CHAPTER XVII: She had no filter!

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After what happened with Kyan I couldn't be home anymore, so before lunch I called a good friend of the clan and the family. Her house was few minutes away from ours, when I phoned her I asked if I could eat at her house since I was having a hard time. Obviously she accepted, she always told us if we needed someone to talk or be with we could count on her. Without releasing I was in front of a black door. Her house was made in an old way, when you stepped inside there were the stairs that took you to the house on the first floor. Putting the combination number to unlock the door, I know it was super weird but it was effective, I went inside.

"Hey sexy! How have you been? Too much guys to fuck?"

Grinning and suppressing a laugh, I look at the old woman. She was sixty eight years old, brown-red dyed short hair, brown eyes, she was short and her skin was worn out by the age, but there was a thing she would never be stopping to do. Smoke.

"Hi Nona! And no, as I told you I don't fuck from centuries. C'mon stop smoking you'll die ten years before thanks to that shit."

"Now I understand why you're such a bitch! I'm sixty years old I know what I'm doing! You should thank me for making you smoke!"

She smirked while I rolled my eyes and let out a heavy breath, this woman...

"Yeah what an example, you gave me my first cigarette at fourteen. Who does that? And for your information you're eight years older."

Shrugging her shoulders, she motioned me to sit on one of the chairs of the dinning table while she put the last things on it. Then she sat and we spoke again.

"I know Lilly, but I did as every woman at my age would have done. Take myself years off."

Almost chocking on the food I looked at her dumbfounded.

"Andrea."

"What?"

"You called me Lilly. It's Andrea."

"Wait, who is Andrea? And what I'm doing here? Oh my god who are you?!"

Holly. Fucking. Hell. Shit. Since when she suffers from Alzheimer?! Shocked and froze I saw her pacing around the room nervously, when I was about to get up she sat and started laughing her ass off.

"Oh my God Andrea! You should-You should have seen your face! It-It was priceless!"

She kept laughing until she saw my serious face. I was so fucking angry.

"What?"

"Are you fucking crazy?! I really thought I was in deep shit because of you! I was fucking shocked thinking you seriously suffer of Alzheimer!"

"Hey Missy! Don't talk to an old beautiful woman like that! Although it was worth it."

"You're old only when it suits you."

"Touché. Anyway, eat, eat Andy, if not it's going to get cold."

The hell with the woman! Two minutes before I thought she suffered for a disease and now she was acting normal! With a scowl on my face we started eating again, talking by random things until we finished. After helping her to wash the dishes we went to sit on the sofas in the living room, it was a nice day so we decided to smoke with the balcony doors open, inviting a cold light breeze dancing around us.

"So baby doll, why are you here? And don't tell me it's a simple visit."

Smoking a drag I relaxed myself, Nona did the same sitting in front of me.

"In fact it's not. For what Laura told me I have a mate."

"Oh ho! I'm hearing wedding bells!"

"Wow, it's incredible you still hear something at your age."

"Hey don't be so bitchy with me! At least I still have my sex appeal."

Locking eyes we burst into laughing, she was a good person. Someone who I knew since I met Victor.

"I learnt from the best."

"Oh sure you did. Then, tell me, what's bothering you?"

"I think-"

Taking a sharp breath, I tried to find the words. It was so difficult open up about my feelings, I found myself in a state where I didn't even know how to talk anymore.

"I'm afraid he will reject me after hearing about my past, but still, I don't want to have a mate. It's a strange feeling, I don't know how to express it with words."

"Oh darling, it's simple you're just afraid to fall in love again. That's it. With the only guy you have ever loved you gave him everything, and then? It's just normal to be afraid, it means you still have a heart, feelings and mind."

I frowned at her words, I didn't know if she touched a soft spot or what but I was beyond uncomfortable.

"I won't tell you what to do, as probably the others did. The mate thing is something about two people who accept the bond, the rejection exist for those who are not happy with the decision of their partners. But there's a price to pay. What I'm just trying to say is act as your heart says."

"I don't want him, I never asked for one. Why do I have to be with someone I don't know?"

"Then get to know him, there's a lot of time in your lives."

"But I don't want!"

"Okay so reject him, if this is what you want and what your heart says, do it."

"I-I..."

She was confusing me. Did I really want to be with him, or not? Would he be as the other guys? As him? Maybe he was the sweetest guy in the world, still... It was one of those times when you wanted someone to tell what your correct choice would be, as if someone would come from the future and would tell you what to do. Definitely, I was the confused one.

Lighting up another cigarette, I brought it to my mouth while looking at the sweet features of Nona.

"Love is simple, I just don't know the answer."

"Oh no baby, when it comes to love everything it's a mess. But I can tell you're worried about something more, aren't you?"

Slowly I nodded, swallowing hard, tasting the smoke savour. When I found the correct words, I started to explain myself.

"I kissed a guy, this morning."

"Andrea, you're talking like if you have never kissed a guy! It's like if you're saying you lost your virginity and you regret it."

"Well, I don't know if I'm regretting it right now..."

A tiny smile appeared on my face when I remembered about our moment, but was cut by the old woman.

