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SHEHNAAZ'S P.O.V CONTINUES-

Rose walks into the room, handing me grandma's phone.

"Lisa wants to talk to you" she states and I smile taking the phone. I haven't spoken to her since my date with Ian a week ago. Ian has been taking me to work every morning and fetching me after work. Sometimes he sends his driver when he is busy. I still cry myself to sleep everyday, my heart still aches because I miss Sidharth a lot. The pain is slowly consuming me. I don't want to think about him but I can help it because he is always in my mind and heart.

"Hey girl." I greet her happily. She helped me a lot.

"Hey Mrs Shukla. You good?" she responds and I frown. She is full of shit.

"You are a bitch" I say rolling my eyes.

"So your husband came looking for you." she comments and my heart stops.

"What? When?" I suddenly feel uncomfortable. Sidharth disappeared and didn't bother looking for me. Now that I am finally trying to move on and finding my happiness, he came looking for me? I am trying to be over him, he can go to hell for all I care!

"A week ago, he was fuming in so much anger. He straight up almost killed me. Not to mention he knocked the door down" she states

"Are you serious right now? But I specifically warned him not to touch you"

"Yeah but you see, the moment he walked in he just came straight for my neck before I could even take out the letter. I thought I was going to die."

"Oh my Gosh Lisa I am so sorry. I cant believe that bastard strangled you. He is an asshole!"

"Its okay, its over now. Besides as soon as he saw the letter he stopped. After reading it he didn't say a word. He was very emotional and he cried so bitterly and painfully. I watched him crying from the corner. He was really broken and then he just stomped out of the house and I haven't heard from him since then."

"My God Lisa why didn't you tell me?" I feel my heart relax. If he was fuming and crying then it means he also felt the pain I have been feeling. That's great because I am about to officially make his life a living hell. He will feel the same pain that I am feeling. I will make him feel the same way he made me feel.

"uh I didn't think it was important, our plan had worked and you needed time to forget about him, I didn't want to bring him up" she states and I can sense a bit of coldness in her voice.

What is wrong with her? First of all she didn't call me the entire week, which is not normal then she decides its not important for me to know that Sidharth was looking for me? She knew how much it was hurting me when I thought he didn't care about me. I know I told her that I am never going back to him which I am not but she had no right hiding that information from me. The pain would be better if I knew it was hurting him too.

"Anyways, grandma tells me you are seeing someone. Who is he? Come on spill the beans." she squeaks, changing the topic and I know something is wrong but I don't have time to figure it out now. I smile at the thought of Ian. He is really a nice guy. I start telling her about our dates. She asks me his name and I tell her and she suddenly shuts off.

"You mean Ian as in the Chief's son?" she questions.

"Yep. He calls me queen of his nation" I answer happily

"Just remember you have a husband who is busy looking for you and willing to kill for you here. Don't get the poor guy killed. Anyway I have to go. Send my love to grandma." she mutters coldly and hangs up. What is her problem?

I head to the kitchen giving grandma back her phone, I kiss her cheek saying goodbye and I grab my lunch box. I am late, Ian is probably waiting for me now. As soon as I get out of the house I see his car parked by the corner. I make my way there and he steps out of the car and opens the door for me. Giving me a kiss on the cheek. I slide in and he closes the door and slides into the driver's seat. He looks so handsome dressed in a suit. I didn't see him yesterday, his driver was accompanying me.

"You look beautiful future queen." he mumbles smiling at me and I blush.

"You look dazzling too my Chief. Should I be worried?" I question playfully.

"Well my queen you have no reason to worry. I am going to a business meeting. I will come fetch you after work today okay?" he says pulling at the hospital gate and I nod with a smile. I step out of the car heading to the door. I come across a guy by the door. He looks so much like Sidharth. I try to ignore him but couldn't as I stand still looking at him keenly, tears well up in my eyes as I walk past him. I turn left entering the washroom, and a sob escapes me. I miss him so much, it hurts. Why cant I forget him?

Was it so easy for him to jump in the arms of another woman?

Was she so easy to be replaced this faster?

Was she so easy to move on from?

Her heart, her soul, even her mind was attacked by numerous painful questions wherever she remembers how he was holding another woman in his arms on their bed just like he used to hold her.

Maybe she was too loyal for her good. Maybe she was delusional for her betterment.

And just when she started to move on. At least trying to move on then also he is not ready to leave her mind and heart. He is always in her mind and heart. She is not able to forget him. She still cries all night thinking about him.

