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SIDHARTH'S P.O.V-

The last few days have been crazy, I slide from the bed taking my phone to check if Cupcake has responded to my messages but to my disappointment there is nothing from her. Its already been a week since I requested her to call me, and my God its as if she is completely forgotten about me. I have been going out of my mind trying to figure out where my Shehnaaz is. I am not eating or sleeping and every night I cry miserably in my bed. All day I think about my Shehnaaz and at night also I cant sleep without her. Yesterday night I had a nightmare in which I saw my Shehnaaz with some other guy and they both were happy together and because of that whole night I couldn't sleep and I cried on my fate and my wrong doings. I need to find her soon. I cant loose her. I am living a miserable life without her. I broke her heart and now I will mend her. I know I cant justify about what I did but still I cant leave her.

I got ready early in the morning determined to find Shehnaaz whatever it takes, we had been searching for days with my guys and there is nothing leading us to her. I got so restless and furious that I ordered my man to go get that freaking friend Shehnaaz was staying with before she disappeared. I was ready to torture the life out of her, I now don't care what Shehnaaz warned me about her anymore, I just want to get her back. While I was waiting for her, an idea stroke my mind, Shehnaaz came all the way from Cuba without informing me, something must have happened to her to leave abruptly like that. With that thought in mind I decided to find out what happened for her to just come back home.

Someone betrayed me, I wasn't sure yet, I knew it wasn't Jay, it couldn't be Maya, she didn't know about Shehnaaz. I must fucking find out who crossed me and make them pay. As soon as my men arrived with Shehnaaz's friend, I took a seat and looked at her. She was shaking and once again, I didn't give a shit. She is my wife's friend, she must have told her what happened and I intend to find out. Even if I have to torture it out of her.

"I told you I don't know where Shehnaaz went!" she mutters looking horrified.

"I don't give a fuck if you know where she went or not, I will find that out on my own. Right now what I need to know is what made my wife leave Cuba without informing me. Someone must have said something to her I know she told you and now you are going to tell me." she lets out a breath, her body relaxing.

"I don't know wha"

"Let me warn you sweetheart before you even think about lying to me." I cut her with a stern voice making her flinch.

"You see my wife asked me not to touch a hair on your head and I respected that and I would do anything for my wife. But as you may already know she signed the divorce papers that means she is no longer my wife. I have no reason to spare your fucking life for her right now. So think carefully about what is going to come out of your mouth next."

She acts shocked, as if she didn't know that Shehnaaz had her lawyer contact me to come sign the divorce papers. Poor lawyer wasn't ready for my anger though. As soon as he explained who he was and what he wanted from me, I told him if he wants to bury his family before the end of the week he should fucking try to process that divorce and I wasn't playing. I could tell he was scared and he should be, if he knows what's good for him, he will fucking destroy those damn divorce papers.

"I am sorry." she mutters and I feel like kicking her fucking mouth.

"You are dreading on a very thin line. What the fuck happened for my wife to come back?" I yell and she starts spilling the beans.

"It was because of your mistress. She sent her a picture of you two in bed and warned her to stay out of your life. She called her a distraction and said that you guys were expecting a baby. And when she came to your home, your mistress insulted her very badly. " she says the last part looking down and told me everything what that fucking bitch did. My chest heaves up and down, bloody fucking Maya just signed her death certificate.

I walk to the door, calling out my men.

"Find me Maya and bring her here. I want her alive. You have two hours to bring the bitch to me!" I command sternly.

I am shaking in anger. How can that bitch do that. I will kill her. She is dead now.

We are at my warehouse, I needed some privacy to ensure that even if Shehnaaz's friend screams her lungs out, no one could hear her. I see them scurrying away. My men are scared from me these days, in the last week since Cupcake left, I have killed two of them, punched seven of them. These suckers chose the disappearing of my wife to be incompetent. I should have fucking killed them. I am not in the right state of mind since she left me. I always feel my heart numb, I miss her very much. I cant live without her. She is my peace, my life, my happiness.

"What did you see in that girl anyway?" Shehnaaz's friend suddenly questions me. My blood boiled. What the fuck does that have to do with her? I walk up to her, untying the rope on her hands.