"Well, well, well Andrea. What's with that smile?"

"What smile? I'm not smiling."

I tried to frown but I couldn't, result? I was smiling brightly, grinning like a girl who had been kissed for the first time.

"Fool Victor but not me, that's what I taught you."

Yep, as you read. She was the one to teach me how to exasperate my Alpha.

"Then tell me everything. How is the guy? Is he hot or not? Wait! That was a stupid question! How old is he? Is he sexy? Did you fuck? Did he eat you? Is his dick-"

"Stop there you old woman! Too much questions! And there are some of them I won't answer."

"Girl, are you fucking serious? You're talking with a woman who in her young years was a stripper, so spit it out!"

I couldn't help but smile, pushing few braids behind my ear I faced the smirking Nona.

"I-" clearing my throat "-I-Ehm, I'll explain myself clean and short. The weather was cold but our kiss was so hot it could have melt the snow."

"It's the first time, after all the years we know each other, I hear you talking dirty."

"That wasn't exactly talking dirty."

"Andrea, it's the first time I see you smiling so brightly and even with your ex you were shy enough to only describe your kisses as good. For what you said it was like the best kiss of your life."

She stole my ability to speak, I thought she was right but then... Why did I punch him? Fucking hell! Why was my head such a mess?

"Even if I liked it, which I did obviously, there's the mate's problem."

"If you liked it you can always reject your mate to be with this guy. We are going to do something, tell me what you felt at the moment. Mate or not, maybe, you have the answer."

"I-The kiss. It felt so right, as if a million of sparks lit up in that moment and told me to return the kiss, passionately, with need. It felt good, as if I needed it, like him. I was lost in the moment, it didn't exist a time, a place, not even a thought. It was just he and I. There was the need between us to feel, to touch, to pleasure each other. It's the first time I ever felt so good with someone and it was just a kiss."

"Wow girl, that was deep. Even if you're in a bitch mood every day you can have feelings."

"Oh, fuck you!"

She laughed and I shook my head in exasperation but amused.

"Well now I understand your worries, but skip the sentimental and literal part. Is he hot?"

"Damn hell if he's hot! He has the most penetrating and beautiful green eyes I have ever seen. He's tall as a tower, twenty six and well built. Brown hair, broad shoulders, his abs... I mean he's not the typical guy who has perfect pectorals and abs, he works out and a lot because you see from his muscular frame. I don't know how to explain it but he's so manly, with his two or three days of bread, his big hands and large fingers wrapping around me and-"

"-and his large and thick cook."

"Yeah large and thick-Hey Nona!"

My face was burning, probably I had the same colour of my African braids. She shrugged and gave me a wide smile.

"What? You were like in a trance, I think you were about to explain your most deep secret fantasies girl. And you know what they say, big hands big penis."

"That's a popular myth, it's not true."

"So you don't want him to be big?"

"Yes-I mean no! Nona!"

She laughed again and light up another cigarette. How many did we already smoke? Five, six?

"Andrea I want to ask you a question, do you still have Malia blocked?"

I could heard the seriousness of the question. Damn, why did everybody keep asking that?

"Yeah, why?"

"So there's no way you can know who is your mate."

"Correct."

"Andrea, I need you to listen to me clear and quietly. What you told me about this guy and the kiss is what you normally feel when you are with your mate. Yet there's something different, people before the mating process only notice the sparks, but you felt everything as if you were already bounded and marked. It can be strange, but I think this mysterious man is your soulmate."

My world froze there, Kyan? It was only then when I understood everything. The voice at the assembly, why I was three days in coma, Malia trying to speak with me, everybody saying I should talk with him...

"You're telling me he's my mate, but as my wolf is blocked, I didn't notice?"

"Yes, because even if you can't shift from birth, your real demons notice mates differently. You communicated with Malia the most, that's why even if it's not in your blood, there's the need to be with this guy and share the bond with him."

Swallowing her words I felt nervous, anxious and worried.

"I-I don't want him. I'll reject him."

"Okay now listen to me girl, you're fooling with yourself and I don't like it. Before you were describing me this guys as the most incredible man on the earth and now, you're fucking telling me you don't want him? Why you can't put together the word 'mate' and 'guy you like' in the same context?"

"I don't know..."

Letting out a heavy sight we were interrupted by the intercom ringing. She got up and told them to wait a minute for me to leave, she knew I didn't like to talk about my problems with other people around. I stood up from the sofa and reached for my jacket, when I put it in she kissed my check to reassure me and escorted me down the stairs to the principal door.

"Andrea, I know you will do the right thing with this guy. You just have to think a couple of days, take your time."

"Thank you Nona. I love you."

"Love ya little bitch."

Cocking an eyebrow I started to walk while she laugh, that was when I saw the two guys approaching her with a plastic bag, probably they went a moment, while we went downstairs, to buy something.

"And remember to accept the hot sex God like into your vagina walls, his thick dick will fill and pleasure you completely, I assure you!"

Bloody hell! She didn't say that! Right?! Turning around I saw the guys in their middle twenties staring at me with a smirk, blushing hard it was difficult to find the words to explain myself.

"Ehm-You know, she's a bit crazy. Don't mind her!"