The days goes by quickly, my mood down the entire day. I take my disconnected phone connecting it again hoping to find something from Sidharth, an message, missed call, anything that will make me feel little better. And my heart jumps in joy as I welcomed by a notification of an message from him. And a thousands of missed calls from him.

Look at me, He hurt me so much, he left me broken and here and I am happy after seeing notifications of messages and calls from him.

"I would give anything to hear your voice right now baby. I am so miserable without you. Please talk to me, at least just let me know that you are okay and safe. I don't know what to do anymore. I am living like a dead man, I need you Cupcake, more than you will ever know. I am sorry for strangling your friend baby. I was angry and frustrated. You asked me to give you a week and not bother you, I did. Even after I found out your car was on the move, I still chose to keep my promise and give you the week you requested. But that didn't help me because you left! You left me! Because of that promise I made to you I lost you. I am sorry baby, I am so sorry for whatever I did and I am ready to do anything to make it up to you. I am ready to do anything to get you back. I know sooner or later you are going to see this message. I need you know that I will wait for you no matter how long it takes baby. I cant live without you Cupcake. I love you. I will love you beyond my grave Cupcake."

Oh Sidharth why did you have to ruin things between us though? I murmur to myself, wiping the tears in my eyes I quickly scroll down to check his next message, I cant keep this phone on for long, he will track me down.

"Hey baby. I spoke to your friend today. She told me what Maya did to you. I am not gonna leave that slut. I am so sorry baby. I know its my fault and I cant change what happened. I know I did a grave mistake and I really regret for what I did. Please call me Cupcake. I really need to know that you are okay and safe my love. I am sorry for hurting you baby, I really am. I love you."

What does he mean he spoke to my friend today? I check the date and its last week. Lisa said she only saw Sidharth once when he strangled her. Why would she lie? Maybe she is worried that I may be offended that she spoke to Sidharth about the things I told her as a friend. She had no right to do that. I shake my head putting the pieces of my phone in my bag.

I walk out saying bye to everyone at work as we knock off. I find Ian waiting for me by the gate, leaning on his black Benz. I walk over to him and throw my arms around him in a bone crushing hug. He kisses my forehead, asking about my day. I keep my answers vague avoiding to talk about Sidharth with him.

He opens the door for me and I slide in. He drives off telling me he is taking me out for dinner and I tell him that I must return home early for my maths classes. We get to the restaurant , the atmosphere is nice and chilled. Ian looks a bit nervous, what is it with everyone acting weird today?

Finally I gather up the courage to ask him what's wrong and he takes my hand, taking in deep breath and I feel my heart beating furiously. This cant be good.

"So beautiful queen, how do you feel about polygamy?" he questions and my heart stopped. Where is this coming from?

"I don't really think much about it. I mean its fine for people who likes it. As long as it doesn't involve me. I don't share." I state and he looks at me the nerves consuming him.

"You do realize beautiful that I am going to be a Chief right?"

"Yes Ian I do. What's wrong with that?" I ask impatiently

"I am going to have two wives beautiful. Of course you are going to be the first wife but I have to marry to another girl from the royal family too." he states and I yank my hand from his. This cant be happening.

"You are not serious are you?" I question.

"I am serious beautiful. There is no way. My inauguration is coming soon, but they wont let me ascent the throne unmarried. So you and I need to get married soon so that you can keep the first wife title. I want you to be my first wife Shehnaaz." he mutters and I sigh.

"Look Ian, I like being with you. In the last few days I have known you, you have made me happy. You are my best friend but I have no desire to get married currently, let alone be the first wife. Like I said, I don't share polygamy. I wish you all the best with your inauguration and wedding though, no hard feelings from my side." I state truthfully. I wont lie I am a little sad. I feel like the universe is against me, against my happiness but I am not going to be bitter to him fulfilling his obligation. I will be fine.

I smile at him and he smiles back at me though he looks sad. He stands up coming to my side. He takes my hand pulling me up. I stand and he embraces me tightly.

"It saddens me that you cant be my wife Shehnaaz. I actually love you very much. Are you sure there is nothing I can do to change your mind?" he whispers in my ear.

And I shake my head in no. I am not even divorced from Sidharth yet and Sidharth will kill him without even thinking twice if he gets to know. I am not getting married so early. I need time. I am not even over Sidharth then how can I get married?

He smiles sadly, taking my hand in his.

"Can we at least be friends then?" he questions

"Yes. I would like that." I mumble smiling at him and my mind drifting off to my gangster cheating husband and I wonder if he sent me another message.

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