"You can go now! By the way you are my wife's friend not mine. Don't fucking talk to me like that again and I know you know where she is. If anything happened to my wife while you are hiding her then I will fucking bury your skinny ass." I warn her sternly and she frowns.

"But..." she says acting innocent.

"You have one second to fucking get out of my sight, or you will be screaming with Maya, begging me to spare your life in the next hour." I state glaring at her and she runs out. I hate it when Shehnaaz's friends act as if they are my friends, like they could say whatever they want to me. No one can talk to me like this, only my wife has that right on me.

The guys take a while to return with Maya, making me even more furious. I know Maya is still around, Jay came to me about a week ago telling me he saw Maya sleeping on the bus station, pleading me to get her a place to live but I wasn't having it. It didn't matter how much he tried pleading with me, telling me its dangerous for a woman to sleep on the streets alone. She had friends, why didn't she go to them? And I wasn't about to buy my ex-mistress, because of one my wife left me for a house. How would I explain Shehnaaz that I bought a house for my mistress? No way in hell. I am already regretting cheating on my wife and sleeping with that bitch. I know its all my fault and now I am suffering and regretting my sins and I am not fucking going to do anything that will stand in my way of getting my Shehnaaz back. Nothing!

When Jay chose to continue pestering me about buying a fucking house for her, I told him to go buy it himself. I am sure he did and if he did that means Maya is somewhere nearby, probably in one of Jay's apartments. I called my men telling them to go check Jay's apartments but they didn't find her. After a while I received a call from the guys telling me they found her from her previous home. I didn't care how she ended up there, I just wanted that bitch dead. I smirked getting impatient. It didn't help me that I am not able to reach out Shehnaaz and she wasn't returning my calls. It was all this bitches fault. As soon as Maya walked in I felt my anger rise up my throat, the kind I had never felt before. It was a good thing that Jay wasn't here to stop me as usual. We promised years back after our mother's death that we would not be anything like the monster that donated his sperms to our mother to produce us. I hate that son of the bitch. I still remember how he would hit my mom and leave her lying on the floor unconscious bleeding with fractured bones. Jay and I would have to pick her, wash the blood off our mother, carefully carry her to our bedroom so she can rest while he went out drinking. Mom was never allowed to go to hospital in case the 'noisy nurses and doctors' as the sperm donor would call them, asked what happened to her and call the police for him.

I would stay awake at night, watching over mom, seeing her flinch from pain in her sleep, while that sperm donor was out fucking whores. Sometimes he would even bring them home while mom cries in pain in our room without pain killers. I swore to myself that I would be a better man and I will protect Jay from that sucker. He was young, innocent and my only brother. One day I was coming from school, I had an extra class, then I had to study with my classmates. By the time we were done, it was already dark outside, I felt the urge to run home, I was worried about Mom and Jay. I don't know why I was feeling restless. When I got home, I heard Jay screaming from the moment I opened the gate. I ran to the door, kicking it open and found Jay on the floor with blood coming out of his nose and that bastard sperm donor was hitting mom with an axe.

I saw my mother scream and fall on the ground, her eyes finding mine and tears welled up in her eyes. She was bloody and swollen. I screamed grabbing a knife from the table and I stabbed the son of the bitch in the heart, I watched him fall like my mother did, his breath slowly becoming still, his eyes wide as if he could not believe I did that. I ran to my mother's side and she shook her head lightly at me, hurt evident in her eyes. I almost thought my mind is playing tricks with me. I took my phone and called the ambulance. She murmured something to me but I couldn't hear because I was consumed by rage and guilt. My mom want the best for us and just now she has seen me stab a man and there is nothing she can do about it, she cant even scream at me. Guilt consumed me as I continued to think about it. I had just murdered a man, not just any man but my father. Jay ran up to me and hugged me tightly, he was shaking and I was scared but there was no time to dwell on my fears, my little brother needed me, I had to man up. I held his tiny body tight, hugging him and I told him that everything was going to be alright.

