to agree to divorce.

I stare at her emotionless face for some more minutes and then left the room without saying anything.

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At night after diner I waited for sometime before going towards our room where my wife is sleeping.

I opened my room slowly and peek inside and saw lights off. I step inside and closed the door behind me

slowly and walked towards my bed and I saw my wife sleeping peacefully. I smiled and sat beside her feeling that peace again which left me with her.

Shehnaaz is fast asleep. Nowadays she is so tired that she sleeps like log so I got the chance to admire my wife with her small baby bump. I placed my hand on her belly and kneel down infront of the bed facing her baby bump where my child was sleeping like its mother.

"Hey...My baby is sleeping....Papa never talked to his baby na....I know you are angry beta but papa is truly sorry for everything your idiot papa did to you and your mumma. Please forgive me baby..and make your mumma to forgive papa. You are the only one who is close to your mumma than anyone now and I am sure you will give your stupid papa a chance to prove himself...You will na baby?? Papa cant live without you both. Papa loves you both a lot." I am talking to my baby in whisper and could feel my eyes watery. I feel happy with this small moments which I spend with my unborn child. At day Shehnaaz doesn't even let me come close to her so I cant talk to my child when she is awake. But then when I asked the last question I felt something in her stomach and instantly heard Shehnaaz's moaned. I looked up at her with wide eyes and saw her stirred in her sleep but she is still in deep sleep. I again looked at her belly in shock and surprised.

"Did my baby just kicked?" I asked in completely shock. My eyes are still wide open but then a wide smile came to my lips as I realised.

YES!

My baby just respond to my talks. I screamed in my mind and danced happily. A small chuckle left my mouth and I instantly covered my mouth with my hands in fear. I dont want Shehnaaz to wake up.

This was so beautiful. And the thought that my baby respond to me make my heart swollen in pure joy and pride. And I know my child is with me now.

"So Mrs Shehnaaz Sidharth Shukla be ready to be mine again. I will win your forgiveness." I said in my mind and again bend a little towards her belly.

"Dont do this again champ when your mumma is sleeping or else she will know our little secret...Yes my baby I will come to talk to you every nights when your mumma fast asleep because I know she is not going to let me talk to you...Okay now good night.." I said all those in whisper and kissed my baby.. of course on her baby bump.

And left the room slowly....

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NOTE- I Know story is going little slow but its what it is.. I had to make story slow so to write everything. Its a regretting phase and I cant show it like that without writing all the things. If I write then story will end and you will feel I didn't did any justice to Shehnaaz. I dont want to show lead that's why story is going bit slow.

But now onwards story will be little fast.

New twists coming soon..

Accha I wanted to ask you that can I add Hindi or Punjabi song in the update?? I mean I am writing this story in English so it will be okay if I add Hindi or Punjabi song which relate to this story very much in between?? Tell me your answers...