Chapter XXXII: Desires born from needs (part I)

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Since Andrea accepted me as her mate, I was the happiest man alive.

Everything I did for her was right.

Everything I promised her was right.

Everything I felt for her was right.

Her looks made me surrender, and her personality mesmerized me.

My heart always skipped a bit when I saw my mate, her platinum hair, grey-green and grey-blue eyes, full lips and button nose, petite breasts and gym bottom sent a titillating sensation to all my body, but in my lower region it was stronger. To be blunt and concise, she made me iron hard, with her tits and ass, but I wasn't complaining about it, not at all.

Even if we wanted to base our relationship on the communication, and we were working on it, to the feelings and trust, there was the primal need of fucking each other senseless. Our lustful desires were taking over control, and I personally didn't know how much I could resist, because every day was harder than the previous, and our needs were getting stronger.

Night fell before we could have dinner. It was pretty cold, with a strong chilled breeze shaking lightly the trees. The moon was as beautiful as ever, shining towards us, giving color and life to the snowy landscape.

Victor's family was really strange, not our average pack. I was used to show respect and bow my head, when it was necessary, to the Alpha, but that was before Logan. He was a different leader, yet, not so radical as my mate's father. We were friends since years ago, and for him it was odd to be called by his title by one of his closest friends. But, if a foreign Alpha, who didn't know Victor, had seen what was going on inside the house, he would have punished everyone.

The same afternoon, I killed time with my friends, this time Charlie and Emmett joined us. They were pretty funny people. At first I had to admit I didn't like them, but it was just because they were close to my mate, and jealousy took over me.

We were joking around a lot of things, Andrea's packmates were telling us how they spent time in a boring day when they were teenagers, and it consisted on playing pranks on people, which led Victor to beat them up until they were send to the hospital. The guys added it helped them to grow up as adults, but it worried me how the hell he treated his sons, or even Andrea. Now I understood a lot of things, about everyone inside the house, it was because their Alpha didn't joke around.

Between beers and cigarettes, we changed topics to basketball, cars, and politics, to gossip about Andrea and I. Sometimes the guys could be more girls than girls, fucking curiosity! There were the typical 'bed jokes', followed by some private questions. I answered them with a chuckle because I knew my mate hated to share intimacy with other people and to be in the spotlight.

Even so, the guys didn't stop asking, and finally I shared my thoughts with them, not the personal side of the relationship, but the always present sexual tension. I didn't consider it as speaking about our intimacy, aka what we did inside the bed, and yet, I was trying to be extra cautious for Andy. They understood me, not because it was something the bond required us to do, entwine our souls and unite our bodies, but, as they textually say, 'With a hot woman like Andrea, I couldn't keep my dick inside my pants'. We all laughed at that, and who not, but I felt sightly irritated due to the fact someone was thinking about fucking her, or how hot she was. 

It was called possessiveness...

The guys gave me some advice, but no one of them convince me, Charlie and Emmett's were the most plausible. Charles, and I was grateful nobody did a single joke about his past relationship with Andrea, it would have been pretty awkward, told us my mate needed time to digest the situation she was in, since it was all knew and she had to think things straight before making a move. 

So, I had to wait. Again. 

I accepted it just because Andrea was my mate, and I would have waited for her all the eternity if it was required. 

Not long after the others called for us to go to dinner, but I wasn't calm, something was feeling wrong, and all because I caught a glance Benjamin sent the others, the way they shared that look.

Maybe it was just in my head, yet, it was at the back of my mind hunting me. Sometimes, the guys could scare me, and with Andrea in between, I was almost peeing my pants. When it came for them to think, nothing good left their tiny brains, not that mine was much bigger.

Dinner was quite funny. Frankly, since Victor's kid was born, one day and half ago, as the delivery was during the afternoon, he was in a good mood. After our evening meal, the kids wanted to watch a movie and, as Genevieve was tired because of Levi, she and Victor went to their room, leaving Jax with Charlotte together.

When Andrea and I were about to go to her bedroom, to cuddle and relax, the Alpha's sons pleaded her to stay with them during the film. Andy, being Andy, accepted and then the three of them turned to me, and before they said something I accepted their offer too.

My mate kissed my arm, Jax smiled and Charlotte hugged one of my legs. I was taking back for her actions, since I wasn't expecting that show of affection towards me, but, in the end, it made me really happy because it meant they accepted me, as Andrea's mate. So, not long time after we were all sat in the long sofas of their cinema room. As they were also wide, you could watch the film flat on your back, as Andy was, resting between my legs. Followed by Jax who had his head on my mate's belly and his little sister who had her tiny feet on his stomach.

One minute after, Emmett and his mate along with Agathe and Taisia got inside, to join us. The other guys were probably smoking and drinking some beers again outside. We could never got tired of that, for us was really relaxing. Instead I decided to be with my mate since I spent all the day with them and I wanted to be with my panther. Giving space to your partner was something I knew how to do pretty well, since it was important to have our own personal space and time. 

It wasn't my thing to be a pain in the neck.

The movie was one from Disney since Charlotte was way too young to see other types of films, but for me, it was hella boring. I didn't know how Andrea could stand this kind of boredom, and speaking of the witch, we couldn't do anything. I couldn't kiss her, hug, caress her body or even touch her in prohibited places in public! It was killing me having my mate so close, but so far at the same time.

When the movie finished I thanked the Moon Goddess and I waited impatiently until Andy was done with the kids, so maybe thirty minutes later. It wasn't late, but I was dying for just kiss her, to have my hands at the curve of her back, to taste her sweet taste. She was probably thinking I seemed a kid who couldn't wait to open his Christmas gifts, since she gave me few annoying looks, but for the mother of love, it was normal! I had needs, and sex was inside those needs, but slowly they were taking control.

"Thanks for tonight Kyan, even if you were behaving like a kid." My mate pointed out, with an amused expression on her porcelain face. "You're welcome, and it was just because I needed to touch you, to feel your skin with mine."

Her voice was always a fucking turn on, she always spoke with such an attractive accent that made my pants tight. I only wanted to hear her scream my name, to tell me how much she loved my dick deep inside of her in all the languages she knew. As if for instinct, my hands found their home in her hips when she let out a really soft moan as an answer of my words. Maybe she was thinking I didn't hear her, but oh, if I had hear her, and now I wanted something more than just a simple kiss.

Out of nowhere, when her eyes focused on my lips, I smashed our mouths together. My tongue wanted to make love to her once again, I was dying for it, but she didn't let me in. So stubborn! I wasn't going to lose the battle so, my hands traveled down, to her round and hard ass, my fingers squeezing her cheeks, making her gasp.

Finally I had what I wanted, her lips parted and my mouth made itself at home, meanwhile fucking hers. Our kiss was getting rougher and rougher, and the mere idea of her naked, flat on her back with legs spread open for me made me instantly hard, needing a good release. From the back of her throat she emitted low sounds, moaning every time my fingers made contact with her bare skin under her T-shirt. Her hands were on my chest, and she knew how much I loved it.

My instincts took over me and sniffed the air, noticing my mate's scent. Her juices had a sweet smell, which really made me iron hard. She was fucking wet, and I was going to eat her out until she would scream my name, finding release. But all my plans were overthrown when she separated from me, and with her hands on my cheeks gave me one last kiss.

"Have a good night Kyan. I hope you can sleep."
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Hiya everyone!

Sooo! Two chapters in two days! Yay!! You can consider this as a sorry for my MIA status ehehe... Right now I'm writing the next chapter, but I can't promise anything about the release of the new chap since on Monday I have my driving theory test! Ah!

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21/06/2017

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