I turned to find my mom looking at us and crying and flinching in pain, she was dying. I told Jay to go out and check if the ambulance had arrived but mom refused, taking both our hands. She looked at us with half open eyes and murmured 'I love you'. I could tell she was running out of breath. My heart started beating frantically. Jay and I were crying looking at mom's condition. Desperation taking over, I needed to save her, she couldn't die and leave this world with a memory of her first born son killing her bastard husband. I needed her to live so we could create new memories, ones that are filled with happiness, laugh, smiles and love. But her life was slowly fading as we waited for the ambulance. I watched her taking her last breath before she forced herself and beg me to look after Jay and I promised her that I would protect him with my life. We stayed crying next to my mother's corpse. Jay looked at me, his eyes red and swollen and asked me to promise that we would never become what that monster was, an abuser. I gave him my word and then he asked me to promise that we would never lay hands on women and I promised him. Then he stood up and took my mother's gloves from the sink and covered them in our father's blood and then put them in my mother's hand, I didn't understand what he was doing. I asked him why he is doing this and he just gave me a look and continued doing his work quietly. I was a mess, I didn't know what to do or say.

We stayed there for hours waiting for the ambulance to arrive, sitting in the house that reeked of blood and surrounded my the bodies of our dead parents. After a long wait the ambulance arrived but my mom was already dead. They were fucking late and I didn't want to talk to any of them. The paramedics walked in and their immediate reaction was shock. They ran to the bodies to check pulse but there was none in both the bodies. They turned to the both of us, asking what happened and I didn't say a work. I was just looking at them blankly. I felt like screaming at them, punching them. anything! My mom would still be alive if they had arrived on time.

I kept my head down, reality dawning on me, I was going to jail and my little brother would be left alone. He was only ten. Suddenly I heard Jay talking and my heart almost stopped.

"My dad hit my mom with an axe because he was drunk, my mom took the knife that she was washing and stabbed him. We tried to save them but they both died" he muttered sobbing and I wondered when did Jay get the time to think about the story he had just told. I embraced him and looked at the paramedics and continued to tell them about how my father used to abuse my mother, by the time he was done, neither of us was a suspect for the murder of our parents. Jay had saved my life but I also got to learn just how smart my little brother was.

Ever since that day, I had never lay my hand on a woman but that changed few weeks ago when Shehnaaz left me, I strangled her friend, I almost strangled Maya but Jay stopped me that day. I felt like shit after that but now that I had learnt what this piece of shit Maya did to my wife, I don't give a fuck. I want her dead.

As soon as she saw me, she started shaking. My eyes were red, veins popping out, hairs messy. I was livid. I walked over to her, watching her so scared and I smirked.

"Maya, Maya, Maya! From where the fuck did you get my wife's number? I question in a dangerous voice.

"What number?" she askes acting surprised and innocent and I feel my blood boil more. Fucking bitch has a nerve to act in front of me.

"Don't fuck with my mind you little slut! Where the hell did you get my wife's number? I warn clenching my jaws and looking at her dangerously.

"I....I....didn't....." she shudders

And then she suddenly smirks and smiles seductively and then he put her hand on my crotch, massaging my cock gently.

I froze in my place shocked by her sudden act.

"Why are you so angry baby? Just leave that whore and come back to me. I will fulfil your all needs and desires. I love you and I know you too love me. Leave that old hag and come back to me. We will be happy forever." she says seductively and bits my earlobe gently

I pushed her roughly and slapped her hard. How fucking dare she?

How the fuck can she call my Shehnaaz whore??

And how can she think that I can leave my Shehnaaz for her?

She was shocked and was looking at me with wide open eyes. She takes a deep breath but it turns into short one as my hand grabbed her throat, squeezing and choking her.

"How the fuck did you dare to say that?? I will kill you for what you did with my Shehnaaz. She is my wife you whore and I love her. Just tell me from where the fuck did you get her number? I yell, as tears streamed down her face.

"y....your phone" she whispered making me even more furious.

"What the fuck? You fucking went through my phone? I ask tightening my hold on her throat and I saw her eyes roll to the back of her head, she was dying. Just one more squeeze I thought to myself, tightening harder then suddenly Jay stomped into the room, striding fastly towards me.