One of them winked at me and the other grinned, making his way towards the old woman.

"Hey Nona! Long time no see you!"

"Sure! You're always busy fucking girls don't you? You should be ashamed leaving your poor Nona apart for a fuck, at least they're worth it."

Oh my sweet Pancakes, she had no filter!

"They're more than worth it, I can tell you."

Gabriel, who was talking with her turned sideways and smirked down at me. Fucking hell! I lost my strength for the amount of blood rushing to my face.

"Goodbye Nona, see you."

When I turned around and took big steps I heard her loud voice. I was almost in the middle of the city square with the second clan house at my right and hers facing my back.

"Yeah and make sure his dick will visit your cunt!"

"If it's a fuck you need Alpha we can help you!"

Oh. My. Bloody. Hell. Stopping in my tracks I looked back deadly shocked.

"Nona you're too old to talk dirty! And shut the hell up Gabriel and Marcus!"

I started furiously taking big steps but a laugh stopped me. No fucking hell! Why me? Was I damned or what?! At the front steps of the second house were Emmett who was worriedly looking at me, Charlie who was laughing, Mason and Oliver were trying to hide their smirk bur failed miserably, Benjamin who obviously was grinning like an idiot, and then Kyan who was frozen in his spot raping me with his sight. Fucking perfect! They heard everything!

"I can't believe my ears! Andrea Schiffer will remove her chastity belt to let a dick go deep into her vagina. I'm amazed. Whose is this guy's dick? I hope one of us."

"And I'm amazed how you still let your balls talk for you. I miss the the other Charlie, the intelligent one. Maybe if I castrate you things will change. And it's none of your business."

His amused look fell because we knew I touched a particular point.

"You wouldn't dare."

"Make me, you know Victor and I talked few times about it."

"Bitch."

With that he went inside, the door's house was always open since there was a lot of people walking in and out.

"Anyone else wants to be on my 'Who I should castrate first' list?"

They shook their heads but Benjamin decided to speak.

"Nah, but I had fun thought for what I heard."

"Oh darling prepare yourself because you will be the next one who I beat his ass."

"I'm looking forward it."

Winking at me I turned around and started to walk but a voice, his voice stopped me. Okay, it seemed I would never arrive home.

"Andrea wait!"

"No wait. Goodbye Kyan."

"Wait!"

When I turned around and started walking again I felt a strong grip on my left arm. Looking behind me I saw him, with pleading eyes and a nervous thin smile.

"Please Andrea, I want to talk things with you."

"There's nothing to talk about."

"Andrea please. I'm just asking you to talk, nothing more."

Something in him was telling me to ask what was he worried about, to help him, to comfort him. Something inside of me was screaming to punch, kick, beat him and run to my room and not show up until the end of the month. Closing my eyes I let out a deep breath.

"Follow me."

"Thank you."

I gave him a short nod, we got inside the house and walked straight to the living room. Nobody was home, probably Victor in his office but he couldn't hear us for the thickness of the walls.

"Why?"

"Nice question to start a conversation."

"Why did you punch me? Why were you afraid?"

That shocked me, the fucking guy had the fucking guts to say I was afraid! Was him in his right mind?!

"I punched you because you had the guts of kissing me! And don't say ever again I was afraid because I wasn't."

"Then I don't understand why! Did I do something wrong? I don't know maybe you don't like the way I kiss or maybe I should go slower. I'm going crazy thinking about what went on between us in my room."

"I didn't enjoy the kiss, I was shocked and decided to punch you."

His features hardened.

"That's bullshit and we know it. Someone who doesn't like a kiss doesn't start to grind themselves to the crotch of the other!"

"Cut the crap, okay? It was only a kiss."

I saw his green eyes searching for a reasonable answer, but he didn't find anything. Closing his eyes he let out a loud sigh.

"Andrea you should understand. We're mates!"

"No! We're nothing! Plus I don't want to have anything with someone I barely know!"

"My name is Kyan Hathaway, I'm twenty six years old. I'm from Alaska, where my ex pack resides, but I live in Louisiana since almost seven years ago. It's that enough?"

I shook my head, even he was serious in this shit. I felt one of his hands caressing my arm, sliding down my hand, sending a wave of pleasure through my body.

"Then give me an opportunity. I'll open for you, I'll tell you everything just, let me know you. I want us to work. I really want it."

His words reached inside of me, so deep to even awake my wolf.

'Andy he's begging us. I can feel his desperation and pain. Please...'

The whimper of Malia drove me crazy. I could feel it too. His sweet voice, almost, and I emphasise the almost, made me surrender to his pleas and give him a chance. Yeah having a mate is the. Biggest. Shit. Ever.

"No Kyan, not in this world not in another dimension. I'm sorry you have me as a mate."

He cursed quietly, but I heard him. He was taking deep breaths to remain calm, but I could feel his anger and pain. Sliding away my hand with his, he told me the words I would ever hate the most.

"What if I can make you fall in love with me? Not as your mate, but as a man who really likes you?"

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Andrea is being a difficult little b*tch aaha and Nona?How freaking I love you Nona! ahaha 
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13/06/2016

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