"What the fuck are you doing?" he says pulling my hand from Maya's neck before I could make sense of what he was doing, he delivered a hard punch on my face. I stumbled back and he hit me again. I hit him back hard. Normally he would fall to the ground when I hit him that hard but this time he didn't. He stumbled back and came back with another punch that landed on my stomach. I bent and he hit me again. I understand why he was so angry, I promised him years ago and I had just broken it. So I stopped fighting and let him hit me. He threw another punch on my way and I fell on my knees. Fuck that one hit hard. I looked at him, fury evident in my eyes. I hated that I broke my promise but Maya has to die. She fucking threatened my wife and insulted her so badly. As if Jay could read my mind, he yanked Maya to his side and I stood up charging towards her.

Then Jay yelled

"You are a fucking monster like that bastard who donated his useless sperm to produce us." I stopped in my tracks and glared at him, memories of my dying mother flashing in front of my eyes. I felt my heart clench.

How could he compare me to that man? That sperm donor? That bastard who killed my mom? The one man I hate more than anything on earth?

Than I thought about my Shehnaaz

Does she hate me too?

The same way I hate that bastard?

Does she also hate me more than anything on earth?

Noo! This cant happen! She cant hate me. I will if she hates me.

THUDD

I fall on my knees crying in front of Jay. I was crying. My tears flowing nonstop.

She cant hate me. She cant leave me. I need to find her soon.

"She fucking threatened my Shehnaaz to leave me alone, she lied to her and told her that she is pregnant. Now I cant find her. I lost her. She is gone Jay, she is fucking gone and I have no reason to continue living. Do you understand that? I lost her because of my lust. I lost her because behind her back I acted like a crazy horny teenager. I cheated on her. I cant believe I cheated on her. You know na Jay that I love her very much, very much that it hurts. She is my life, the reason of my existence and I lost her. I fucking lost her. She left me. Maybe I am a monster after all, and now I don't care but this bitch is dying today. She fucking insulted my Shehnaaz. She fucking disrespected her and I cant forget that!" I yell crying pointing towards Maya behind Jay.

I am miserable, I am miserable without my Shehnaaz and I am crying miserably for her but I lost her.

Jay sat in front of me. He took my hand, his face softening.

"I am sorry bro, I didn't mean that. You are not and will never become Monster, please calm down. You have me and I am always there and will never leave you" he mutters embracing me and I pull back

"You know I love you Jay. You are little brother but you are not my wife. You are not my Shehnaaz. I want her. I need her. I will die without her" I yell again crying hysterically

"While she is here, happy. My wife is out there, God knows where, with a broken heart. The most beautiful and precious heart that I mercilessly broke. I don't even know if she has a roof over her head or not, if she is even fucking eating because she hasn't used any of her freaking cards since she left" I screeched, looking at Maya in anger.

"Sidharth please look at me" Jay pleaded.

"I promise you I will find your Shehnaaz and bring her back to you before the end of the week. Please bro, just give me a week. You know I can do it. I will bring her back to you. Just don't touch Maya." He gave me a look and I took a deep breath, closing my teary eyes to calm myself. If there is anyone who can find my Shehnaaz and drag her out of that hole she is hiding herself in, its Jay. I know he can do that, he can find my Shehnaaz.

But I cant leave this Maya. She fucking insulted my Shehnaaz. She disrespected my queen and fucking lied to her.

If I cant kill her then at least I can punish her.....badly. I smirk evilly looking at her.

I look at Jay with Straight face and dark, cold, emotionless eyes.

"I cant leave her. She needs to punished. I cant let her go so easily. If I cant kill her than I will punish her, badly"

Jay was looking at me shocked and then shook her head in disbelief and well Maya is fucking so scared. She is crying and sweating badly and I smirked looking at her.

I stood up and called my men and ordered them to catch her.

"Take her to my mansion on Intake Island and make her slave and maid there. She will do every fucking work in the mansion. Don't let her get out of the mansion at any cost. Not for even a minute and she will live in the torture room. She will live away from all fucking luxuries and will be a slave and maid for her whole life till her last breath."

I ordered them and Maya was crying continuously and was begging me to leave her and well Jay is looking at me with wide eyes and open mouth.

I smirk evilly

I don't care. She fucking did so much with my Shehnaaz. She deserves this.

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NOW WHAT WILL JAY DO??

WILL HE FIND SHEHNAAZ IN ONE WEEK OR DID HE ALREADY FOUND HER??

WHY WAS JAY PROTECTING MAYA??

IS THERE SOMETHING MORE COMING??

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